Guest guest Posted June 26, 2008 Report Share Posted June 26, 2008 Hi Alice - I think it is normal to have symptoms fluctuate. The first day, I hd all the classic sx - kidney pain, overwhelming heat, football- player strength, tingles in my butt, and day 2. . . . a big nothing! Then the sx redturned. explained it to me as peaks and valleys. Peaks and valleys. My take on it. Love, Melissa , Alice Sackman <vista.records wrote: > > I am just feeling a little lost and disconnected. I feel like I am going through the motions and that is it. I was feeling really good on Sunday but now, I just don't know where I am in this Shaktipat. Yeah, and the unworthy thing too. Maybe not so much unworthy but questioning if I belong here. I am having a hard time connecting with Shakti. I say the little prayer but it doesn't seem to reach anyone out there. Sometimes I feel just all alone. I am not really depressed or anything - still doing the safeties and doing the practice 3X a day for Shaktipat but I am just feeling a little lost, like I am floating at sea. I've lost my sense of direction, anything to hold on to. I had a little bit of physical symptoms earlier in the week and that at least gave me some hope that all was not in vain but now.... everything has disappeared except a little nose pressure. > And I keep thinking about what chrism's note to me said, that my practice was being circumvented. I can't help but wonder how it is being circumvented and maybe I am the one who is undermining it somehow. > -alice > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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