Self - Sufficiency julie

[Guest guest]

Thank you for being open about your fears. You are not alone and it

is OK to let loose - sometimes it just helps to vent and what better

place than here with those who know the pitfalls. I know you are a

strong lady - you have much to offer all those about you. You will

find the way thru all these tests.

 

Today you reminded me to " be in the now " each moment is precious -

we do not have the past we do not know the future - we only have the

moment- and today is a lovely day of beautiful moments -

 

I am in Florida - the sun is shining- the clouds are big white puffy

marshmellows- there is a breeze moving the palms ever so slightly -

the air smells really fresh - am at the local college amongst many

young,happy, smiling faces all eager to learn and contribute to their

world-

if i stop and think of my situation I get worried and afraid yet at

this moment there is no worry nor fear-

I am sitting reading posts from the k group one of my favorite things

to do - seeing where everyone is on their path - relating to many

situations- reading of the pain/the joy /the fears/the

needs/desires/thinking/knowledge/knowing that I have been given a

wonderful gift/ a rare gift/and I am feeling very grateful for the

gift of k and the gift of chrism and the gift of this group-

 

so elecktra- thank you for sharing...

 

 

 

 

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> Hi Julie,

>

> Sorry for my whinging earlier, the truth is I usually love my job,

I've always been full of love and joy for the crowd, but I've never

done a 3 month tour before.

> The police are rounding up foreigners and deporting them, I have

entities attacking me, I have given up smoking and drinking and my

husband is not here, I was stuck in an airport yesterday due to

delays for 8 hours then sent to a grotty hotel as it was cancelled. I

could only eat junk food as there was no real food available and I

was starving.

>

> I think that the junk food i ate lowered my immunity to the entitys

so they got me going last night, I actually got so angry I grabbed

one by the neck and told it to get lost, and I know I played right in

to their trap as they probably snacked on my anger!

> So, I'm just upset today with myself and the fact I have no one

here to lean on , no one who resonates with me.

>

> My kundalini is firing up and I'm transforming, I have my tests my

highs and lows, but don't worry about me too much, I'm tough.

>

> As for work, I'm supporting my husband right now as he is not

working and earning, he is setting up a business so I have

responsibilities to uphold, I cannot just quit my contract cause the

going gets tough, I have to get tougher. Just 6 more weeks and I'm

done.

>

> Thanks for the worry but really I'm much better just having you

here to listen to my worries, I'm not usually the one who's down, but

I'm not ashamed to admit how I'm feeling either. Let it all out so I

can forgive and move on. You would be feeling down if your brain was

being bombarded by entity negative thoughts and suggestions too! I'm

on 24 hour defense.

>

> HUGS and love and gratitude

> elektra x x x

>

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