Guest guest Posted July 10, 2008 Report Share Posted July 10, 2008 I am sorry for your losses and you will be in my prayers. I truly believe, comfortable or not, that we are all right where we are supposed to be. I don't believe there will be missed opportunities for you. When you are ready, the right ones will present themselves. Sarita Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " raventreestudio " <raventreestudio wrote: > > I have been a member for a little while now maybe 5 or so months. I had been working with > what I have come to understand as the Kundalini Energies. I am.. I don't know lost I think.....I > don't know where to begin again. I started reading about the safeties as ChrisM suggested. T > The house I was living in recently burned down and the animals I lived with died, and my > father in law died and now I don't know what to do. I am not whining just stating the facts. I > am surprisingly not sad or angry. I just am. I usually know what I am suppose to be doing. I > usually guide others to where they need to be. I can't seem to get it together. I am usually > very organized and I have a lot of opportunities right now that I am afraid I will miss. As is > the belief of my purpose here. I have learned something today reading the last several > postings. Detaching from attachment had been easier than I thought. Live Now and be in the > now not the past. Everyone has a story and if I am telling a story then I am not in the now. > Complaining draws energy from the listener and the person telling the story. Blame hurts me > more than the one I blame. Five minutes of conversation with a stranger on the bus in the > morning on the way to work, may be more profound than any relationship I've had for years. > I want to write but I don't know where to start. I feel like I am coming form a place of not > enough. I haven't been there for years. Maybe old baggage? I don't need sorry or pity or > sympathy or more stuff. Lord know I have been given enough " stuff " from people after the > fire. I need...To feel connected to You the religion of human being " ness " . Thank you! > Especially ChrisM and Sarita. I can STILL see the forest for the Trees! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 10, 2008 Report Share Posted July 10, 2008 Blessings to you Raven, sounds like you are dealing remarkably well. Lots of love and support elektra x x x ________ Not happy with your email address?. Get the one you really want - millions of new email addresses available now at http://uk.docs./ymail/new.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 10, 2008 Report Share Posted July 10, 2008 At 10:45 AM 7/10/2008, you wrote: The house I was living in recently burned down and the animals I lived with died, and my father in law died I can only imagine how you must feel right now ... now I don't know what to do. I have some ideas ... I usually know what I am suppose to be doing. Find a way to make some meaning from your loss. One thing calls out to me, you said your animals died ... it may be too soon, but when you are ready there are shelters full of animals who need your love. I usually guide others to where they need to be. I can't seem to get it together. I am usually very organized and I have a lot of opportunities right now that I am afraid I will miss. I have that same fear at times and I have decided to look at it this way - I will never miss an opportunity that was truly mine. It won't let go of me. It will come around some other way. That kind of opportunity doesn't knock at the door, it pounds. Everything else is background noise. So I don't waste as much time worrying about that as I used to. I am one of those " many irons in the fire " kind of person . I think some of that comes from that root fear. I want to write but I don't know where to start. That's a big cause of writer's block, not knowing where to start <g> ... so just start anywhere. Don't worry if it isn't " good " at first, you can edit later. Just push past your resistance. And if you are so resistant that you can't even do that ... then write about your resistance (laugh) ... it could be a valuable exercise. Thank you! Especially ChrisM and Sarita. I can STILL see the forest for the Trees! So start clearing a little space for your creativity ;-) ... Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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