Guest guest Posted September 10, 2008 Report Share Posted September 10, 2008 Oh Paula, How I can relate to this. I was as driven as you were, in 'my past life' (as I now refer to it). My ex and his family were very driven to have everything and succeed at everything they did and they did not do failure. I was pulled into this lifestyle and groomed my two children to be the same. I like what you say about all the holidays just to look at the same sun that shone on me at home. I must admit that the sunsets abroad are quite magnificent though. Once all that was stripped from me I had a hard time adjusting to having nothing and now I realise it was my ego that was in pain due to the loss of material objects and social standing. Friends and relatives found it hard to watch the change in me, and as they put it, I was no longer the person they knew. I am no longer driven the way I always was but I am far , far happier and less stressed to be all and have all. I feel I am now able to explore and embrace my spiritual side, the part of me that was buried under achievements and possessions. Its wonderful to have finally found 'me'. Blessings to you sister in Kundalini. Skydancer x , " alayafire " <ari.reza wrote: > > Hi alice, > > ....At this point everything I had was charmed.Once I had manifested my > hearts material desires I saw them for what they were, a trap an > illusion, a porshe still just gets you from a-b ,vacationing all of > the time is excruciating , you travel far just so that you can > appriciate the same sun and sky you have home! > > I have totally lost my need to be always over there, doing that, > I'm blessed to be blissfull in the here and now, just where I am. > So now I have no need to manifest, and have very very little desires. > > Also having virtually no desires causes problems In life too. > People,want you to go every where and do everything, buy this or > that, and they think you are crazy or they get hurt ,when you are > happy just to be!!I'm stuck at this part of it > > paula.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2008 Report Share Posted September 10, 2008 Dear SK, My story, exactly..... Namaste, beautiful lady Julie--- On Wed, 9/10/08, Skydancer <ionaskydancer wrote: Skydancer <ionaskydancer Re: The *How to* Manifesting. Date: Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 10:16 AM Oh Paula,How I can relate to this. I was as driven as you were, in 'my past life' (as I now refer to it). My ex and his family were very driven to have everything and succeed at everything they did and they did not do failure. I was pulled into this lifestyle and groomed my two children to be the same. I like what you say about all the holidays just to look at the same sun that shone on me at home. I must admit that the sunsets abroad are quite magnificent though. Once all that was stripped from me I had a hard time adjusting to having nothing and now I realise it was my ego that was in pain due to the loss of material objects and social standing. Friends and relatives found it hard to watch the change in me, and as they put it, I was no longer the person they knew. I am no longer driven the way I always was but I am far , far happier and less stressed to be all and have all. I feel I am now able to explore and embrace my spiritual side, the part of me that was buried under achievements and possessions.Its wonderful to have finally found 'me'.Blessings to you sister in Kundalini.Skydancer xKundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , "alayafire" <ari.reza@.. .> wrote:>> Hi alice,> > ....At this point everything I had was charmed.Once I had manifested my > hearts material desires I saw them for what they were, a trap an > illusion, a porshe still just gets you from a-b ,vacationing all of > the time is excruciating , you travel far just so that you can > appriciate the same sun and sky you have home!> > I have totally lost my need to be always over there, doing that,> I'm blessed to be blissfull in the here and now, just where I am.> So now I have no need to manifest, and have very very little desires.> > Also having virtually no desires causes problems In life too.> People,want you to go every where and do everything, buy this or > that, and they think you are crazy or they get hurt ,when you are > happy just to be!!I'm stuck at this part of it > > paula.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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