realisation

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If you read thru my posts today you will see an array of emotions, first

sounding desperate, and lost, then feeling a little better, now I'm on top of

the world (I just got back from shaking my booty and singing my heart out at

work).

I have gone thru some realisations today about my ego and how it's being brought

out in to the sunlight and it's raw and humpy as it's being torn to shreds to

make way for transformation.

The ego hates to be altered and screams like a baby, feeling sorry for it's self

.....boo hoo poor little me...wah like a baby.... LOL

 

I am being dragged thru a hedge backwards and it's all good, I was missing

lessons and so I was hurting and feeling lost today, yesterday I filled up on

junk sugar food and last night got severe repercussions of the visitor kind.

Anger and depression.

 

My higher self is orchestrating life lessons to force me to master myself in

extreme conditions, the light and the dark have to be faced and brought in to

alignment.

The ego has to be challenged and faced and brought down , kicking and screaming

at times, by being pushed out of its comfort zone.

 

I knew this year would bring me something big (i turned 33 and believed like

Jesus I would reach my mastery!!! ego perhaps or wishful thinking?) and it has.

 

Don't feel sorry for me, feel joyous as I'm a caterpillar turning kicking and

screaming in to a butterfly.

 

thanks for letting me process here and for loving me, I love you all

elektra x x x the butterfly lady x x x

 

 

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Hey Elektra,

 

I just wanted to let you know that you are a real inspiration for me.

You bravery in facing yourself is amazing. Keep right on shakin'!

 

Peter

 

 

, Elektra Fire

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> If you read thru my posts today you will see an array of emotions,