Serious bumps on the road

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Well, I'm not quite sure where to start. Chrisms' accident scenario.

Julies dream. I posted earlier about my experiences with this. The

beserker in me.I can say, that it wasn't the thinking me who responded,

the response was so immediate there was no thought, as we think about it,

involved. There was no thought, thought was too slow, there was action,

get the fat lady out of the car. No thought, if you have to think to make

a decision what to do, you are already way behind. Thought doesn't travel

at the speed that my body has in these circumstances. Something else is

working here.

 

I can say it takes an emotional toll afterwards, when you realize exactly

what you've done. How deep you put yourself into danger. You shake, and I

mean really shake from your core, but not while you are doing it only

after.

 

Tough week here. I had a major episode last night, found myself coming to

on the floor of the med center I clean. Thinking yah Don, you got it, have

a heart attack here. Right place, wrong time, and the docs and nurses can

find my body when they come in. Probably complain because it hasn't been

cleaned all the way. I do not remember driving home.

 

I found out today, that a person I know died last week. When I was

scheduled for my biopsy, there were a bunch of us there, just waiting to

be poked and prodded. I was uncomfortable, but this other guy was almost

beside himself as we waited. So I talked to him, big deal for me, I don't

like people much. But this poor guy was beside himself, like someone

afraid of flight sitting waiting to take off on a plane. Got him to talk

and calm down a bit. We were much different people, not people who would

ever find something in common otherwise. He was called before I was, and I

had given him my email. I never saw him again. I went in for mine, and

ended up in the hospital, idiot hit a vein and I was bleeding out. Sent

home from the emergency ward, and hauled back in by ambulance.

 

Today his daughter emailed me, told me how much I had calmed him, he

talked about it to them. He even was scheduled for surgery the same month

I was, when I walked away and said no thanks. Had his, and had a hard

time, was never the same, the cancer just did its thing and he is now

gone.

 

I had actually forgotten about this brief encounter, I wasn't at my best

either. But a lesson for you all, a brief word of kindness, a touch of

compassion and an ear willing to listen. You have no idea how you effect

all the other people you come in contact with.

 

Sorry for the OT post.

 

Peace

 

Don

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OT meaning Off Topic? It must mean " over time " because I believe

this is called " selfless service for another " and it IS covered in

the safety protocols for Kundalini Awakening. My thanks to you Don

for providing clear and excellent example of it. - blessings and

balance to you my friend. - chrism

 

 

 

, merlin

wrote:

>

> Well, I'm not quite sure where to start. Chrisms' accident

scenario.

 

> Sorry for the OT post.

>

> Peace

>

> Don

>

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Strange, last night I had a dream, I was crossing a main road, many people were

around and I saw that the cars had hit someone, food was flying everywhere.

I walked back to see what had happened to find my friends lying on the grass

making out. I got so maad I screamed at them, " your so selfish, someone needs

help, what are you doing? "

 

I could not find the person but found out it was a young girl and she was dead.

No one wanted to tell the parents so I said I'd do it. I took the phone and said

calmly to the father, " Your daughter was in a terrible car accident, I'm so

sorry, She's dead " .

 

Then I woke up.

 

I wonder what the anger was? Perhaps a feeling of anger towards myself incase I

do not do enough? A fear of my own selfishness perhaps?

 

Love elektra x x x

 

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I am so sorry about your week, Don. Sending you healing, love, and light. You are a bright spot in mine. We never know how we will touch someone. I had a similar experience last niht with a lady. People tend to "tell me things". I thought to myself, just let go, and mostly listen to her. Sometimes people just need to let things out. I am a willing receptable.

 

Namaste,

Julie--- On Tue, 8/19/08, merlin <merlin wrote:

merlin <merlin Serious bumps on the road Date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008, 11:55 PM

 

 

Well, I'm not quite sure where to start. Chrisms' accident scenario.Julies dream. I posted earlier about my experiences with this. Thebeserker in me.I can say, that it wasn't the thinking me who responded,the response was so immediate there was no thought, as we think about it,involved. There was no thought, thought was too slow, there was action,get the fat lady out of the car. No thought, if you have to think to makea decision what to do, you are already way behind. Thought doesn't travelat the speed that my body has in these circumstances. Something else isworking here.I can say it takes an emotional toll afterwards, when you realize exactlywhat you've done. How deep you put yourself into danger. You shake, and Imean really shake from your core, but not while you are doing it onlyafter.Tough week here. I had a major episode last night, found myself coming toon the floor of the med

center I clean. Thinking yah Don, you got it, havea heart attack here. Right place, wrong time, and the docs and nurses canfind my body when they come in. Probably complain because it hasn't beencleaned all the way. I do not remember driving home.I found out today, that a person I know died last week. When I wasscheduled for my biopsy, there were a bunch of us there, just waiting tobe poked and prodded. I was uncomfortable, but this other guy was almostbeside himself as we waited. So I talked to him, big deal for me, I don'tlike people much. But this poor guy was beside himself, like someoneafraid of flight sitting waiting to take off on a plane. Got him to talkand calm down a bit. We were much different people, not people who wouldever find something in common otherwise. He was called before I was, and Ihad given him my email. I never saw him again. I went in for mine, andended up in the hospital,

idiot hit a vein and I was bleeding out. Senthome from the emergency ward, and hauled back in by ambulance.Today his daughter emailed me, told me how much I had calmed him, hetalked about it to them. He even was scheduled for surgery the same monthI was, when I walked away and said no thanks. Had his, and had a hardtime, was never the same, the cancer just did its thing and he is nowgone.I had actually forgotten about this brief encounter, I wasn't at my besteither. But a lesson for you all, a brief word of kindness, a touch ofcompassion and an ear willing to listen. You have no idea how you effectall the other people you come in contact with.Sorry for the OT post.PeaceDon

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Ok kids, what is going on? I have had some strange vision manifestations lately. Now I am sitting at the computer, reading and writing away with no glasses or contacts. This is amazing. You cannot imaging what it was like to sit down, start reading, and realize I didn't have glasses on. My thought was, "what the Hell?" I know, not very spiritual............just wanted to share.............and pray that it lasts.............

Julie--- On Tue, 8/19/08, merlin <merlin wrote:

merlin <merlin Serious bumps on the road Date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008, 11:55 PM

 

 

Well, I'm not quite sure where to start. Chrisms' accident scenario.Julies dream. I posted earlier about my experiences with this. Thebeserker in me.I can say, that it wasn't the thinking me who responded,the response was so immediate there was no thought, as we think about it,involved. There was no thought, thought was too slow, there was action,get the fat lady out of the car. No thought, if you have to think to makea decision what to do, you are already way behind. Thought doesn't travelat the speed that my body has in these circumstances. Something else isworking here.I can say it takes an emotional toll afterwards, when you realize exactlywhat you've done. How deep you put yourself into danger. You shake, and Imean really shake from your core, but not while you are doing it onlyafter.Tough week here. I had a major episode last night, found myself coming toon the floor of the med

center I clean. Thinking yah Don, you got it, havea heart attack here. Right place, wrong time, and the docs and nurses canfind my body when they come in. Probably complain because it hasn't beencleaned all the way. I do not remember driving home.I found out today, that a person I know died last week. When I wasscheduled for my biopsy, there were a bunch of us there, just waiting tobe poked and prodded. I was uncomfortable, but this other guy was almostbeside himself as we waited. So I talked to him, big deal for me, I don'tlike people much. But this poor guy was beside himself, like someoneafraid of flight sitting waiting to take off on a plane. Got him to talkand calm down a bit. We were much different people, not people who wouldever find something in common otherwise. He was called before I was, and Ihad given him my email. I never saw him again. I went in for mine, andended up in the hospital,

idiot hit a vein and I was bleeding out. Senthome from the emergency ward, and hauled back in by ambulance.Today his daughter emailed me, told me how much I had calmed him, hetalked about it to them. He even was scheduled for surgery the same monthI was, when I walked away and said no thanks. Had his, and had a hardtime, was never the same, the cancer just did its thing and he is nowgone.I had actually forgotten about this brief encounter, I wasn't at my besteither. But a lesson for you all, a brief word of kindness, a touch ofcompassion and an ear willing to listen. You have no idea how you effectall the other people you come in contact with.Sorry for the OT post.PeaceDon