Newbie Thoughts and Feelings

[Guest guest]

Hi, my K-friends,

I am a noob this Shaktipat so I am just sharing some of the things that are

going on.  One as a way to connect with all of you and also to just help myself

think about what is going on.  It helps me sometimes to write this stuff out.

I had a dream last night that I found a lot snakes in cages in a room of my

home.  They were my snakes but I did not realize that I owned them and

therefore, I had not taken care of them.  They were all languishing in their

cages from starvation.   So I quickly ran around and fed them all and soon they

sprang back to life.  Not sure about the meaning here, maybe that the K is with

me and I need to nurture it now?

I have been feeling a tightness across my lower back, a  " push "  below the

navel, the pressure on the bridge of the nose and now a tingling-crawly feeling

on the top of my head.  I had a lot of energy on Thursday too, like some of

you.  I did the 3-day fast and my hubby just didn't know how I could not eat for

so long and have so much energy too.  I don't know how I did it either!  When I

am laying down, I frequently feel like I am encased in an energy egg or

something like that.  And I feel bigger than my own body at those times too.  

As per chrism's personal note to me yesterday, I tried to find a " restorative

practice " in order to " reclaim that which is mine by choice " .  I woke this

morning with this sudden desire to see the most ancient beings that I know of in

this area, a grove of ancient cedars.  They are great-great-great-great

grandmothers and grandfathers, in my mind, anyway.    Absolutely huge trees. 

When you stand among them you can just feel them - so old, so wise..  Anyway, my

family and I set out, drove as far as we could before we were stopped by a

bridge being washed out.  The trees kept calling us, so on we went on foot about

another 2 1/2 miles before we ran into a black bear that our 8 mos old puppy was

determined to attack.  So that was the end of that.  I guess we will have to

visit the trees another time but I still felt that being out there, far from

everyone, was very restorative.  We even all stripped down " au naturale " for a

dip in the creek.  I

kept thinking about how Don said he can really pick up the energy when nude so

that encourage me.  Thanks, Don!  LOL

I feel good!  I am content, peaceful and happy that the Shaktipat seems to be

progressing nice and slow and yet is letting me know it is there, too.  I know I

shouldn't get attached to phenomena but without it, I would think that nothing

was happening.

-Alice

 

 

[Guest guest]

Good for you Alice, even the intent of getting to those trees works. My

old cultivate, intention and action thing.

 

" We even all

stripped down " au naturale " for a dip in the creek. I

kept thinking about how Don said he can really pick up the energy when

nude so that

encourage me. Thanks, Don! LOL "

 

LOL back at you. Grin, < I grin an awful lot> It is not so much that I can

pick up energy, it is more that the energy flow, which is there already,

is not hampered or retarded. This is putting yourself in the river and

letting it wash everything away, and feed you, all the energy of the water

drop that became the river. There's no false outside that the energy has

to work through in any way. I've been doing chakra work for a while, the

base chakra is a gateway to everything. It connects to and brings together

all the passages in the body for energy flow. I do my sponge thing and

draw as much energy into the base as I can, I get more when I do this

sans clothing. Starting to feel like I have a large cats eye marble in my

shorts all the time. The area is so sensitized. Chuckle !!

 

Stop reading now if Don bores you, he has a tendency to go and on. I'm see

no energies, I'm not clairvoant. I can't heal. Nothing kewl. But I can

drive down the street and tell which power transformer is over heating. I

spent years up here climbing mountains to fix FM radio stations, I'd start

up the mountain, sometimes at 40 below wind chill and six feet of new

fallen snow and I could feel what the transmitter was doing. If it was

healthy or had issues. I wear no metal. I think that is good for you as

well.

 

I watched one of my instructors lose a finger because his wedding ring

caught an arc across a 50,000 watt power supply. I used to specialize in

100,000 watt stations, and when I did it I was the best. EGO

 

There is thing called a Jesus stick, you use it to ground the big capcitor

banks in very large tranmitters, the idea is if you don't use it, it's

your time to meet Jesus. I'm not sure if there is a Jesus stick for K,

maybe watermelon.

 

And I can't resist dating myself, hugs Alice. " Go as Alice when shes 10

feet tall.

 

Peace

 

don

[Guest guest]

Alice, you are right on the button with your dream interp. the snakes must be

your own natural k energy that has been just waiting for you to nourish it. Just

wonderful.

I like the sound of the Cedars, I love Cedar essential oil and the trees,

magical. Weird how you were stopped in your tracks!!! How cool to see a bear.

I think you are doing amazingly well and sounds like Shakti is strong in you

already, I felt nothing my first time.

 

Wishing you many more energy filled days,

Love Elektra x x x

 

 

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