Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 Hello Brandi, Yes I heard that " jerk " phrase many times as the Kundalini made its way through and secured itself in me. The option of having the desire to help or be of service or to evolve with in the parameters of the experience towards a loving and beautiful expression was made quite clear to me by having some very harsh experiences become a reality. I soon found out that it isnt an automatic condition of kindness and love based actions coming with the Kundalini and its spinal sweeps. Even though one will feel this its expression towards others is a choice. This must be sought after by the individual. In my opinion some people do it naturally as a matter of fact as it is the natural course of their interactions. Others are not so blessed and it is they that comprise the fodder for that remark. Add to that the natural magnification of ego and other depressed or fearful character traits that can happen with people and a severe downward spiral can occur. This is another aspect of the safeties. If a person is a naturally depressed individual this aspect of themselves can be magnified terribly by Kundalini. To the point of self harm. So it is given as a purposeful activity and attitude that kindness and love based action NEED to be expressed at all times as much as possible. This then is magnified and through repetition its roots are taken deep into the person and from that magnification a very blissful and strikingly supreme evolution into mega wattage love is felt and lived and given to others which in turn gives more love and so forth - A Kundalini loop. - blessings Brandi - chrism , Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk wrote: > > At 04:38 AM 6/29/2008, you wrote: " If one was a jerk before enlightenment, he'll be a jerk after enlightenment. " I know a lot of people who are powerful psychics who are about as earthy as it gets, and not always in a good way. > > Brandi > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 At 03:33 AM 6/30/2008, you wrote: >Yes I heard that " jerk " phrase many times as the >Kundalini made its way through and secured itself in me. Yeah, looking back, so can I (laugh) ... > The option >of having the desire to help or be of service or to evolve with in >the parameters of the experience towards a loving and beautiful >expression was made quite clear to me by having some very harsh >experiences become a reality. My " aha " moment was a bit different. I always wanted to be of service, but something was holding me back. I felt tired all the time. I realized at some point though recently what I was doing wasn't " serving " , it wasn't " giving " . I was " bargaining " . It was pointed out to me (by my dear friend RQ) that what I was really doing was prostituting myself. If you didn't give back as I expected, I was crushed and drained, and I hated both of us (laugh). When I realized that I could give for the joy of it alone, no matter what they did, whether it was appreciated or not, it became something I could do for ME, not just a way to get what I wanted for or from others. I can't say I never get wrapped up in the outcome, I'm human, but when I do, I immediately realize that it is me doing that to myself, and I can go back to my joy right away. It's been a huge difference in my life. >So it is given as >a purposeful activity and attitude that kindness and love based >action NEED to be expressed at all times as much as possible. I've been having that feeling a lot lately. Sometimes to the point of frustration <g> ... I want to give more of my gift, but sometimes I find there isn't an outlet for it, at least not as I had visualized. One thing I have learned is you can't help people who don't want your help. I'm working on the right balance I guess. >This then is magnified and through repetition its roots are taken >deep into the person and from that magnification a very blissful and >strikingly supreme evolution into mega wattage love is felt and >lived and given to others which in turn gives more love and so >forth - A Kundalini loop. - blessings Brandi - chrism So true! One side effect of unconditional giving is joy. I was seriously depressed before. I do occasionally have stress now (who doesn't), but no depression. When I feel myself sliding I look for someone to give to, some way to be of service, and it pulls me right out of my funk. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 You may not be sharing your gifts in all the ways you would like (I'm not either - yet) but you do a LOT of service for others. All the support you offer in your psychic group is a testament to that, all the free readings/advice you offer and you are a great friend to many (including me)! Not all of the visions we hold of our own gifts come to pass, but we don't always see the " big picture " . Sometimes spirit has something so much more grand in mind than we can even imagine at this point! Big hug, Sarita , Brandi Jasmine <jazztalk wrote: > > At 03:33 AM 6/30/2008, you wrote: > >Yes I heard that " jerk " phrase many times as the > >Kundalini made its way through and secured itself in me. > > Yeah, looking back, so can I (laugh) ... > > > The option > >of having the desire to help or be of service or to evolve with in > >the parameters of the experience towards a loving and beautiful > >expression was made quite clear to me by having some very harsh > >experiences become a reality. > > My " aha " moment was a bit different. I always wanted to be of service, but something was holding me back. I felt tired all the time. I realized at some point though recently what I was doing wasn't " serving " , it wasn't " giving " . I was " bargaining " . It was pointed out to me (by my dear friend RQ) that what I was really doing was prostituting myself. If you didn't give back as I expected, I was crushed and drained, and I hated both of us (laugh). When I realized that I could give for the joy of it alone, no matter what they did, whether it was appreciated or not, it became something I could do for ME, not just a way to get what I wanted for or from others. I can't say I never get wrapped up in the outcome, I'm human, but when I do, I immediately realize that it is me doing that to myself, and I can go back to my joy right away. It's been a huge difference in my life. > > >So it is given as > >a purposeful activity and attitude that kindness and love based > >action NEED to be expressed at all times as much as possible. > > I've been having that feeling a lot lately. Sometimes to the point of frustration <g> ... I want to give more of my gift, but sometimes I find there isn't an outlet for it, at least not as I had visualized. One thing I have learned is you can't help people who don't want your help. I'm working on the right balance I guess. > > >This then is magnified and through repetition its roots are taken > >deep into the person and from that magnification a very blissful and > >strikingly supreme evolution into mega wattage love is felt and > >lived and given to others which in turn gives more love and so > >forth - A Kundalini loop. - blessings Brandi - chrism > > So true! One side effect of unconditional giving is joy. I was seriously depressed before. I do occasionally have stress now (who doesn't), but no depression. When I feel myself sliding I look for someone to give to, some way to be of service, and it pulls me right out of my funk. > > Brandi > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 1, 2008 Report Share Posted July 1, 2008 At 03:31 PM 6/30/2008, you wrote: >You may not be sharing your gifts in all the ways you would like (I'm >not either - yet) but you do a LOT of service for others. I know, I would just like to do a lot more! (he he) ... for me, it's fun. It really juices me. >All the >support you offer in your psychic group is a testament to that, all >the free readings/advice you offer and you are a great friend to many >(including me)! Not all of the visions we hold of our own gifts come >to pass, but we don't always see the " big picture " . I just had a specific picture in my head, and now I know that won't happen. I admit to some frustration about that, but oh well, I'll just have to figure out something else. >Sometimes spirit has something so much more grand in mind than we can even imagine at >this point! I got the same message from someone upstairs last night and I am sure you're both right. I have been wondering how much of what I desire just comes down to ego, frankly. >Big hug, Big Hug Back :-) Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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