Lessons in Deaths

[Guest guest]

So One day, I had this urge to go look for my favourite childhood

stuff toy, Koko the cat, in my basement but I never went to go find

her that day. The thought of searching gave me memories of my aunt

on my fathers side that gave the cat to me. I thoguht of her as a

great example of someone that always shined that inner child joy off

of her.

 

A couple days later, we had a call that she died and I thought it

was jsut a weird coincidence that she did and that I just had a

thought about her. It was a shock.

 

When I got home from the funeral I decided to go look for koko. I

looked everywhere. It was like I was trying to look for that

childish/cheerful part of my aunt that was a gift she passed onto me

and I couldn't find her.

 

But I understood that this synchronicity's message is all symbolic.

Where there is death, there is rebirth and we are all eternal. This

childlike soul of hers still lives, still is a part of me and my

family. Unfortunately, I placed this part of me somewhere in my

basement of my unconscious and some day soon I'll find her again,

free her again so that she survives in consciousness for all

eternity. It was like these signs were all a calling to go find koko

lol, the symbol of my inner child, the light and part of my aunt

that shined on to me and still lives in me.

 

I feel that this was the lesson or realization I was supposed to get

from my aunts death.

 

I don't need any pats on the back, I take phyiscal deaths well, I

very rarely cry for deaths for some reason. I just thought I would

give my light on the reminder that deaths can be a lesson or great

realization. The light of those that pass that shines onto you never

dies, that light can still be carried on.

 

love,

drea