You are not going crazy

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Kundalini symptoms will often happen to you without warning. They

can be sudden or creep up upon a person gradually.

 

These will often happen when you are alone. Or when you are sleeping

and you awaken from that sleep to find yourself inside of a yoga

position or your fingers in mudra (finger) positions with out your

conscious knowledge of them.

 

Some times as the Kundalini responds across the five bodies of

expression the symptoms will cascade into eachother. For instance,

as the kidneys swell and the adrenals put more fight or flee hormone

(epinephrine) into the blood stream the emotional body will respond

with fear and will begin to make associations of certain phenomena

from a fearful place. This can call up or predispose a person into

seeing fearful visions. This is common and is easily over come with

the knowledge of what is occurring.

 

Same can be said of the bliss and joyful unity. Once you know what

is going on surrendering to the experience is much easier. But as

the phenomena often happens when one is alone or is so wildly

fantastic as to cause one to retreat into silence about it, it is

necessary for you to become acquainted with this fact that as you

experience Kundalini by yourself so must you begin to balance it by

yourself first. First thing to know is this:

 

You are not going crazy.

 

I have experienced most of the phenomena of Kundalini and yes it can

be a very wild experience. It doesn't mean you are loosing your mind

however. It is your mind that needs to have its horizons and

expectations broadened. Visions and experience such as telepathy and

psychic experiences as well as intense periods of love that are so

strong it hurts are common features. Feeling an overwhelming urge to

forgive and help and heal and assist others is also common. Having

visions of dark and scary phenomena as well as loving and lighted

phenomena are also common and not to be allowed to sway you from

your expanding grip on your expanding reality.

 

Hold on tight though.

 

At first it can seem very unnatural when in fact it is the natural

next step that we as a species are allowed, by the grace of the

divine, to experience. The roadmaps are not available typically in

our society at this time so it is a good practice to read of others

experiences and compare them with your own. Read the books that you

are guided to read or that fall from the shelf when you happen to

walk by. These are not accidents.

 

Remember that as you come into the awakening there are other forces

at work helping you behind the scenes. Forces that may have guided

you here for example or towards a teacher or an activity that will

help your process in some way.

 

Do your best to understand the solitude of the journey in regards to

those who are closest to you or with your work mates or with friends

and family. They do not typically understand and will respond with

fear for you. So realize that for a certain time you will be

physically and socially alone with this. Except for what you read

here or meetings and communications you make as you interact with

others also going through the process. This isn't common enough in

my opinion though.

 

So please understand that Kundalini will bring experiences and

phenomena far and away from what your " normal " reality has been used

to processing as real. It will bring you into another area of

personal discovery and many unknowns that can take your breath away

with its beauty and with is strangeness. Know that you need not fear

and even if you do the knowledge that this is the Kundalini can

become a great balancer of fear for you inside of your experience.

 

Knowledge is power.

 

Look at the physical changes such as extreme and no cause heat or

cold as manifestations of Kundalini. Look at visions of divine

graces as links to these manifestations that is given by the

Kundalini. Look at the appearance of entities or floating globes of

light or pins and needles going from the base of your spine to the

top, or the feeling of the top of your head blowing off or bright

lights behind closed eyes, or any of the thousands of symptoms that

can accompany the human being inside of the Kundalini process as

real and natural and in no way something you need to be afraid of. -

blessings all - chrism

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"the emotional body will respond

with fear and will begin to make associations of certain phenomena

from a fearful place"You hit it on the dot Chrism, so scary it feels like even if i think about it i'll be punished, or am in the process of being punished for it, as if i'm irredeemable, like there's a barrier that i couldn't get across when i experienced it the first time, and i'm forever blocked now... I don't think that's true anymore, though i did for a bit... I still do sometimes, it takes a conscious effort to remind myself of the love that's really out there, but it's getting better, and the fear is loosing it's hold :-3 all thanks to you and everyone here.and good advice about balancing it myself, and not necessarily sharing it with people right now, i think you're right, it's a good idea and might not understand. I came kind of close at some points too :-P. I'm glad i sought out this group instead.If only i could let you all experience the overflowing joy and relief and love i feel for all of you,

i wish i could give it to you as apposed to just trying to explain it with these horribly inept symbols known as words. They do it no justice at all... :-3!!! instead i'll just keep making happy kitten faces :-3!!!!--- On Mon, 10/6/08, chrism <> wrote: <> You are not going crazy Date: Monday, October 6, 2008, 9:55 PM

 

Kundalini symptoms will often happen to you without warning. They

can be sudden or creep up upon a person gradually.

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks for this post. You know i have had some of the symptoms

occasionally the last few years. I think the reason i (higher self)

waited to this year to awaken is that i finally got myself

grounded-something that was such a problem most of my life. Also I am

finally in a much better place emotionally than in past years. Friends

that hadn't seem me for a few months and then saw me this spring

commented on the difference in me immediately, it was that noticeable.

I can't imagine going through this without being grounded, having all

those security issues that were unresolved then.

 

To the unawakened on this site, deal with your 3 lower chakras, work

on those issues first: 1st chakra security, 2nd sexuality and

creative, 3rd power. Otherwise when you do awaken these issues will

cause you to be unsettled, anxious, feeling powerless. And you will

still have to deal with those issues. It's easier if you work on your

foundation first.

 

Tilly

 

 

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