Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Watching the world, and it isn't pretty. Doing a depression, bummed out phase I guess. Been working into to this for a while, fall here, hard. Much less light and warmth. Vitamin D is going down hard. Red squirrels yelled at me today because I was standing by the pine cones they wanted. I said I was sorry but they just wanted me out of the way. Dismissed by squirrels. Each year gets very much shorter as you age, the highlights are there and gone. I'm not sure I get this linear time thing. Just a very black mood for me the last few days. I do know these are stages we go thru, I do not like what I see on the horizon, I'll be fine. The world as we know it changed. There are others in control and they will change your life. Have a little chuckle, had a dream.. all this work at raising K, and really what I was doing doing was moving my cancer from the prostate to the brain. Moved it myself, and lost it completely. Be careful what you push. Be very careful what you wish for. Finger locks, eyes up say hang on you can do this, and there is another side you will make it to. Gawd I hate language, there really are no words. Peace and serenity Don Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Don the spirals post I have the 528hz they say fixes cancer,it's part of the healing rainbow.. also there is rife frequency for cancer , tune in with a frequency generator.or ask your higher self to attatch a particular healing note harmonic to you ,(change that hum in the ears to a healing frequency note)I'll track down the particular harmonic if you like. paula... , merlin wrote: > > Watching the world, and it isn't pretty. Doing a depression, bummed out > phase I guess. Been working into to this for a while, fall here, hard. > Much less light and warmth. Vitamin D is going down hard. Red squirrels > yelled at me today because I was standing by the pine cones they wanted. I > said I was sorry but they just wanted me out of the way. Dismissed by > squirrels. > > Each year gets very much shorter as you age, the highlights are there and > gone. I'm not sure I get this linear time thing. Just a very black mood > for me the last few days. > > I do know these are stages we go thru, I do not like what I see on the > horizon, I'll be fine. The world as we know it changed. There are others > in control and they will change your life. > > Have a little chuckle, had a dream.. all this work at raising K, and > really what I was doing doing was moving my cancer from the prostate to > the brain. Moved it myself, and lost it completely. Be careful what you > push. Be very careful what you wish for. > > Finger locks, eyes up say hang on you can do this, and there is another > side you will make it to. > > Gawd I hate language, there really are no words. > > Peace and serenity > > Don > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Don, my love and angel, you are a delight, even when you are down you are still a sweetheart :-)) Winter coming always puts me on a downer, funnily enough I feel really optimistic at the moment, I just feel so joyful to be alive. Sending you some sun beams elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 i understand your melancholy Don- i miss the sun also and the world is so different than before - i look around and everyone is going about their life as if nothing has changed and i want to scream- " WAKE UP- THIS IS REAL " yet i can only work on me as you are doing. i feel a pulling in - a trying to cope = trying to figure out what is going on and how do i live with it - not in my immediate family - they seem rather oblivious to the change but in the people i encounter out and about - an underlying worry concern uncertainty and i do not think i am projecting or perhaps i am - tp protect myself from too much fall out i relish in the fall - the colors the clean crisp air the brightness of the light the foggy mornings the transition- i am in transition too as are you on this path - we see things from a different perspective and try to adjust living in the world as it is - tain't easy - yet we have the group here - and we have our learnings from life and from chrism's teachings - that carries me for now blessings and watch out for that bear ... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Sorry to hear you down Don. We all go through these times and I think they show what we are really made of. Anyone can be happy during a good time but it is the person who can remain an inspiration during the rough times that are where it's at. That would be you. Sarita , merlin wrote:>> Watching the world, and it isn't pretty. Doing a depression, bummed out> phase I guess. Been working into to this for a while, fall here, hard.> Much less light and warmth. Vitamin D is going down hard. Red squirrels> yelled at me today because I was standing by the pine cones they wanted. I> said I was sorry but they just wanted me out of the way. Dismissed by> squirrels.> > Each year gets very much shorter as you age, the highlights are there and> gone. I'm not sure I get this linear time thing. Just a very black mood> for me the last few days.> > I do know these are stages we go thru, I do not like what I see on the> horizon, I'll be fine. The world as we know it changed. There are others> in control and they will change your life.> > Have a little chuckle, had a dream.. all this work at raising K, and> really what I was doing doing was moving my cancer from the prostate to> the brain. Moved it myself, and lost it completely. Be careful what you> push. Be very careful what you wish for.> > Finger locks, eyes up say hang on you can do this, and there is another> side you will make it to.> > Gawd I hate language, there really are no words.> > Peace and serenity> > Don> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Hi Don, we all go through those days when change comes about and we get a little off centered. There is always a silver lining at the end that will fill your heart with gladness agian. Hang in there! You can always buy some Vitamin D in a bottle to help you through those winter months. Those cloudy calm day make a good time for seeking the light within. Those animal creatures can get a little fiesty at times. I had kitty to slap my face real good when I told her I had to go. She was not ready for me to stop petting her apparently. Hehe! Was glad she had not claws. I can sure identify with the shorter years. I haven't figured out yet if it's me slowing down or the day speeding up or if it just that us older ones have learned to have so much fun with the simple things in life that time just gets away from us. All those time warps! hehe. Linda , merlin wrote: > > Watching the world, and it isn't pretty. Doing a depression, bummed out > phase I guess. Been working into to this for a while, fall here, hard. > Much less light and warmth. Vitamin D is going down hard. Red squirrels > yelled at me today because I was standing by the pine cones they wanted. I > said I was sorry but they just wanted me out of the way. Dismissed by > squirrels. > > Each year gets very much shorter as you age, the highlights are there and > gone. I'm not sure I get this linear time thing. Just a very black mood > for me the last few days. > > I do know these are stages we go thru, I do not like what I see on the > horizon, I'll be fine. The world as we know it changed. There are others > in control and they will change your life. > > Have a little chuckle, had a dream.. all this work at raising K, and > really what I was doing doing was moving my cancer from the prostate to > the brain. Moved it myself, and lost it completely. Be careful what you > push. Be very careful what you wish for. > > Finger locks, eyes up say hang on you can do this, and there is another > side you will make it to. > > Gawd I hate language, there really are no words. > > Peace and serenity > > Don > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Hi Don, I know how bad the dark autumn and winter nights can be. Up here in Scotland the weather is often like that, even in summer. I now have a light box which I sit in front of everyday, and it does work.They have gone down in price now they are more popular and I feel it would be a good investment for your health and well being. As a fellow Senior here I understand too well about the years getting shorter. Oh, how I wasted my youth putting things off till tomorrow. Now I see there are less tomorrows that I thought. My mum is 88yrs old and has visited London for the first time, although she lives only 30mins away from the city. She is visiting all those places that she put off until another day, month, year and decade. She could tell you so much about how the world has changed since she was a girl in the 1920's. You are not alone Don. If your greatest life achievement is working with the bliss of K., you have achieved something quite priceless and timeless. Thinking of you dear friend, Skydancer x , merlin wrote: > > Watching the world, and it isn't pretty. Doing a depression, bummed out > phase I guess. Been working into to this for a while, fall here, hard. > Much less light and warmth. Vitamin D is going down hard. Red squirrels > yelled at me today because I was standing by the pine cones they wanted. I > said I was sorry but they just wanted me out of the way. Dismissed by > squirrels. > > Each year gets very much shorter as you age, the highlights are there and > gone. I'm not sure I get this linear time thing. Just a very black mood > for me the last few days. > > I do know these are stages we go thru, I do not like what I see on the > horizon, I'll be fine. The world as we know it changed. There are others > in control and they will change your life. > > Have a little chuckle, had a dream.. all this work at raising K, and > really what I was doing doing was moving my cancer from the prostate to > the brain. Moved it myself, and lost it completely. Be careful what you > push. Be very careful what you wish for. > > Finger locks, eyes up say hang on you can do this, and there is another > side you will make it to. > > Gawd I hate language, there really are no words. > > Peace and serenity > > Don > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Hi Don, thnking of you my friend... love Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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