Guest guest Posted August 31, 2008 Report Share Posted August 31, 2008 My thoughts are with you as you encounter the the flow of people fleeing gustav. May peace and safety cover you all. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2008 Report Share Posted August 31, 2008 Chrism, Thank you; my prayers are with you also, and that I may be a comfort or help to those that I do encounter. Julie--- On Sun, 8/31/08, chrism <> wrote: <> Julie Date: Sunday, August 31, 2008, 2:13 AM My thoughts are with you as you encounter the the flow of people fleeing gustav. May peace and safety cover you all. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 25, 2009 Report Share Posted June 25, 2009 Dear Julie, What a heart warming post, it always touches me the level of honesty we share here, its the greatest honour in the world to share these times with all the amazing people here. Now I've seen your explanation of the emptiness I get it! Its been so long since I felt that way but yes, I do know of this feeling, its what lead me to dr*gs and men , the same way you described, I wanted to be loved after getting very little love as a child and so I tried to make myself as beautiful as possible thinking people loved beauty. You really brought it all back to me. Shows how well our practices work, I'm such a different woman now from then I didnt even remember the empty feelings I used to possess. Wow, how far we've all come. I'm proud of us all x x x thanks sis for sharing elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 Dear Elektra, I wanted to answer your post, but Julie was faster with her explanation of emptyness. It is very interesting to read the parallels: not being accepted and loved as a child that makes a wound that has to be healed now and (in my case) prevents me from being always aware of the fact I'm and all is perfect right now... :-) Blessings, Robert > Now I've seen your explanation of the emptiness I get it! Its been Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 Dear Robert, I believe the parents are the representation of GoD on this Earth to us, the first thing we know, the mother and the father, its a relationship that should be full of unconditional love and nurturing, but unfortunately, thats not normally the case, and so, we as a society have many lost souls and painful memories of not being loved. I can believe this is behind most of our problems. We feel abandond somehow and confused. Unloved. I have said it before but I'll say it again, I look forward to a day when all parents love their children without condition and the mini mes of the world will remember that they are perfect and very much loved, not just by Mom and Pop, but by our GoD parent/s. Thank you for sharing dear brother love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 E, What a wonderful testament to the power of kundalini to change a person, literally turn someone inside out, and put them back together again as the child of God he/she should be. I did not mean to bring back bad memories for you. I only share because I know there are those new to this path. What kundalini activation has done for you and me, and others who embrace this path, is nothing short of miraculous. It is wonderful when our insides match our outsides. And I honor my parents today. I spend much of my time caring for them, and visiting them. They have asked my forgiveness, which I feely give. I don't regret the past, as it made me who I am today. Love you, Julie --- On Fri, 6/26/09, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Re: Re: Julie Friday, June 26, 2009, 12:01 AM Dear Julie, What a heart warming post, it always touches me the level of honesty we share here, its the greatest honour in the world to share these times with all the amazing people here. Now I've seen your explanation of the emptiness I get it! Its been so long since I felt that way but yes, I do know of this feeling, its what lead me to dr*gs and men , the same way you described, I wanted to be loved after getting very little love as a child and so I tried to make myself as beautiful as possible thinking people loved beauty. You really brought it all back to me. Shows how well our practices work, I'm such a different woman now from then I didnt even remember the empty feelings I used to possess. Wow, how far we've all come. I'm proud of us all x x x thanks sis for sharing elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 Amen to that sister! x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 26, 2009 Report Share Posted June 26, 2009 Hi Julie and Electra, I am sure we are not the only girls/women who have been through this experience. I put my similar experience down to my mother telling me that our worth in life was shown by what we did for men. Men was brothers, father, uncles, lovers, husband, in fact any male. her generation saw themselves through their mens reflections. Because of that I suffered a lot of abuse by men both physically and mentally, all the time trying harder to do and be what was expected of me. there has been a lot of emptiness in my life, a lot of striving, and a lot of self sacrifice at the alter of mens feet. Kundalini and the safeties has helped me realise that I am okay just as I am. It's like I have been running a race from birth and only now can I see the winning post-my personal winning post. I remember when I started my awakening over a year ago, that told me that some things that seemed important to me would loose their hold. Having a very male influenced life I thought that if I had to give up s & x I would have no reason to carry on, as life would be empty. Because of my present husbands illness this choice was taken away from me and I started to question why I was still married as the s & x had gone. Should I leave him or have an affair? Through the safeties I have worked through these destructive thoughts and forgiven myself for them. Now I feel as if I have the freedom I have been looking for. I am no longer 'tied' down to my mothers past teachings. If had given me a rapid awakening I know I would not have coped with this aspect of change, it would have been too much at once. So girls, if this area of your life comes into focus during your awakening, dont be afraid like I was, as the changes in all areas of our life can only lead to our future happiness. Blessings, Skydancer x , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Dear Julie, > > What a heart warming post, it always touches me the level of honesty we share here, its the greatest honour in the world to share these times with all the amazing people here. > > Now I've seen your explanation of the emptiness I get it! Its been so long since I felt that way but yes, I do know of this feeling, its what lead me to dr*gs and men , the same way you described, I wanted to be loved after getting very little love as a child and so I tried to make myself as beautiful as possible thinking people loved beauty. > I'm proud of us all x x x thanks sis for sharing > elektra x x x > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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