Hello Everyone! I hope the days find you all well!

[Guest guest]

I have been a member for a little while now maybe 5 or so months. I had been

working with

what I have come to understand as the Kundalini Energies. I am.. I don't know

lost I think.....I

don't know where to begin again. I started reading about the safeties as ChrisM

suggested. T

The house I was living in recently burned down and the animals I lived with

died, and my

father in law died and now I don't know what to do. I am not whining just

stating the facts. I

am surprisingly not sad or angry. I just am. I usually know what I am suppose to

be doing. I

usually guide others to where they need to be. I can't seem to get it together.

I am usually

very organized and I have a lot of opportunities right now that I am afraid I

will miss. As is

the belief of my purpose here. I have learned something today reading the last

several

postings. Detaching from attachment had been easier than I thought. Live Now and

be in the

now not the past. Everyone has a story and if I am telling a story then I am not

in the now.

Complaining draws energy from the listener and the person telling the story.

Blame hurts me

more than the one I blame. Five minutes of conversation with a stranger on the

bus in the

morning on the way to work, may be more profound than any relationship I've had

for years.

I want to write but I don't know where to start. I feel like I am coming form a

place of not

enough. I haven't been there for years. Maybe old baggage? I don't need sorry or

pity or

sympathy or more stuff. Lord know I have been given enough " stuff " from people

after the

fire. I need...To feel connected to You the religion of human being " ness " .

Thank you!

Especially ChrisM and Sarita. I can STILL see the forest for the Trees!