Guest guest Posted June 6, 2008 Report Share Posted June 6, 2008 Hello Everyone, Some time awhile back about 1 1/2 years or so ago...I can remember vividly being in the cosmic surrounded by total darkness with little specs of star lights flickering. I was so alone. I mean really ALONE. I felt totally abandoned. I searched for some other life form but could not see or feel another presence anywhere. The feeling of being smothered ran deep within me but I knew I was breathing somehow. Then the sense of merging into ONE with EVERYTHING came over me. I not only felt it. I saw that transform right before me. The thought of being ONE with anything totally freaked me out. To think I can be air, water, fire, a tree, a leaf, or whatever in a split nanosecond thought really amazed me. While I was pondering that thought, I reflected on what I heard from a far distance these profound words that may never ever leave my thoughts : " ALL IS ONE--ONE IS ALL " . Can you even imagine the actual entirety of these words? To merge into " ONE " ? I remember how quick I came to this Realization and the way that I responded. In my normal state of mind I would take my time to think things through before acting. But in this case...it felt like I was in spirit form. To me that meant that I was deceased. I can remember thinking that very thought at that very moment. I quickly scanned my life and I felt saddened that I had left my loved ones behind and the mess they would have to clean up. All my dirty little secrets revealed to whomever reads my journals. TeeHee ! This process felt like an hour had passed but it was really just a second or two. I was trying to WILL myself to wake up.I could not do it. I tried everything that I knew to do to wake myself up from this non-reality. I remember crying and feeling sorry for myself. Thinking of things like: What am I going to do now? How can I fix this? Where do I go now? Am I going to be able to find food/water? It was not until I accepted this and LET GO(surrendered) did I wake up. After waking up.I contemplated that we are mere thought forms created by THOUGHT. The entire universe was/is created from a THOUGHT. Let alone become ONE just in thought. Hmmm.maybe this is why I can shape shift easily. NAMASTE' Denny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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