questions -Kris

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These are all gifts Kris.

 

Even being able to perceive the the Shakti is a gift. The treatment

of your body and the transformation of it from the inside out is a

gift.

 

Your expectations are based in the ego and these expectations

for " powers " or the " Siddhis " are premature yet the ego still wants

them for its desireous nature and if these expectations are not met

the ego feels they are not gifts.

 

The ego is not able to discern yet what a gift really is. Ego ideas

of " powers " or expectations of powers coming due to the Kundalini

can act as safeguards " against " these gifts or skills developing.

Ego involvement can effectively block these attributes.

 

I suggest that you go ahead and release all of your " efforts " . Let

the Shakti, who is in you now, (another gift) do her job. She will

determine what you are prepared to have now and what steps are

needed by you to recieve more in the future. Pay attention to

your " feelings " and dreams.

 

Yes the Kundalini can induce the " witness stae " as the ego self and

Shakti share in the various preceptive systems while the infusion is

in motion - which it is for you Kris. - blessings for you! - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " kris "

<krissnake wrote:

>

> It was an interesting shaktipat.

> Got a few things, i would like to heve some guidance:

> 1.at times my whole body,sometimes just spine area feels like its

> really burning (to the point where its a bit to much)To this point

i

> just let it be another thing to notice.Is this ok?sometimes my

> temperature is really high (measerable)sometimes its only in my

own

> feeling

> 2the feeling of my phisical body is sometimes unbearable

(everywhere

> pain) the energy feels like wanting to push through my own body

(its

> partly stuck at hshoulder area?

>

> thirdly is one especially for chrism: can kundalini become

> a " witness state " (example witnessing your total ego complex, as

was

> it another person??????????????????

> I feel like having two processes at the moment.One is witness

state,

> in which i perceive kundalini as just another thing happening.The

> other is going into the kundalini experience: trying,hoping,....

> I begin to wonder for myself whether to just completely leave the

> active or surrendering to kundalini, completely alone.To really

give

> complete freedom to do as she pleases, no more exercise, no more

> active involvement.On the other hand i am not completely sure.Its

> just its to much of a physical experience (at the moment),loads of

> energy,crazy phisical experiences, no gifts.

> Blessings to all

>