Guest guest Posted August 22, 2008 Report Share Posted August 22, 2008 Dear family, I must admit that I too have a very noisy and hard to control 16 year old living inside me. I say 16 year old as its more of a teenager then a toddler, wanting adult toxins. You would think that it would be easy, you don't drink, you don't smoke, you eat this, you don't eat that, but it's not easy for me, maybe for some it is but for me no, most definitely not. I struggle every day trying to better myself and get my body in to balance, the other parts are easier to balance for me then the body and it's desires. The weekend comes and all my friends, including my husband, are out having a drink, enjoying themselves, eating whatever, and I must admit I feel left out, I feel every weekend I have to make a concious effort to not partake through choice (my ego is screaming YES please I want to drink and party, I'm only young!!!!) China society is based around these bonding rituals as are many societies. I am naturally a very social animal and have been a partyanimal all my life since a teenager actually, I love dancing and music and endulging in things perhaps not so good for me. But at the same time there is this other old wise part that knows another reality and it has to constantly battle the other part of me. I am glad to say the wise part is winning mainly but the other me does whine and snivel, and feel a bit down and out. Its feeling sorry for itself today! LOL The weekends are hardest for me, I'm having an early night, sober and still having to think about how I can eat healthy food tomorrow... Oh well, we can but try our best to tame the beast within! Love elektra x x x Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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