When I can't sleep the night before an event....I know I shouldn't go

[Guest guest]

Tonight is one of those nights...here it is 2 and I " m wide awake. I have a

birthday party tomorrow that should be great. With good friend.....I don't get

out much so I feel I should go, but my gut tells me I won't be able to handle

all the energy at this party. The party is for a drag queen ....lots of

costume, energy, and sexuality. Normally it is just my thing, but with all that

is going on in my body right now....I really just want to start my three days of

fasting, meditation and prayer. However, my friend will be realy hurt if I

don't go. I don't know if this is appropriate for this website.....but the

previous post brought to my attention my own anxieties and my only real reason I

wouldn't go would be to cater to my awakening in a hard core way.

[Guest guest]

Perhaps it is time to pay attention to your intuitions. It is when we

can begin to hear the wisdom of our inner guidance that we can truly

begin to grasp the handle on the door of our potentials and pull it

open. It is our choice to hear and acknowledge... or not. Happy night

time to you Amy - chrism

 

, Amy Corcoran

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