Introduction

[Guest guest]

Hi All,

 

I recently got into Kundalini, mainly through a friend that is already

into Kundalini and we were both experiencing energy whenever we talked.

I started noticing other things.. slight changes in vision.. like more

clearity.. and sharper contrasts. Reading about Kundalini I got really

interested in the whole aspect of reaching my true self and healing the

different aspects of myself a long the way. Before getting into this I

had read " A New Earth " By Eckhart Tolle, which is all about living in

the NOW and observing your ego and " pain body " when they take control of

" you " , and working toward healing and overpowering those aspects of you.

 

I've recently started taking Kundalini Yoga Classes here in Ottawa and

started a 40-day meditation (which at this point after the 40day I'm

thinking will continue to be a daily ritual). The Kundalini Yoga

Classes are amazing and leave me buzzing all day.. and the next day..

The Meditation I've been working on.. I do first thing in the morning as

Sadhana, in the " twilight " hours of the morning. The mediation is

amazing and is really helping me stay deeply relaxed all day.

 

After a recent conversation with another Kundalini acquaintance, I don't

think I've awakened Kundalini yet- but seems like I'm going in the right

direction. The past few days I've been experiencing a strong blissful

energy on and off in my stomach and chest area.. kinda radiating out..

this is also increased whenever I'm chatting with one of my Kundalini

friends.. also whenever I start reading about Kundalini, that feeling

seems to increase. I've also started feeling that feeling at the base

of my spine.. infact just within typing the last few sentences I can

feel it in my lower-mid spine. Whether thats kundalini related or my

mind making it happen.. I have no idea.. hah.

 

I've also noticed more and more.. my old self conflicting with a new

self emerging. Typical thoughts of my old self will come out, and my

new self will take over.. an example could be starting to get angry in

frustration and then internally realize what I'm getting angry and

frustrated at is pretty minor, and not worth the waste of energy.

 

I must say, I find it really interesting.. when I look back over the

past 8 months, when I started getting into spirituality.. the journey so

far that has led me here. I'm in the process of starting to get

seperated from my wife, which was initiated by her.. and I feel great

about it and moving forward.. this seperation and getting into kundalini

started at almost the exact same time.. just funny how things happen..

Also, I've been listening to Tool's album Lateralus for a long time..

and now, with the help of a friend, starting to see all kinds of

Kundalini reference in the album.. one most significantly so far , to me

is, in the song The Grudge (frist song of the album) he talks about

Saturn ascending.. and some other references to Saturn.. Which is the

planet that governs the root chakra where Kundalini starts (from what I

understand, not yet experienced) and.. I also find it interesting that

Saturn's year is 29.5 of our years and I'll be 29.5 in a couple months..

I guess I just find it interesting seeing all these different things

happening and fitting together, seemingly perfect.

 

anyway.. I'll stop going on and on for now hah. Life is perfect and I'm

loving every moment regardless of the " good " or " bad " . I look forward

to continuing this journey where ever it's going to take me.