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No this is not wrong or a mistake Paula. This is natural. Wanting

and desiring are natural expressions of the individual. These are

areas that " are to be expressed " it is merely within the context

of " reaching " for or towards enlightenment that we curb our

tendancies in these areas to the point of not forming attachments to

our personal point of view so much or our impulsive behaviours. We

need to begin to teach our inner child.

 

You have a family and this is good. I would suggest that you do not

partake of the Kundalini with your son. He needs to be a kid first

and then a young adult and then an adult and then he can begin to

walk into these areas. Not saying he isnt wonderfully spiritual or

any thing like that. It just isnt appropriate for him at this time

to be walking your path with you at this time. He feels like a

wonderful child.

 

The meditations should be enough to dis interest him. - lol!

 

Your ego is going to need some attention towards training. They all

do so this is nothing unusual. You may have some issues with regard

to moving at light speed with everything you do! - lol. This is also

quite normal for you in this regard. Lets see you slow down a bit

and get to a place where you can be " serenely still " for an hour a

day.

 

Read Blue's post about ego and indivuality. Then re-read it. Try and

take as much and as many ideas and informations from his post as it

is loaded with much!

 

That you are practicing the safeties is good though my feeling is

that it has not been a daily and consistent practice more of a catch

as you can scenario yes? So let us observe you going deep and

specific and working your times so that you can indeed begin to

fulfill the promise that awaits with in you.

 

Your conscious mind is ready to go yes I agree. Lets bring your

emotional body up to speed and your psycholgic body up to speed and

let us see a physical dicipline emerge from the ashes of the Paula

that once was.

 

The Shaktipat will be dependant upon your practice of the safeties

so if you havent been strong in them the Shaktipat will be as that

practice has been given from you towards you.

 

You may merely need a small nugde though Paula. So keep up your

practice and be consistent and please know that I will never burn or

fry or take a person into an area that they are not able to walk

upon safely. The idea isnt to thrust a person into the unknown but

to teach a person how to handle it in small portions first. Then

larger portions and so forth. It isnt a one time Shaktipat =

enlightenment model.

 

Do the hard inner work Paula. Make your process into the Kundalini

an issue and a priority for you and it in turn will make an issue

and a priority out of you. - blessings Paula - chrism