Hello Sharon

May 22, 2008

Would you mind repeating your experience here? -

May 22, 2008

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Would you mind repeating your experience here? -

>

Sure, Here goes....

Hello everyone. I have cut and pasted my experience from when I

gave it on the other board. Here it is. Any input would be greatly

appreciated.

Thank You All

Hello chrism... First of all thank you very much for this site.

> Here is my story. Last November I was talking with a friend about

a joint business venture that we had been working on, and after I

hung> up with him, I had this enormous rush of energy come over my

body. Now this gets a bit embarassing... it felt very sexual in

nature. This was something I had never experienced and I was like,

whoa what is this! It lasted for about 15 minutes, and then

subsided. It scared me to death. Well from that point on the

strangest things started to develop. My libido went into over

drive, (so embarassing to talk about this) and I would be sitting

in meetings at work, and this would start and I would have to get

up and excuse myself it would get so intense. At first it was all

very libido related. But since then I have been experiencing

periods of utter bliss and overwhelming peace, that will just come

out of no-where. Sometimes they feel libido (sexual in nature) and

other times it just feels very blissful, and peaceful. I was

convinced this person whom I was talking to was manipulating me,

because I didnt know any better.

He is buddhist, and he has a friend who is does energy healing.

These two have taken a very strange liking and closeness to me

since. I almost feel like they know this happened, and I am their

pet project or something. Prior to this, they kept commenting on

what a good heart I had, and things like this. I searched for

months , goodling my symptoms when one day I found this site that

explained exactly what was happening to me, and it was kundalini

energy. There were times I thought I was going insane. Since all

of this , I have filed for a divorce from my husband of 26

years. What seemed tolerable to me, before I began to not be able

to tolerate. One day, my buddhist friend... told me that my path

had been chosen for me, and so had his, and I was in his path.

What does that mean? He is in a relationship with another woman,

but I got the feeling he was trying to say, we were supposed to be

together or something of that nature. When I confronted him on it,

he kind of backed down, and made some generic comment on what he

meant, because I did not react favorably to his comment. So this

entire process has been strange to me. My instincts tell me, that

he and his friend were definitely involved. They are very deep

into energy kinds of things. My question is can someone awaken

this without your knowledge? and I have been having difficulty

understanding why this is happening to me now. I found someone who

has been helping me, and explained chakras and things like that.

And told me this is not an evil thing. I am a christian, and

thought maybe it was evil at first, and scared to death. Sorry for

the length of this. I have a tendency to ramble on sometimes, and

I apologize for that.

>

> Any information would be most helpful

Thank You

Sharon

May 22, 2008

Oh, wow, Sharon! All I can say is it sounds like you've found the

right support group for what you are going through because so many of

us here can relate to this scenario and we will have

common " phenomena " . You are warmly welcomed here and we look forward

to getting to know you and you will get to know us. Those of us that

have been here for a bit have found a very strong bond of community,

even like family, among those here who are also on this path that

Kundalini has given us. Please don't be embarassed, many of us have

had the same things happen, and more. We all are having the Kundalini

experience, it comes in many different forms but the more we learn

the more we recognize it. We are a collective of people, Christians,

Buddhists, " Other " but we share in common our path with the

Kundalini, the desire to help others and the Love that has grown

among us.

Again welcome and keep us posted on how you are doing. You are off to

a great start!

Peace,

Valarie

May 22, 2008

Welcome to our K family Sharon and thanks of sharing. No need to feel

embarrassed. Looking forward to sharing the K path with you.

Blessings,

Linda

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " sharongrbb2000 " <sharongrbb2000 wrote:

>

> , " chrism "

> <@> wrote:

> >

> > Would you mind repeating your experience here? - blessings -

chrism

> >

> Sure, Here goes....

>

> Hello everyone. I have cut and pasted my experience from when I

> gave it on the other board. Here it is. Any input would be

greatly

> appreciated.

>

> Thank You All

>

> Hello chrism... First of all thank you very much for this site.

> > Here is my story. Last November I was talking with a friend about

> a joint business venture that we had been working on, and after I

> hung> up with him, I had this enormous rush of energy come over my

> body. Now this gets a bit embarassing... it felt very sexual in

> nature. This was something I had never experienced and I was like,

> whoa what is this! It lasted for about 15 minutes, and then

> subsided. It scared me to death. Well from that point on the

> strangest things started to develop. My libido went into over

> drive, (so embarassing to talk about this) and I would be sitting

> in meetings at work, and this would start and I would have to get

> up and excuse myself it would get so intense. At first it was all

> very libido related. But since then I have been experiencing

> periods of utter bliss and overwhelming peace, that will just come

> out of no-where. Sometimes they feel libido (sexual in nature) and

> other times it just feels very blissful, and peaceful. I was

> convinced this person whom I was talking to was manipulating me,

> because I didnt know any better.

> He is buddhist, and he has a friend who is does energy healing.

> These two have taken a very strange liking and closeness to me

> since. I almost feel like they know this happened, and I am their

> pet project or something. Prior to this, they kept commenting on

> what a good heart I had, and things like this. I searched for

> months , goodling my symptoms when one day I found this site that

> explained exactly what was happening to me, and it was kundalini

> energy. There were times I thought I was going insane. Since all

> of this , I have filed for a divorce from my husband of 26

> years. What seemed tolerable to me, before I began to not be able

> to tolerate. One day, my buddhist friend... told me that my path

> had been chosen for me, and so had his, and I was in his path.

> What does that mean? He is in a relationship with another woman,

> but I got the feeling he was trying to say, we were supposed to be

> together or something of that nature. When I confronted him on it,

> he kind of backed down, and made some generic comment on what he

> meant, because I did not react favorably to his comment. So this

> entire process has been strange to me. My instincts tell me, that

> he and his friend were definitely involved. They are very deep

> into energy kinds of things. My question is can someone awaken

> this without your knowledge? and I have been having difficulty

> understanding why this is happening to me now. I found someone who

> has been helping me, and explained chakras and things like that.

> And told me this is not an evil thing. I am a christian, and

> thought maybe it was evil at first, and scared to death. Sorry for

> the length of this. I have a tendency to ramble on sometimes, and

> I apologize for that.

> >

> > Any information would be most helpful

>

> Thank You

>

> Sharon

>

May 23, 2008

Thanks Valerie,

& nbsp;

I am amazed at what I am reading, and very comforted by it all. & nbsp; Such a

welcoming place to be.

& nbsp;

Sharon

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Re: Hello Sharon

Thursday, May 22, 2008, 5:02 PM