Guest guest Posted June 8, 2008 Report Share Posted June 8, 2008 I have not been on the computer much lately because I was too busy resting,a lot lately.Except yesterday when I had no choice but to go do the laundry that I've been ignoring since I came home.I had orders not to stand on my feet much and yesterday was the day to tackle the 14 loads of dirty clothes that piled up here while I was resting.Ever since my unfortunate incident that left me with a gash in my leg and a lot of blood loss I spent a lot of time sleeping and recuperating.I am no longer dizzy but for the past 2 days I've had flu like symptoms like a piercing headache in the right side of my head,raw scratchy throat,sneezing and runny nose,ugh.It's better now that everything else is gone but the runny nose and the occasional head splitting headache.What is so strange is that there's only one particular spot in my head that hurts and it's a sharp pain.At first I was sure that my allergies flared up but now I have a feeling that these are really flu symptoms and that it could have been worse than it is.I haven't been sick for the past 2 years,why now?At least it doesn't look like it will last long.I haven't been feeling like myself lately and was feeling very lost too.Suddenly,I had this feeling that I really wanted to hurt my ex husband just as he hurt me.I wonder why because I've never been able to hate him as much as I tried and believe me I really tried.I had this dream 3 days ago and I was watching this man and he looked like the man that I've been dreaming about for so long but this time I could only see his head and I could see that he was bathed in this golden light and I noticed that he had such fine features and he was so beautiful.At the same time this voice out of nowhere was telling me something but for the life of me I couldn't remember what it said when I woke up.This morning I dreamed that my daughter brought home a beautiful large german sheperd dog(I love them ) and I like the dog but I was thinking about how my cat will behave when he saw it but I woke up before I went to get the cat which was under the bed as usually,lol.I hope everyone is ok because there are so many messages in my inbox that I haven't been able to read and answer. love,nicole Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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