To & All: A sharing of experiences-additionally

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I meant to say " one of the very few places that people WON'T think

> you have 'lost it'.

 

 

In the Light,

Leslie

, " Leslie "

<i_ama_lighthouse wrote:

>

> Greetings to all of you, and blessed you are to be in a period of

> growth and awakening at this time. I thank each and every one of

you

> for being who you are, and for allowing yourselves to search inside

> of yourselves, and to walk along this path, as it is not an easy

> path, and can be filled with a sense of loss and alone-ness, yet at

> the same time, is filled with joy, bliss, happiness.

>

> I don't always share here inside of the group. I have many

> experiences, but have chosen to, for a time, enjoy them just for

what

> they are, and allow them to take place as they wish.

>

> However, I have a sense that many here are new to what is

happening,

> and may be feeling a sense of being alone. What I have learned from

> being in this group for quite some time, is that this is a very

open

> place, which will allow you to be able to share whatever it is that

> is going on, and one of the very few places that people will think

> you have 'lost it'. This is my humble opinion. Being able to share

> with others what is going on, lets you know that there are others

> like you, and as humans, we do like that feeling, don't we?

> Remember that you are never alone, even if there is not a person

> beside you who could understand all that you are learning and

> experiences. There are those who 'observe'.

>

> I wanted to share with you some things that happened to me last

> night, and although I do not like to dwell on things that have

> happened in the past, I feel that there may be some meaning to

them,

> so if anyone has any thoughts on these things, please let feel free

> to lend your two cents.

>

> I was walking through Target last night to get some cat food. As I

> was walking back to the register, I was passing by some furnishings

> and I was thinking about how retro they were, and how we have

seemed

> to loop back to the 1960's. At that exact moment, everything in the

> store kind of had a double appearance for me. The store was the

same,

> yet different. I felt as if I were walking in two different time

> periods. One felt like the 60's! I was looking at people from a

> different era. This was at 7:45pm. As I walked, I felt as if I were

> floating. It is hard to explain, but as I walked out the doors of

the

> store, the feeling was still there. The sky seemed different, the

> surroundings seemed different, it was just a surreal feeling. This

> lasted for about 45 minutes.

>

> Later on, as I was lying in bed, I had the TV on but on 'mute' as

my

> husband was fast asleep beside me. I started hearing loud knocking

> noises. It felt as if it were right beside my left ear. Then, I

> thought it was coming from inside of my head. I couldn't place it.

I

> just acknowledged the sound, and then it was gone.

>

> I turned off the TV and did some alternate nostril breathing. After

> that, I locked my thumbs, tongue to the roof of my mouth, eyes up.

I

> began reciting the Shakti prayer. By now, my body felt heavy and

> light at the same time, one of those feelings that is quite

relaxing.

> As I was reciting the prayer, in my minds eye (and when I say

mind's

> eye, I mean, not with my physical eyes, yet, the images I see are

as

> clear as being in front of my physical eyes) I saw a woman with

long

> black hair, and her eyes were closed, and she was smiling as if she

> was pleased. I instantly called her mother over and over again. Not

> like a 'mom' but mother was just what was coming to my head, so I

> kept saying it. As I backed off from her face, I saw that she was

> wearing a sleevelss white gown..almost toga like, and around her

> waist was a wide gold belt. Her image disappeared, and then I saw a

> man, he was facing away from me, sitting in a lotus position. He

was

> wearing a mustard yellow ... shirt or long something..and the same

> colored square type hat that is fitted to the head. He turn my way

> and smiled and I could tell that he had no teeth (my father, when

he

> takes his teeth out has this funny smile Yet, where his two eyes

> should have been, was one giant eye. This took me by surprise, and

> the image faded away. However, I haven't been able to get this out

of

> my mind.

>

> Thank you for letting me share...

>

> In the Light,

> Leslie

>