I wanted to share my present state with the group...

[Guest guest]

Hi group friends…

I felt I must speak in the group about what is happening to me now.

I started with the group out of curiosity about K.

I did receive the shaktipath 2ce since I joined the group. Initially I was working with the safeties pretty well.

Slowly I have got carried away with my daily activities and my living in safeties has been reducing.

Forgiving people which I had done easily is not becoming difficult.

As my personality after my exposure to K has changed so much. I have been able to observe my behavior and emotions which I never did before.

Giving up self and not to fight for self existence is another I have learnt. Now I can make a choice to give up my anger and ego somehow before late in many cases.

Giving up self guilt and self hurting and cursing has been totally stopped. I leave the things to goddess and completely agree it is her decision to lead me…I need not blame myself

And feel guilty about my acts.

A major change in me is to accept my mistakes or face the situation without escaping it with reasons. No matter how hard it is to face the situation I am learning to face it and not

Run away from it.

 

Presently there has been a lot of emotional commotion in me. I have been so much carried away by my emotional state that it takes days for me to drag myself to the

Stable state. And this state remains only till the next storm. The emotional storm can be happiness or sadness…both hurt me well. But the emotional rides I take are seriously very very addictive and feel as if I am the emotions itself!!!

 

I wish I can get past this emotional test soon and mature enough so that I can proceed to next step.

With Warm Regards,

Nagendra Prasad K.R

[Guest guest]

Hang on in there. We have all been through it, or soon will be. The

good thing is that you can share it all, good and bad, happiness and

sadness, with the group and we will be here for you, helping when we

can and listening and praying when we cant.

 

Blessings to you, you are not alone.

 

Skydancer x

 

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<nagendra.prasad wrote:

>

> Hi group friends...

>

> I felt I must speak in the group about what is happening to me now.

> I started with the group out of curiosity about K.

> I did receive the shaktipath 2ce since I joined the group.

Initially I

> was working with the safeties pretty well.

> Slowly I have got carried away with my daily activities and my

living in

> safeties has been reducing.

> Forgiving people which I had done easily is not becoming difficult.

>

> As my personality after my exposure to K has changed so much. I have

> been able to observe my behavior and emotions which I never did

before.

> Giving up self and not to fight for self existence is another I have

> learnt. Now I can make a choice to give up my anger and ego somehow

> before late in many cases.

> Giving up self guilt and self hurting and cursing has been totally

> stopped. I leave the things to goddess and completely agree it is

her

> decision to lead me...I need not blame myself

> And feel guilty about my acts.

> A major change in me is to accept my mistakes or face the situation

> without escaping it with reasons. No matter how hard it is to face

the

> situation I am learning to face it and not

> Run away from it.

>

> Presently there has been a lot of emotional commotion in me. I have

been

> so much carried away by my emotional state that it takes days for

me to

> drag myself to the

> Stable state. And this state remains only till the next storm. The

> emotional storm can be happiness or sadness...both hurt me well.

But the

> emotional rides I take are seriously very very addictive and feel

as if

> I am the emotions itself!!!

>

> I wish I can get past this emotional test soon and mature enough so

that

> I can proceed to next step.

>

> With Warm Regards,

> Nagendra Prasad K.R

>