We are all children of the goddess THANKYOU PRASAD:)

[Guest guest]

Hi Paula,

 

wow, thats quite a story you have..thank you for opening up with it

and I am touched to read it. One of my favorite lines is 'Suffering

is the first grace. May you be blessed to have enough suffering to

cause you to awaken.'

 

There are many parts of your story I cant relate to. However, I had

two older sisters who for whatever reasons would have very little to

do with me, and other problems of emotional disconnection in my

family. I was the youngest and innocently bore the brunt of many of

my families problems. Its been a journey slowly learning to overcome

teh resulting patterns of isolation in my life and to learn to love

and connect, and I am deeply grateful for K. for bringing out many

deep rooted blockages and opening me up...

 

 

light for the journey

Bruce

 

 

, " alayafire "

<ari.reza wrote:

>

> Thankyou Prasad

> Your phrase *We are all children of the goddess* will stay with me

> forever ...thankyou again

> Paula

>

> I am very much touched by this sharing…..i just gave myself to

> listen to wat is written here…..

>

> My most warm hugs and love to you ><

>

> It takes great courage to come and speak of our past out with

> people. Every one have some or the other past but never make

> the dare to come out of the closet. My greatest appreciation

> for you to share your past with us.

>

> I too have many issues in my life which looks so big but when I

> read how people have waded through in their life…I just feel im

> hyping about silly things.

>

> I have one more dearest word….we should never be worried of

> how we are born…it is god who sends us to the earth. We are

> the children of goddess than anyone else. She is there to take

> care of us and lead us. I pray goddess to bless everyone with

peace

> and joy.

>

> Regards

>

> A fellow traveler - Prasad

> Skydancer....

>

>

> I never met my father as I am the result of a rape. skydancer

>

> skydancer we have even more in common ...

>

> My mother, was married to a man from kashmir in India. She had 4

> kids ,I came along through rape.

>

> No-one believed her as she would never tell his name ,even on her

> death bed.Charig left her believing she cheated. He was so hurt he

> left for India never to return, I grew up being blamed by all of

> them..I'd love them and they would stomp on my heart time and time

> again, because of me they had lost their father.

>

> They often taunted me ,when I tried to be freinds with them . They

> would pick up my hand and compare skin colour, saying how could you

> ever be one of us your white.

>

> I have forgiven them, I have never managed to make it up to them for

> losing them their father.They now choose not to have a relationship

> with me.Mabruk has been my angel, he taught me its ok to love again,

> He

> has believed in me all the way, hes the one that inspires me.

> Blessings to the sacred male..

>

> Paula xx

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Bruce I loved your favourite line.

It's true you do grow through strife..

 

However, I had two older sisters who for whatever reasons would have

very little to do with me,**Bruce

 

Let them go with love, one day maybe they realise their mistake, they

are missing a great brother, with much to teach them. Maybe they envy

your freedom too and are not ready to face it.

 

I am deeply grateful for K. for bringing out many

deep rooted blockages and opening me up...Bruce

 

I feel this autumninal shaktipat is about shadow work, like the

summers end and going into the darkness of winter,

lets hope we all see new life in the spring , we need the darkness to

see the light ..

 

Thanks Bruce

love

paula

[Guest guest]

Its been a journey slowly learning to overcome

teh resulting patterns of isolation in my life ***

 

I think we chose these families on purpose Bruce before birth, as

the isolation allowed us a window to seek the infinite..no accidents,

just growth..

 

I am glad you, I and Sky got through it without feeling like victims ,

and greatful for the lessons we grew from, Somebody up there loves

us...

 

love paula ...

[Guest guest]

Hi Paula,I read your story and it looks like a K awakening only

comes after grief or extreme circumstances either good or bad that

turn your world upside down.I am grateful to K because without it I

would still be thinking about the past and the horrible things that

were in it.The only thing that i don't like is that everything is

gone even the few happy memories.My children ask me if i remember

some event from their lives and i draw a blank.Does everybody forgets

everything ? is this the norm ?

 

love,nicole

 

, " alayafire "

<ari.reza wrote:

>

> Thankyou Prasad

> Your phrase *We are all children of the goddess* will stay with me

> forever ...thankyou again

> Paula

>

> I am very much touched by this sharing…..i just gave myself to

> listen to wat is written here…..

>

> My most warm hugs and love to you ><

>

> It takes great courage to come and speak of our past out with

> people. Every one have some or the other past but never make

> the dare to come out of the closet. My greatest appreciation

> for you to share your past with us.

>

> I too have many issues in my life which looks so big but when I

> read how people have waded through in their life…I just feel im

> hyping about silly things.

>

> I have one more dearest word….we should never be worried of

> how we are born…it is god who sends us to the earth. We are

> the children of goddess than anyone else. She is there to take

> care of us and lead us. I pray goddess to bless everyone with

peace

> and joy.

>

> Regards

>

> A fellow traveler - Prasad

> Skydancer....

>

>

> I never met my father as I am the result of a rape. skydancer

>

> skydancer we have even more in common ...

>

> My mother, was married to a man from kashmir in India. She had 4

> kids ,I came along through rape.

>

> No-one believed her as she would never tell his name ,even on her

> death bed.Charig left her believing she cheated. He was so hurt he

> left for India never to return, I grew up being blamed by all of

> them..I'd love them and they would stomp on my heart time and time

> again, because of me they had lost their father.

>

> They often taunted me ,when I tried to be freinds with them . They

> would pick up my hand and compare skin colour, saying how could you

> ever be one of us your white.

>

> I have forgiven them, I have never managed to make it up to them for

> losing them their father.They now choose not to have a relationship

> with me.Mabruk has been my angel, he taught me its ok to love again,

> He

> has believed in me all the way, hes the one that inspires me.

> Blessings to the sacred male..

>

> Paula xx

>

[Guest guest]

No I think awakening happens when you are outside of your normal

comfort zone , good or bad, I don't personnally see It as one single

event but rather a whole load of deciding steps..

 

Just now I asked of shakti to balance my emotional body, and this is

what is surfacing, Im diving my deepest shadows..I saw sky had a

similar experience to me so I did'nt want her to feel alone about

it , she has a list sister

 

Like I said in an earlier post I don't see myself as a victim of

anything, I believe I chose my life even before birth and knew

what I was getting.Everything is growth..even the bad stuff..

what does not kill us makes us strong..

 

The rest of my childhood ,I spent most of it outdoors with my

friends and my manifested pony, I got up to all manner of mayhem

there , Roman tunnels . ghost hunts in ruins ,deer tracking you name

it me and my gang of friends did it !!

 

I think memories are made when you are living truely in the moment.

I woulden't like it if k. burned them all , so I hope not...

 

paulaxxx

[Guest guest]

Thank you for your posts Paula & Bruce. I was nervous telling people

how I came about, but once I learned that we all chose the way we

come into life and our life's lessons, I got over this. Any problems

about our conception is not ours to bear. I believe that in some

small way we are here to help others, even if we touch that person

for a second and their life is better for it, we have done what we

came for.

 

You chose your families Bruce and Paula, to teach them to be more

understanding about people who are different. All we can do is love

them-nothing else is needed from us as love covers it all.

 

It's great to know I am not on my own as being a child of r & pe is

still a taboo subject.

 

Blessings, Skydancer x

 

, " alayafire "

<ari.reza wrote:

>

> Its been a journey slowly learning to overcome

> teh resulting patterns of isolation in my life ***

>

> I think we chose these families on purpose Bruce before birth, as

> the isolation allowed us a window to seek the infinite..no

accidents,

> just growth..

>

> I am glad you, I and Sky got through it without feeling like

victims ,

> and greatful for the lessons we grew from, Somebody up there loves

> us...

>

> love paula ...

>