To and everyone else -Hello Nicole!

[Guest guest]

Hello NICOLE!

Sorry to read your under the weather. Try to keep

your blood on the inside. Hope your illness passes as it surely

will. - blessings to you and you duaghter and cat! - chrism

 

 

 

 

, " ntaroiu "

<lsirca wrote:

>

> I have not been on the computer much lately because I was too

busy

> resting,a lot lately.Except yesterday when I had no choice but to

go

> do the laundry that I've been ignoring since I came home.I had

orders

> not to stand on my feet much and yesterday was the day to tackle

the

> 14 loads of dirty clothes that piled up here while I was

resting.Ever

> since my unfortunate incident that left me with a gash in my leg

and

> a lot of blood loss I spent a lot of time sleeping and

recuperating.I

> am no longer dizzy but for the past 2 days I've had flu like

symptoms

> like a piercing headache in the right side of my head,raw scratchy

> throat,sneezing and runny nose,ugh.It's better now that everything

> else is gone but the runny nose and the occasional head splitting

> headache.What is so strange is that there's only one particular

spot

> in my head that hurts and it's a sharp pain.At first I was sure

that

> my allergies flared up but now I have a feeling that these are

really

> flu symptoms and that it could have been worse than it is.I

haven't

> been sick for the past 2 years,why now?At least it doesn't look

like

> it will last long.I haven't been feeling like myself lately and

was

> feeling very lost too.Suddenly,I had this feeling that I really

> wanted to hurt my ex husband just as he hurt me.I wonder why

because

> I've never been able to hate him as much as I tried and believe me

I

> really tried.I had this dream 3 days ago and I was watching this

man

> and he looked like the man that I've been dreaming about for so

long

> but this time I could only see his head and I could see that he

was

> bathed in this golden light and I noticed that he had such fine

> features and he was so beautiful.At the same time this voice out

of

> nowhere was telling me something but for the life of me I couldn't

> remember what it said when I woke up.This morning I dreamed that

my

> daughter brought home a beautiful large german sheperd dog(I love

> them ) and I like the dog but I was thinking about how my cat will

> behave when he saw it but I woke up before I went to get the cat

> which was under the bed as usually,lol.I hope everyone is ok

because

> there are so many messages in my inbox that I haven't been able to

> read and answer.

>

> love,nicole

>