a shamanic soul retreval - Paula

[Guest guest]

> crism correct me here if im wrong , but the more you are clearer

> the more ready you will be to accept the k. and the unknown will

> not be so unknown

> paula....

 

Well if one even has a clue as to what is occurring the unknown is

less scary. Clear to me implies the balancing of the five bodies of

expression. With the " intention " of balancing for the inception or

activation of the Kundalini.

 

It will still rock your world and sense of reality no matter what.

It is so vastly outside of what we in the western technological

societies have come to know as " real " or possible.

 

So we struggle and sometimes we suffer. And for those of us who can

open to a way of expressing this or surrendering to the Kundalini

without getting " cared for " by family and friends and MD's we will

at least reach a point of learning how to live with it.

 

And for those fortunate enough to have a social environment even a

cyber one and physical environment that is accepting of the

Kundalini, we can fall in love with it. This opens up even more of

the experience. So here we are blessed, supported and allowed

to " clear " as much as we can by the company of each other. By your

company Paula - blessings to you for your DIY system. - chrism

[Guest guest]

Chrism, Paula.. not too sure I need that. I think I'm in the DIY group to.

I am some comfortable with my energy work.I've done things I never would

have believed possible 20 years ago. I think that has sparked K and she is

readying me for the process. I'm in a very good place both literaly and

figuratively.

 

Some days it goes well. other days it's a bit harder. I just relax and

open, the I that I am disappears and lets my body do just as it feels.

Sometimes and getting more frequent, there is a total loss of control,

while the body is still working I have no sense of what is directing it.

And I don't really care, I just trust that it is good for me. Maybe not so

much DIY but inner directed. I can tell you that my sense of it, is that

it is spectacularly, loving and kind.

 

I never answered the post about expectations. Not sure why. I live an

idylic life already. Raised fine young men and women. I guess I'd have to

say my biggest expectation is to die. I know it's coming, jeez I'm

surprised the way I lived I've lasted this long. I have no fear of it,

when my cancer was first diagnosed my wife was in tears. It just really

did not bother me, no turmoil, no trauma. We all die of something. I

figure I was fine before I was alive in this body, and I'll be just fine

after I leave it.

 

Now fear thats another thing, I continue to wonder what they do to you if

you have an erection lasting longer than four hours.

 

Peace

 

Don