snake came back!

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5th day - throat chakra, where " dis-ease " showed up in the form of thyroid

cancer at 19.  removal of the gland didn't do much for regulating emotions over

the years (lol) through meditation and kundalini, i am free to speak now.  as

chrism wrote so succintly, " everything i have gone through is to get me to this

point now " .  i am home today, off work.  what a blessing.  i can feel the

constriction in my throat a bit.  last night MY snake showed up.  the first

dream i was in a house, looking for her in a corner of a closet, feeling her

presence.  the second dream (or continuance) I was standing in a murky lake,

unable to get out of the water because the large snake barely perceptible except

her diamond shaped head in the water, one eye watching me.  then she turned into

a plastic child's toy, a train, and choo-chooed up the hill.  how

strange............i still wasn't happy with this train, though.  no ill-effects

from the dream.  just having a

twinge of pain in my left ear that comes and goes, but pretty severe. 

meditation and safeties all day today, with each of you in my prayers. 

blessings,

julie

 

--- On Wed, 6/25/08, ari.reza <ari.reza wrote:

 

ari.reza <ari.reza

snake came back!

 

Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 4:34 AM

 

 

 

 

 

 

saw her again! was lying beside my littlest daughter when she was sleeping, when

my fingers snapped themselves into the peacock fingers,*actually not a dream* ,

or meditation, awake!) then i was enveloped in darkness,she came

huge and terrifying and looked into me, i readied myself

for her bite, got ready to be eaten, stiff with fear but going there... she

circled me , felt she was checking me out, i could not hold it , fear got the

better of me , and i grasped back to this reality, she is so really huge and

powerful!

 

*later i dreamed (while asleep )she entered my tailbone

and moved up my spine and i became a plant, that wooshed

out of the ground and turned my leaves to the sun, he, he i was a plant!*

 

now feeling normal again,no radiance, no bliss, miss the bliss of last week,

that was nutty but cool! amazed at how my finger get snapped into the peacock

shape by themselves, freaky but welcome!

 

really enjoying my travels..

paula

 

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