From Zinnia

[Guest guest]

Dear group,I'm new here, The following started 5 years ago and

pretty much brings you to where I'm at spiritually at this time.It

was during the instructions part of an activity at a workshop that I

felt an increased amount of light around me - a man whom I was about

to talk to appeared to have light around his face and shoulders. As

I found him to be very attractive, I avoided looking at his face

directly so that I could concentrate on hearing the directions. This

was a " How to find your soulmate " shop, and as we talked I felt a

very pleasant surge of energy through my body . I felt this the most

in my heart, I especiallly remember feeling lots of light inside of

my cheekbones, I felt uncommonly relaxed in my heart space, All of

his words seemed to be coming from the Divine since I thought that

he was describing some very central parts of me, and we had only

met. I wanted very much to tell him but we were strangers and I had

no certainty that one could believe what happened. After leaving

messagges on inactive websites and much later finding the book

Kundalini Rising did Ibegin to understand it a little bit. I've

been quiet so long about that and the various movements and spasms?

I often feel in my feet, knees and hands and other places. I went

through depression with psychotic features over not being able to

explain to my family (children!) why my behavior was different

from " normal " .My weight went down and then up drastically in one

year. I lost my job and house due to getting pyschologically

disabled. I " m without a support group at church, family and

neighborhood but thankfully I found your group! Regards,

Zinnia

[Guest guest]

Hello Zinnia,

Your spasms are commonly called Kriyas if these are the

automatic beyond your volitional control spasms. Sometimes assuming

yoga postures. Reads like you met a man who gave you a Shaktipat

activation. Some folks have this running in them and do not know it.

Most do though. So you have come through some difficult areas with

it and yet you are still here! - Good going! Kundalini isnt easy all

of the time especially when you dont know whats going on.

 

The sensations in the feet knees and hands as well as shoulders

elbows, kidneys and heart, as well as the entire length of the spine

and for some people the moving of the cranial plates of the skull

are all Kundalini oriented. Yours were in concordance with the

chakras of those body areas. This is what is commonly felt when the

Kundalini flows through these chakras opening them up fully.

 

try to have a look here:

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html

 

and this can give you some guidance for balance with in this

experience.

 

Much of the time your safest action can be not trying to explain

this condition to family and friends and especially not an MD. Best

case they give you drugs. Worst case they put you in a psyche ward

typically against your will and then give you drugs. Hope that didnt

occur for you.

 

We are all about Kundalini here Zinnia. It is a reality for most of

us here. Many of us have had this " gift " come to us unannounced and

through the grace of God. Some of us have sought this gift and are

even now in the beginning graces of what this divine connection

brings. Doesnt have to be a bad experience and we foster the

goodness that can be had. We would be honored to be a support group

for you. And we welcome your participation. - many blessings to you

Zinnia and welcome again! -chrism

 

, " chrism "

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[Guest guest]

Hi Zinnia,

 

Welcome to the group! Your post was interesting. I always enjoy the

stories about how people find their way here.

 

Peter

 

 

 

, " chrism "

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> Dear group,I'm new here, The following started 5 years ago and