Self - Sufficiency john

July 30, 2008

I know you are all here for me and that everyone is here for everyone, i've just

been having a bad day, I have so much on my mind right now, entity attacks all

last night during my dreams, its becoming a bit tiring for me to keep waking up

out of the dream, and then them trying to strengthen their attack upon me, that

and doing a gruelling tour, being submersed in negative enviroments, being away

from hubby and having to think about becoming self sufficient while on tour to

try and earn enough money so me and hubby can just survive!!!! It's all adding

up to feel like i need a jolly good holiday.

I feel like giving up today actually, its just so lonely for me right now and

frustrating.

Don't want to put people on a downer mind you so i'll quit complaining and try

and find my happy place :-0)

I'll just think of you John and your smiling face and feel much better.

love you always

elektra x x x

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July 30, 2008

Dear Elektra,

Today I will be sending you thoughts of comfort and hope. Could you share why you are there? Maybe you have done this previously; but I am wondering especially about the job as it seems to be the source of many of your internal and external conflicts. The lowest points of my life were when I felt "stuck". It wasn't so much a place, but situations. That is where the self-sufficiency does come in for me, not relying on anyone outside myself other than God. I, too, will have my dark moments; but I always refer to the saying, "This too shall pass"; and find when I don't give in to the darkness, and get busy helping someone else, I forget about me. I know it is more than "self" that you are worried about. I feel your concern about livelihood and making ends meet. I am seeing this more and more. People who are looking at their lives and realizing that what they are doing is not serving

them. The breath is the key. You are alilve. And as long as you have life, you have hope. Keep communicating with the group, keep praying, and the answers will come. Sometimes the darkness is in preparation for the light to come. And you, Elektra, are such a light for all of us here. Now I am taking the time to kneel beside my bed and send you light and love before I go to work.

Sat Nam Rasayan.........................

Julie--- On Wed, 7/30/08, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:

Elektra Fire <elektra.fireRe: Re: Self - Sufficiency john Date: Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 4:28 AM

I know you are all here for me and that everyone is here for everyone, i've just been having a bad day, I have so much on my mind right now, entity attacks all last night during my dreams, its becoming a bit tiring for me to keep waking up out of the dream, and then them trying to strengthen their attack upon me, that and doing a gruelling tour, being submersed in negative enviroments, being away from hubby and having to think about becoming self sufficient while on tour to try and earn enough money so me and hubby can just survive!!!! It's all adding up to feel like i need a jolly good holiday.I feel like giving up today actually, its just so lonely for me right now and frustrating.Don't want to put people on a downer mind you so i'll quit complaining and try and find my happy place :-0)I'll just think of you John and your smiling face and feel much better.love you alwayselektra x x x____________ _________ _________

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