Hey and folks!

[Guest guest]

 

I think I need your help. I swore to myself that I wouldn't ´bother

you guys unless it was something I really really needed.

 

My world is totally upside down. Some examples:

 

I was on the bus today on the way home, and these girls were sitting

behind me. They were literally talking gibberish. I mean some moments

were lucid, but they were laughing and mostly nothing they said made

any sense. It was like this show was put on for me, and I was missing

the punchlines.

 

A couple of weeks ago I was speaking to this entity who wants to

integrate with us. Beehive mind it is. I was out on the porch

discussing in my head with this thing. Suddenly I just got enough and

said " you are just a voice in my head and nothing real. " . It answered

like " yeah? then look! "

 

And a star fell down from the east and grew into this big flashing

light show in front of me. And it pulsated along with the words in my

head " Do you believe us now? "

 

I remember talking some more but not about what, when it then get

smaller again and flew off into the west like a feather in the wind.

 

The things I am parry to.

 

It is ridicolous and I am frankly a bit scared. People with distorted

voices calling me and shoe-laces tied together in double-knots .

 

I'm sounding hysterical because this is really beginning to get the

best of me. I am a strong person, but I need some solace. I guess

what I need is for somebody with know-how to tell me what is going

on. I thought I knew. Everytime I ask my higher self, all I get " you

asked for this! " ...

 

Any words would be gladly taken

[Guest guest]

The strong sense that I'm getting Richard, and it is just my opinion,

is for you to cut yourself completely free of these entities. Have

nothing more to do with them. Find ways to ground yourself and do not

invite them back no matter how great their light shows are. You're

being given a chance to turn back. If you don't...you asked for it.

 

imho

 

Love and don't be a stranger. This community is much better company

than what you are keeping.

 

Love, dhyana

 

, " Richard Be X

Born " <richard.bexborn wrote:

>

>

>

> I think I need your help. I swore to myself that I wouldn't ´bother

> you guys unless it was something I really really needed.

>

> My world is totally upside down. Some examples:

>

> I was on the bus today on the way home, and these girls were sitting

> behind me. They were literally talking gibberish. I mean some moments

> were lucid, but they were laughing and mostly nothing they said made

> any sense. It was like this show was put on for me, and I was missing

> the punchlines.

>

> A couple of weeks ago I was speaking to this entity who wants to

> integrate with us. Beehive mind it is. I was out on the porch

> discussing in my head with this thing. Suddenly I just got enough and

> said " you are just a voice in my head and nothing real. " . It answered

> like " yeah? then look! "

>

> And a star fell down from the east and grew into this big flashing

> light show in front of me. And it pulsated along with the words in my

> head " Do you believe us now? "

>

> I remember talking some more but not about what, when it then get

> smaller again and flew off into the west like a feather in the wind.

>

> The things I am parry to.

>

> It is ridicolous and I am frankly a bit scared. People with distorted

> voices calling me and shoe-laces tied together in double-knots .

>

> I'm sounding hysterical because this is really beginning to get the

> best of me. I am a strong person, but I need some solace. I guess

> what I need is for somebody with know-how to tell me what is going

> on. I thought I knew. Everytime I ask my higher self, all I get " you

> asked for this! " ...

>

> Any words would be gladly taken

>