Guest guest Posted June 25, 2008 Report Share Posted June 25, 2008 Hello Drea,' You already have what it is you seek! Better yet you know it. What you do not have as of yet is the maturity of the Kundalini tempering and validating your natural tendancies towards some insecurities. You are from my point of view going very well! Your flow is strong and your coping with it just fine. You have these interesting expectations of " powers " that you are " supposed to have. " because of the Kundalini. These will often not come until one has had the wisdoms given in order to use them wisely. This isnt always an instantaneous process. They will come when you have been prepared. I suggest that you have zero expectations when it comes to these gifts. Open yourself to merely having Kundalini at this time and let that huge and tremendous and rare experience begin to teach you what you need to know to go further. Stay focused and believe that you are indeed this wondrous person you are. Dont let any doubts creep into your self awareness. You are that great person. You are becoming the best that you can be and that is fantastic in your case! - blessings Drea - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2008 Report Share Posted June 26, 2008 Oh I don't necessarily have expectations for those. You just said earlier that my flows are strong enough that I wouldn't need the shaktipat and I guess I figured that to have a strong flow it must mean that you have those ablities, which I do not. But I guess to have a strong flow it doesnt mean that you will get all of these. I seriousy wasnt expecting to see myself to be on that strong flow list lol. To be honest, I actually don't really care to see visions, guides, or being able to heal.... or I at least don't care or expect it right now. I jsut really want to clear myself, understand myself, and otehrs, be more loving, etc. I'm actually feel happiest to be concentrating on the chakras that really need my attention like my 3rd chakra. Were on the third eye now and even though I'm happy about that I know that my lower chakras need more attention. I personally would much rather be focusing on my lower chakras first before my higher ones wehre all the intuitive gifts are. My goal for ever even getting involved with these energies was jsut to balance myself out and be more at peace with myself.... to help me see beyond the illusions and ego. I dont have expectations, but I would not mind to patiently wait for such gifts if they ever feel like popping up. I just considered myself still in the beginning stages than being so " far enough in the process to need the shaktipat " . I guess I was jsut a bit confused when this was all said and what it meant for having a strong flow. Right at this moment I'm having problems with meditating, I dont knwo for sure, but I think since a couple months into my awakeing I've been having the most difficulty meditating. And I knwo that this mostly has to do with emotional repressions. i went to meditate today, was in a great, peaceful mood before hand and I couldn't meditate because it was like my solar plexus was calling again maybe. i would not mind exploring the third eye, but it seems like I can't at teh moment until Iget through my 3rd chakra lol. I dont mind though. Thanks, I'm really appreitiating this style of shaktipat, its helps me understand where or which issues are hving to do with which chakra, which chakras I need to work on, as well as other fantastic things. I think its openning up my throat more which I'm happiest about. , " chrism " <> wrote: > You have these interesting expectations of " powers " that you > are " supposed to have. " because of the Kundalini. These will often > not come until one has had the wisdoms given in order to use them > wisely. This isnt always an instantaneous process. > > They will come when you have been prepared. I suggest that you have > zero expectations when it comes to these gifts. Open yourself to > merely having Kundalini at this time and let that huge and > tremendous and rare experience begin to teach you what you need to > know to go further. > > Stay focused and believe that you are indeed this wondrous person > you are. Dont let any doubts creep into your self awareness. You are > that great person. You are becoming the best that you can be and > that is fantastic in your case! - blessings Drea - chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2008 Report Share Posted June 27, 2008 Hi Drea, I don't know if you read the flower of life books from Drunvalo Melchizedek? He says that there is some kind of barrier between the 3rd and 4th chakra. You need to overcome the " power/ego " one before going higher. I can't really tell you how, but when it happens you know it and just meditating on it can make it happen. As a musician i'm sure you'll like to know how the musical scale (7 notes from C to B, and the next C is the first note of the next octave) relates to the 7 chakras and probably to ascending. After all, the world we live in is made of vibrations. Be it sound, light and even matter (atoms). It's all in drunvalo's books. I would like to ear some k metal from you sometime ;-) Danny , " Drea " <lvledusa wrote: > I'm actually feel happiest to be concentrating on the chakras that > really need my attention like my 3rd chakra. Were on the third eye > now and even though I'm happy about that I know that my lower > chakras need more attention. I personally would much rather be > focusing on my lower chakras first before my higher ones wehre all > the intuitive gifts are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2008 Report Share Posted June 27, 2008 Yes, Gurdjieff also talks about the musical scales intervals and creation. Interesting stuff. Peter Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 27, 2008 Report Share Posted June 27, 2008 Oh I'm very aware of Drunvalo lol. I've even been to an FOL workshop last year. Yah, I know what you are talking about. Maybe I should reread. Well you would think that that barrier would keep you from moving higher. But, I knwo that my heart is really openning regardless of the fact that I still need to work on my " will/ego " chakra. Maybe this is one of the main problems through having an unplanned or unprepared kundalini awakening. The kundalini pushes open higher centers before the lower centers are even balanced. Well, its matt thats the metal player. But I used to play up to grade 9 piano until I switched my life strictly for math and science(sigh) once I hit high school. I I loved what drunvalo had to say about the chakras. I was actually just thinking about his 12 chakra system because I could swear I feel two heart chakras. its either that or that chakra is huge lol . Thanks for all the info guys. , " xrewindx " <samsond wrote: > > Hi Drea, > > I don't know if you read the flower of life books from Drunvalo > Melchizedek? He says that there is some kind of barrier between the > 3rd and 4th chakra. You need to overcome the " power/ego " one before > going higher. I can't really tell you how, but when it happens you > know it and just meditating on it can make it happen. > > As a musician i'm sure you'll like to know how the musical scale (7 > notes from C to B, and the next C is the first note of the next > octave) relates to the 7 chakras and probably to ascending. After all, > the world we live in is made of vibrations. Be it sound, light and > even matter (atoms). It's all in drunvalo's books. > > I would like to ear some k metal from you sometime ;-) > > Danny > > > , " Drea " > <lvledusa@> wrote: > > > I'm actually feel happiest to be concentrating on the chakras that > > really need my attention like my 3rd chakra. Were on the third eye > > now and even though I'm happy about that I know that my lower > > chakras need more attention. I personally would much rather be > > focusing on my lower chakras first before my higher ones wehre all > > the intuitive gifts are. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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