Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Hello Lock, Welcome. Nice to read you and your goals are very much in harmony with the safeties. First thing I would have a look at is the self destructive tendencies. Not only in the inner dialogue but also in the outer expressions. Make the choice to honor the " you " that you are. Then nurture that person. This is part of the first issue for you as I am seeing it. As you fall back into oblivion relax and do not be afraid. Yes you may have some frightening experiences but you are now approaching a platform of knowledge and fear always dissipates where knowledge is present. You are beginning to understand and it is no accident you have found this group or the website. Fear is mostly what your ego will resonate with inside of a survival instinct. Fear of the unknown in this case. Fear of not " being in control " etc. Kundalini is a journey that is as much about trust and surrender to that trust as it is about " to make shit badass :-3. " Sometimes we need to look at our self and take a moment to do some self inventories. Some behaviors need to be released and some new ones adopted. This is as life flows with a person anyway it just isn't always as intentional as I am suggesting for you at this time. If you are taking any kind of chemical entertainments such as MJ or M & th or any d & signer drugs please discontinue them at your earliest opportunity. These will not mix well with the Kundalini! Many people are not looking for Kundalini. But Kundalini still finds them. Many people are looking for Kundalini but Kundalini will elude them. Much of this dynamic has to do with what a person is bringing into this life they are living. And I am not describing current behaviors but more into the areas of Karma and what one has earned in other existences. If the Kundalini has found you Lock it will not go away. It is the " aspects of you " my friend who will surrender specific expressions that you may indeed do some great things for others. Yet even that is a mere side journey from the main one. You are traveling quickly now. A divine existence is beckoning you. Fear is one of the first gates to go through before crossing into the areas where what you think is what is real. - So welcome and fear not! - blessings Lock. - chrism , Steve Lynch <mrcrazygonuts wrote: > > Hello Everyone, my name is Steven, but everyone calls me lock. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2008 Report Share Posted October 2, 2008 Hello Lock, and welcome! I very much enjoyed reading you. You'll find your abilities to balance will improve as you work with the Safeties. Amazing how much they smooth the way. This Group is a warm and loving family, traveling together, so feel free to post what you're experiencing and know that we are here for you. Love, dhyana , Steve Lynch <mrcrazygonuts wrote: > but thanks for reading it if you got this far hehe. and hope your having the most amazing week ever :-D! That'd be awesome lol. > > lock > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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