Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 Ever since I was young I've had a feeling of something missing, it's like living in a world where everyone has two arms, and it's normal to have two arms, but something inside you is pushing you to find your third arm, you don't know what it feels like to have three arms, you dont even know where to look , but it seems a natural instinct to search for that something which seems to be " missing yet natural " . A feeling of not being completed yet complete in the moment. Why does a salmon head up stream? Why does a caterpillar weave it's cocoon? Does it understand what it is becoming? Does it have expectations? Natural instincts. SMILES e x x x ________ Not happy with your email address?. Get the one you really want - millions of new email addresses available now at http://uk.docs./ymail/new.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 Elektra, I understand and had the very same feeling until I realized it was my connection to and longing for God that was missing. I wandered around my whole life not " fitting in " . In the meantime, life was happening all around me. I realized there are many people who have the sensitivity of missing something and being incomplete. I had to totally give up all reliance on anyone and anything (including myself) other than God. When I relaxed into His arms, and knew that He was my true source, the hole in my heart was filled. And He started speaking to me. All my life I had asked Him to. I didn't hear an audible voice. But He surely sent people to speak His words. I have learned to look in another's eyes, and see God. I have learned to listen for Him to speak to me through others. And I have also learned there are two kinds of teachers. Those that teach me what I want to be like and those who teach me what I don't want to be. Not every " teacher " is genuine and comes from God. Discernment was something else I didn't have until I asked for it. I wanted to share my truth with you, as I shared those feelings for so many years. I have to say that gong meditation has brought some vibrational audible connections with God and His choir of angels as I sink deeper into them. Blessings, Julile --- On Mon, 6/30/08, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: Elektra Fire <elektra.fire another thought on why k? Monday, June 30, 2008, 4:36 AM Ever since I was young I've had a feeling of something missing, it's like living in a world where everyone has two arms, and it's normal to have two arms, but something inside you is pushing you to find your third arm, you don't know what it feels like to have three arms, you dont even know where to look , but it seems a natural instinct to search for that something which seems to be " missing yet natural " . A feeling of not being completed yet complete in the moment. Why does a salmon head up stream? Why does a caterpillar weave it's cocoon? Does it understand what it is becoming? Does it have expectations? Natural instincts. SMILES e x x x ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Not happy with your email address?. Get the one you really want - millions of new email addresses available now at http://uk.docs. / ymail/new. html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 I totally understand Julie, I was an aetheist for all my childhood until I " found " God alone, through much the same way you described. We are two peas in a pod! Thanks for sharing.....Love ya elektra x x x ________ Not happy with your email address?. Get the one you really want - millions of new email addresses available now at http://uk.docs./ymail/new.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 30, 2008 Report Share Posted June 30, 2008 That is very beautiful, Julie. I resonate deeply with your sharing. Thank you. Love, dhyana , Julie <jewelport wrote: > > Elektra, > I understand and had the very same feeling until I realized it was my connection to and longing for God that was missing. I wandered around my whole life not " fitting in " . In the meantime, life was happening all around me. I realized there are many people who have the sensitivity of missing something and being incomplete. I had to totally give up all reliance on anyone and anything (including myself) other than God. When I relaxed into His arms, and knew that He was my true source, the hole in my heart was filled. And He started speaking to me. All my life I had asked Him to. I didn't hear an audible voice. But He surely sent people to speak His words. I have learned to look in another's eyes, and see God. I have learned to listen for Him to speak to me through others. And I have also learned there are two kinds of teachers. Those that teach me what I want to be like and those who teach me what I don't want to be. Not every > " teacher " is genuine and comes from God. Discernment was something else I didn't have until I asked for it. I wanted to share my truth with you, as I shared those feelings for so many years. > > I have to say that gong meditation has brought some vibrational audible connections with God and His choir of angels as I sink deeper into them. > > Blessings, > Julile > > --- On Mon, 6/30/08, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Elektra Fire <elektra.fire > another thought on why k? > > Monday, June 30, 2008, 4:36 AM Ever since I was young I've had a feeling of something missing, it's like living in a world where everyone has two arms, and it's normal to have two arms, but something inside you is pushing you to find your third arm, you don't know what it feels like to have three arms, you dont even know where to look , but it seems a natural instinct to search for that something which seems to be " missing yet natural " . > > A feeling of not being completed yet complete in the moment. > Why does a salmon head up stream? Why does a caterpillar weave it's cocoon? Does it understand what it is becoming? Does it have expectations? > > Natural instincts. > > SMILES > e x x x > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > Not happy with your email address?. > Get the one you really want - millions of new email addresses available now at http://uk.docs. / ymail/new. html > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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