Paul

[Guest guest]

When giving to you I can see and feel your needs for validation of a

phenomenal quality. I know this process can be frustrating if one isnt

given a sign or a symptom of progress. Yet I also feel progress with

you and a teaching that is about giving without expectation. In this

case giving to ones own self.

 

Practice for the mere sake of the practice is most difficult.

 

You are not alone if this is how you are feeling. Many people who come

here for Shaktipat have not reached a level of commitment or

attenuation for the obvious signs and symptoms to materialize in and

on the body. I do feel that you have reached a level for this to come

Paul but that what may occur could be reality shattering. How do you

feel about this?

 

I feel you at the doorway. A figure in the threshold ready to or about

to step though but the lesson of giving over and over to ones self

without immediatly receiving may need to be mastered first. Or not. -

blessings - chrism

[Guest guest]

Thanks Chrism. You hit my nail on the head as well.

 

Peter

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> When giving to you I can see and feel your needs for validation of a

> phenomenal quality. I know this process can be frustrating if one isnt

> given a sign or a symptom of progress. Yet I also feel progress with

> you and a teaching that is about giving without expectation. In this

> case giving to ones own self.

>

> Practice for the mere sake of the practice is most difficult.

>

> You are not alone if this is how you are feeling. Many people who come

> here for Shaktipat have not reached a level of commitment or

> attenuation for the obvious signs and symptoms to materialize in and

> on the body. I do feel that you have reached a level for this to come

> Paul but that what may occur could be reality shattering. How do you

> feel about this?

>

> I feel you at the doorway. A figure in the threshold ready to or about

> to step though but the lesson of giving over and over to ones self

> without immediatly receiving may need to be mastered first. Or not. -

> blessings - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks for the message Chrism. As for reality, I've rarely thought that I have

perceived it anyway - perhaps only a couple of times when I was out of body.

Still, the daily experiences that one has are on some level, reality, and I

don't think that anyone can " know " how they will feel about changes, until they

start to occur. That transformation is, however, what I feel I came here to

accomplish. I do seem to have experienced a blockage, though, in the practices

" feeling right " , and I have been patiently waiting to understand or transcend

that situation. It's as though I'm being " cut off " from the energy, perhaps

through the use of caffeine (which alas I still consume), or that I'm personally

blocking progress (unconsciously) in some other fashion. I considered

withdrawing from this group, but that didn't seem like a good option either. So

I'm waiting to understand the next step that I should take. As you say, there

are no worries - I'm just living life, looking around, having a big time. :-)

 

Blessings to you and the group...

 

Paul

 

 

 

....You are not alone if this is how you are feeling. Many people who come

here for Shaktipat have not reached a level of commitment or

attenuation for the obvious signs and symptoms to materialize in and

on the body. I do feel that you have reached a level for this to come

Paul but that what may occur could be reality shattering. How do you

feel about this?

 

I feel you at the doorway. A figure in the threshold ready to or about

to step though but the lesson of giving over and over to ones self

without immediatly receiving may need to be mastered first. Or not. -