lights, dreams, and other k phenomenon-Skydancer

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I see these stars every night and also through the day whenever I

close my eyes-its beautiful, isn't it?

as for the geometric shapes, grids and kaleidoscope patterns I

started seeing them a few moths before my first spinal sweep. I now

see them every night before I go to sleep, along with faces of people

I don't know.

 

I am embracing all these changes in mind and body, and enjoying all

the discussions on this group. I am learning so much.

 

I feel glad that I have been through my 'dark nights', after nearly

loosing my children and my sanity. If I now feel things are looking

bad, I say to myself " This too shall pass " , because I know it will.

 

I look upon these times of mental anguish and pain as lessons I am

being taught in order to progress. We must all do this. No fighting

it, no getting angry with myself or others.

 

20yrs ago I finally found out that I am here because someone r*ped my

mother. My childhood was painful in many ways, but in others full of

joy when I was finally adopted by a wonderful family. It took me

years to forgive my mother and it was only by hearing this 'truth'

that I found a deep, deep love for her and all she had suffered. I

never had the chance of meeting my father, but I wish I had. Just to

hold him and forgive him, and thank him for my life.

 

Those of you with parents still living, I beg you to forgive them for

any perceived ills. Like my birth mother you do not know what they

have suffered or endured. Learn about their past and praise and thank

them for your existence. Only then can you cleanse your soul and move

on.

 

Blessings to you all, my brothers and sisters on the K path.

 

Skydancer x

 

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<firefly wrote:

> ...I am seeing lights sometimes now, sparkles. My favorite are the

> blueish/purple sparkles I sometimes see. Very pretty. And at night

in

> bed when i turn off the light often the ceiling is full of stars. I

> also see lots of other stuff in the air, dark & moving. Don't know

> what that is. I remember as a child seeing stuff moving in the dark

> and it scared me so much then I would ofter cover my head under the

> blanket. I'm not scared of this now though. Also Geometric

> grids/kaleidescope patterns when i close my eyes, been seeing this

for

> a while. I found an interesting post of some of this stuff here:

> http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/polls/po_amazi.html

>

> Tilly

>