Shaktipat Heart day shadow ...Dhyana borrowed your intro ok?

[Guest guest]

Dhyana borrowed your intro ok? If not i'll delete fast..

 

On the thoughts of the heart day shaktipat, I as usual take the left

hand

spin and have a look at the shadow areas of the heart..

 

I'm travelling into the areas of social rejection, how the heart

feels to be on

the outside of life,and ostracised for different beliefs, as

kundalini takes us there

to learn about ourselves and others.

 

I wanted to talk a bit about spiritual morality, and how ethics

really depend upon which chakra

you are looking at the world from. The perceptions of morality tend

to change radically

as you ascend through the chakras. Ethical issues that are primary

in the perceptual

universe of the lower chakras are irrelevant at the top>No right no

wrong only love.

 

 

I happened on the archives, I hope you don't mind Dhyana, your story

touched my heart and

I learned much from it.It is your intoduction to the group...

 

 

 

Greetings all. I just joined an find that I'm very excited about the

experience here with all of you.

 

I'm laughing at myself in trying to write a brief bio...so much is

changing! Anyway, I've been in this world 53 years, finding myself to

be a christian mystic (having been kindly asked to leave many

churches because I was a danger to the group...some sighing with

relief when I left on my own) so I haven't fit in well with the

mainline branches of Christianity, but I have a very deep experience

with Christ. I'm an artist, specialty being iconography (which I'm

painting at the moment a Madonna and Child...brush is waiting in my

teeth as I take a short break here with you). I'm married to an

Irishman, who is an ordained Episcopal Priest hating the direction

the Church is moving in...but he's really Orthodox in heart and I see

him moving in that direction. He lets me be me, which is wonderful,

though I don't know what kind of an Orthodox wife I'll make him. LOL

I've had some experiences with Kundalyn, though I feel I'm blocked,

so I'm here to try and unblock. I've had some wild experiences

already, and can't imagine what will happen when the energy is

moving. Thanks for listening, and I look forward to getting to know

some of you. Any comment you want to make about yourself will help

me, and I won't forget it. Love, Dhyana

 

I felt and understand how you must have felt in those days when here

you

were bursing with new ideas to share with the other church members

but

they were stuck in the *trap of righteousness* ..stuck in the

hazardous belief system of

judgements of *what other people need* as a motive for their heroic

action.

That attitude is what creates the most heinous repressions. What

other people need looks like myrterdom, smells

like prison.Itis the ugliest of emotional projections, as it

tramples those it tries to help

by projecting weakness onto them.Its a separation game of the ego.

The oposite of

it is namastie.The divine in me honours the divine in you and sees

we are one.

 

If those people in your old churches had realized that the god-ess

is in everyone, playing a game of pretending to be less

the idea of helplessness and suffering really changes . Their nature

of compassion in them would have changed too.

 

 

Thanks for your intro Dhyana and my heart is with you at that time

when those other church goers wished you would leave.

It was a blessing to me on shaktipat heart day and I wanted to share

it with ou all, as I have been meditating on it today.

Namastie all

Paula

[Guest guest]

Thanks for bringing that up, Paula, I have never read Dhyana's intro.

Gosh Dhyana, I admired you before reading that, but even more so now.

At least you had the courage to let your truth be known. I just sat in

silence and thought if they knew what I was thinking, I would be kicked

out. LOL! There at the end, I did speak up once and caused a big rugus

in a sunday school discussion. The guy became so angry right there and

then, in front of everyone. I was so upset with my self for saying

anything and was wishing a whole would open up and swallow me. This

man's wife and I became good friends for a while afterwards though,

which seemed a little strange.

 

Linda

 

 

, " alayafire "

<ari.reza wrote:

>

> Dhyana borrowed your intro ok? If not i'll delete fast..

>

[Guest guest]

** I admired you before reading that, but even more so now.

> At least you had the courage to let your truth be known. **

 

Yes Dhyana , it's difficult to keep talking the truth , when all

around you , just want to stay in the security of their comfortable

thought processes, unchallenged...I'm proud of you for having the

courage to do it.

 

You are an example to us ..

Thank you

Paula

[Guest guest]

, " alayafire "

<ari.reza wrote:

>

Hi Paula,

 

Thank you for your thoughts and empathy. It was a time in my

life where I experienced rejection to the max. I am grateful

for it, for now it has no power over me. I even felt what

appeared to be God's rejection to the max (part of my experience)

and I even passed through that. Now " rejection " is just a word.

I love the freedoms that Fire brought to me.

 

Hugs and love,

dhyana

 

 

> I felt and understand how you must have felt in those days when here

> you

> were bursing with new ideas to share with the other church members

> but

> they were stuck in the *trap of righteousness* ..stuck in the

> hazardous belief system of

> judgements of *what other people need* as a motive for their heroic

> action.

> That attitude is what creates the most heinous repressions. What

> other people need looks like myrterdom, smells

> like prison.Itis the ugliest of emotional projections, as it

> tramples those it tries to help

> by projecting weakness onto them.Its a separation game of the ego.

> The oposite of

> it is namastie.The divine in me honours the divine in you and sees

> we are one.

>

> If those people in your old churches had realized that the god-ess

> is in everyone, playing a game of pretending to be less

> the idea of helplessness and suffering really changes . Their nature

> of compassion in them would have changed too.

>

>

> Thanks for your intro Dhyana and my heart is with you at that time

> when those other church goers wished you would leave.

> It was a blessing to me on shaktipat heart day and I wanted to share

> it with ou all, as I have been meditating on it today.

> Namastie all

> Paula

>

[Guest guest]

I greatly enjoyed your rite of passage Dhyana, I was led to it on

heart day.It greatly helped me to understand the shadow of my heart.

I learned and continue to learn a lot from you.

As its throat chakra day i'll talk truth,

Sincere love and hugs..

Paula

 

 

> Hi Paula,

>

> Thank you for your thoughts and empathy. It was a time in my

> life where I experienced rejection to the max. I am grateful

> for it, for now it has no power over me. I even felt what

> appeared to be God's rejection to the max (part of my experience)

> and I even passed through that. Now " rejection " is just a word.

> I love the freedoms that Fire brought to me.

>

> Hugs and love,

> dhyana

>

>

> > I felt and understand how you must have felt in those days when

here

> > you

> > were bursing with new ideas to share with the other church

members

> > but

> > they were stuck in the *trap of righteousness* ..stuck in the

> > hazardous belief system of

> > judgements of *what other people need* as a motive for their

heroic

> > action.

> > That attitude is what creates the most heinous repressions. What

> > other people need looks like myrterdom, smells

> > like prison.Itis the ugliest of emotional projections, as it

> > tramples those it tries to help

> > by projecting weakness onto them.Its a separation game of the

ego.

> > The oposite of

> > it is namastie.The divine in me honours the divine in you and

sees

> > we are one.

> >

> > If those people in your old churches had realized that the god-

ess

> > is in everyone, playing a game of pretending to be less

> > the idea of helplessness and suffering really changes . Their

nature

> > of compassion in them would have changed too.

> >

> >

> > Thanks for your intro Dhyana and my heart is with you at that

time

> > when those other church goers wished you would leave.

> > It was a blessing to me on shaktipat heart day and I wanted to

share

> > it with ou all, as I have been meditating on it today.

> > Namastie all

> > Paula

> >

>