Guest guest Posted August 3, 2008 Report Share Posted August 3, 2008 Would you be kind enough to share what it was like to be in this living Hell? If it is not too personal, what " abuse of power " did you commit before hand? I too have never read about this and I am very curious! Thank you for sharing your painful experience. I'm sure it should help others on the verge! Stephen , " chrism " <> wrote: > EDITED FOR SPACE: .... " There is not a single Master that I have read that has spent years in the " Hell Realms " or lower astral teaching areas, for misuse of power. Except the Christ. And I am not comparing myself to Him. They have not learned the very painful lessons in that regard as I have.... " – blessings and love to all. - > chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 3, 2008 Report Share Posted August 3, 2008 Before Kundalini, I sat on a high peak in the Sierra Nevada and intended hurtful circumstances on to two persons who had harmed me. I beamed it into them. One was hit by a truck and injured. The other was infected with the flesh eating bacterium and was being quickly consumed while alive. Neither of them died but they had some trauma for a time. I was punished severely for this. Kundalini came soon there after and initiated sequences that were designed to burn my impurities in ways that would guarantee my remembrance of why I was suffering. Painfully so. I became homeless for about three years living on the streets of different towns and cities. Afraid to sleep. Knowing where I was going each night. The hell realms I went to were quite violent. It's probably not a good idea to describe what occurred there in any detail. So I will work around the grisly details. Tortures and mutilations of loved ones etc. Being burned. It's not about fire though. It's about learning how to recognize certain moral inconsistencies and then refusing to go along with them. You do get help; it's just that you have to take the corrective steps in order to recognize the help. Everything has a flavor of not being quite right. The environment for me was always different. The landscape was sometimes rural sometimes city. Not anything like what the bible indicates but that could be because I was not a devout Christian. Hell is a very personal place and experience. Seemed almost tailor made to the individual. Common words are misspelled such as " Universol " These always served to clue me in to what was what there. Always a different scene each night of different hurtful activities. Always given a choice to become corrupted and always refusing to become so. Sometimes just barely so. Asking for help in this area and receiving it. Very important to become lucid in the experience. Yes help comes even to those in these areas. Having family members replicated and then twisted into hatred promoting agents of reactionary offerings. Sapping your energy if you engage in the activity. So in a sense teaching one about what is good and what isn't good. Being communicated with by those who have a hatred for humanity. Referring to humanity as " talking apes " and questioning me on how I could believe that we mattered at all. The Fallen Ones are great teachers if you do the opposite of what they espouse. - It gets worse and better but I feel this is enough. There are many of these areas and they cater to all of the belief systems including the Shamanic. I consider it as a " spiritual rock polisher " Let me tell you it gets out the rough spots! - blessings all - chrism , " Master Condrey " <mastercondrey wrote: > Would you be kind enough to share what it was like to be in this > living Hell? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 4, 2008 Report Share Posted August 4, 2008 It is good of you to share that! Like I said, it should help others understand their own sufferrings (past or impending). I like that you were able to find the usefullness of the experience. You learned to grow from it. Apparently, many poor souls fight that growth and stay in their Hell a long, long time! Thank you again! Stephen , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Before Kundalini, > I sat on a high peak in the Sierra Nevada and > intended hurtful circumstances on to two persons who had harmed me. > I beamed it into them. One was hit by a truck and injured. The other > was infected with the flesh eating bacterium and was being quickly > consumed while alive. Neither of them died but they had some trauma > for a time. > > I was punished severely for this. > > Kundalini came soon there after and initiated sequences that were > designed to burn my impurities in ways that would guarantee > my remembrance of why I was suffering. Painfully so. I became > homeless for about three years living on the streets of different > towns and cities. Afraid to sleep. > > Knowing where I was going each night. > > The hell realms I went to were quite violent. It's probably not a > good idea to describe what occurred there in any detail. So I will > work around the grisly details. Tortures and mutilations of loved > ones etc. Being burned. It's not about fire though. It's about > learning how to recognize certain moral inconsistencies and then > refusing to go along with them. You do get help; it's just that you > have to take the corrective steps in order to recognize the help. > > Everything has a flavor of not being quite right. The environment > for me was always different. The landscape was sometimes rural > sometimes city. Not anything like what the bible indicates but that > could be because I was not a devout Christian. Hell is a very > personal place and experience. Seemed almost tailor made to the > individual. > > Common words are misspelled such as " Universol " These always served > to clue me in to what was what there. Always a different scene each > night of different hurtful activities. Always given a choice to > become corrupted and always refusing to become so. Sometimes just > barely so. Asking for help in this area and receiving it. Very > important to become lucid in the experience. > > Yes help comes even to those in these areas. Having family members > replicated and then twisted into hatred promoting agents of > reactionary offerings. Sapping your energy if you engage in the > activity. So in a sense teaching one about what is good and what > isn't good. > > Being communicated with by those who have a hatred for humanity. > Referring to humanity as " talking apes " and questioning me on how I > could believe that we mattered at all. The Fallen Ones are great > teachers if you do the opposite of what they espouse. - It gets > worse and better but I feel this is enough. > > There are many of these areas and they cater to all of the belief > systems including the Shamanic. I consider it as a " spiritual rock > polisher " Let me tell you it gets out the rough spots! - blessings > all - chrism > > , " Master > Condrey " <mastercondrey@> wrote: > > Would you be kind enough to share what it was like to be in this > > living Hell? > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 4, 2008 Report Share Posted August 4, 2008 At 12:27 AM 8/4/2008, you wrote: Afraid to sleep. Knowing where I was going each night. For me it was the nightly buzzing/levitation with " dream-like " experiences of demons chasing me. I'd be awake but paralyzed and unable to wake myself up. I could scream for Jesus for what seemed like hours. Jesus never came. There was no relief until I finally woke up drenched in sweat and shaking all over. It's about learning how to recognize certain moral inconsistencies and then refusing to go along with them. You do get help; it's just that you have to take the corrective steps in order to recognize the help. For me it wasn't so much a personal moral inconsistency as it was burning off the family zeitgeist. My family's idea of a " loving " God was a fearful , jealous, angry creature. It was once I recognized that spiritual/tribal inconsistency, and I was able to speak to people who knew what I was experiencing, that I was finally able to accept it. When I did that, the " Experiences " slowly faded from daily occurrences to weekly, monthly, and now, maybe every few years I have them. They are still occasionally frightening at that moment, but once I am awake and recognize them for what they are, they fade quickly. Hell is a very personal place and experience. Seemed almost tailor made to the individual. I never thought of what I went through as " Hell " , though it was surely hellish. To me they were " Experiences " , but collectively they could be described as nightly trips to Hell. Always given a choice to become corrupted and always refusing to become so. I sometimes was approached in a se#ual manner by these entities. There were times I almost gave in, but always I knew there would be some awful consequence if I did. Possession perhaps? I don't know and I am glad I never found out. Brandi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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