Guest guest Posted October 7, 2008 Report Share Posted October 7, 2008 It can be a connection with you're " thinking " your emotions are off balance. At your stage of the infusion Chris every minute is part of your practice whether you sit in silence or do the Tibetans. Every second of everyday is part of your practice and this includes the many decisions that you make. Watch out for having expectations of absolute " anything " . We will always be striving for a type of balance inside of the physical expression even as it is changed by the Kundalini. It was an excellent decision to bring your sister and her kids into the house. There are many reasons " why " outside of your love for them. Your Kundalini is increasing its radiative expression. This isn't due to the perceived imbalance so much as it is helping you to understand the dynamics of love and the blessings that come from a K active love platform which is quite different that of the familial or friendship or romantic aspects of the " love " we have come to understand and expect of others and ourselves. You becoming more balanced by this experience Chris imho. You are " becoming " in ways that are closely associated with the dynamic of one who is developing in the expressions of Kundalini influenced power and love and the only part that may need to catch up is the mental model of self expectations. I am feeling when I see you a need for an understanding of the need for an expansive practice. A new model of meditation that encompasses the everyday aspects of life and living. A way of modification that is based in expressed love but from a much finer and more inclusive base of understanding and activity. I merely suggest that you realize that balance is an internal concept that is not relying on external features of activity. That your love is reaching a higher expression and its power is being magnified. The heat will diminish as you surrender into this new paradigm shift with in your experience. Surrender and take the clues from what is happening with you and your family in your daily existence. Follow these clues and allow tem to modify your new paradigm in ways that solidy your self perceptions of what is in essence a new stage coming your way. imho. Find the watermelon and go barefoot as much as you can. Be the blessed father that you are and prepare for an expanded role in your community. - , " Chris_H " <chghes1 wrote: >Hello all >As many of you know my goal in this physical lifetime is to strive for complete balance . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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