emotional balancing with entities? long post

[Guest guest]

I feel that something is keeping me stuck in a pattern of feeling crappy and

emotionally

unstable. Chrism, I've talked to you about this and we've discussed the

possibility that I

might have an entity from the rituals that I participated in in Hawaii with

ayahuasca, but I

am becoming severely frustrated with feeling this way. It feels as if I have

something

sucking on the right side of my neck and plugged into my third fourth and fifth

chakras. I

have pretty much adapted to being in a mild state of fatigue, anxiety or

distress atleast on

some level at all times, but as I begin to experience glimpses of my self

beneath the

sludge that feels caked over me I feel hopeful and that keeps me positive. The

placement

of this goopy flemmy block in my body surely seems to be connected with my

throat

chakra, heart chakra, and solar plexus chakra, and if it is an entity it is

feeding off of

issues of grief, self worth, and fear, but this blockage physically interferes

with my

respiration and a balanced cycle of breathing within my body. I am so blocked on

my right

side around my throat and heart that my breathing is labored and my perception

of the

flow of my breathing only occurs mostly on my left side. This results in a

dissacociated

feeling as it seems like my sensation of BEING HERE has more to do with my

consciousness

in the right side of my body, and my linear perception seems more related to my

left. So

maybe I'm just experiencing a fear of being here and being open to what is. But

more than

anything I feel that this is making it really hard to just let go and be here

it's like

something has a hold on my linear thought process and won't let go so I can just

be here.

I guess this could just be a result of the imbalance too. I've tried ignoring

this and just

functioning as normal and obviously I have to do this, and I also clear my aura

in

meditation and all of that. It's just that it feels like something is occupying

a large part of

my consciousness and if it was as easy as just sifting out my self from the crap

it wouldn't

be a problem.

 

How do you work with clearing negative energies while you are at the same time

doing

emotional balancing without allowing the negative energy to continue to feed on

your

shadow emotions you are trying to balance. It's a double whammy and I know I got

myself

into this mess and I'm the only one who can get myself out, but I just feel like

whenever I

make some headway I get sucked on harder and drained more and end up taking one

step

forward and two steps back. The parts of myself I am feeling occasionally

lighting up in

meditation that used to be part of my daily experience of my integrated self

seem no

longer available to me in the forefront of my consciousness because they are

mucked up

with this negativity and fatigue all the time. I need all of my resources to dig

myself out of

this and I just want to know how to take all of my energy back and completely

severe ties

with any and all foreign energies in my space so that I can feel comfortable in

my own

body again. I've tried not worrying about it, but when you feel like crap and

not like

yourself all of the time how can you not address it. Maybe i just need to change

my focus.

Sorry about the length and overall bummer nature of this post.

Love,

Travis

[Guest guest]

Hi Travis

 

Hmm , this might seem a little far fetched to believe but maybe you

can ask the kundalini and through intent to visit the plane that these

entities are inhabiting . I have been in these areas a few times and

have seen these entities in a much truer form then what we sometimes

see in our waking visions .

 

I have seen them feed upon upon the energetic body of their host and

from reading your post it seems quite accurate with what i have seen

them do . Maybe reaching this area to only observe will help you in

some way to understand your situation at this time .

 

If you do reach this area i would advise to keep your discernment high

.. I have never actually intended to go in these areas and was somewhat

guided there each time .

 

blessings

Chris_H

[Guest guest]

Travis...I can resonate with so much of what you are going through

right now. I hate that STUCK feeling! Anxiety is even worse...

I would not say you have an entity of sorts, just trying to find your

way through earth life more like it. You do belong here, otherwise why

are you here? Things in life happen for reasons to us that are unknown

to us. I took a grounding approach to these feelings, such as walking

on the ground barefoot, hugging the biggest tree I could find, swim in

the grass, become very grounded. We want instant results and we don't

get it. Grrrrrrr...frustrating! Also, changing your focus on things

helps to eliminate the negativities we encounter. I am proud you are

wanting to help yourself and be self reliant and for your courage to

jump into this group. Kundalini is at your doorstep, you jumped on the

wagon where as others are too afraid. You handled FEAR very well. Just

go slow and do the safeties, enjoy life.

 

Denny

[Guest guest]

Hello Travis,

 

I am familiar with these energy suckers. Some may not

agree with my tactics in dealing with them, but it is

successful in helping them want to move on.

 

I visualize in the unseen realm a pair of scissors in my

astral hand, and I snip, snip in the areas where I feel

the entities to be. To show my success I feel them begin

to vibrate really hard, and then they are gone.

 

I love feeling their shock, and cheer them on to

other places they may want to go.

 

It might help you...

 

Love, dhyana

 

 

,

" travisnelsonmurphy " <travisnelsonmurphy wrote:

>

I need all of my resources to dig myself out of

this and I just want to know how to take all of my

energy back and completely severe ties with any and

all foreign energies in my space so that I can feel

comfortable in my own body again.

> Love,

> Travis

>

[Guest guest]

Hi,

 

I have been dealing with attacks from energy vampires in my

sleep state a few times.Since then i have bought a cd called

psychic attack:spiritual purification,cord-cutting and protection

cd.I can really recommend it,i bought it under 30 usd from a

energy healer and life coach called Lisa Whatley.Her website is:

infinitylighthealing.com if you want to check it out!

 

I will copy and paste for you the highlights of what the above

mentioned cd helps with:

 

This powerful Inaudible Energetic Transmission CD can be used daily.

It's excellent for clearing yourself anytime but especially before

bed! The healing energies will cleanse your energy fields, removing

any thoughts, feelings or energies that you may have picked up or

created yourself throughout the day. It will also help in removing any

negative entities that may have attached to you. It has also been

designed to cleanse your personal space anchoring in the highest

vibrational levels of Divine Love and Light energies that are for your

highest good. After the cleansing, a protection of God's love and

light will be set up around you to help protect you from picking up

more energies or from having others drain you of your own energy.

 

 

 

What this CD can help you do:

 

 

 

- You will recieve only divine ideal transmissions that are aligned

with your highest good and evolution

 

 

 

- Releases negative slow, dense energy from your entire Being, home,

car, land and belongings

 

 

 

- Balance your meridians, nadis, chakras

 

 

 

- Purifies and cleanses your consciousness and aligns your

consciousness with God's

 

 

 

- Cloaks and protects yourself, home, car and property from anything

less than 100% pure divine love

 

 

 

- Aligns your energy with the miracles of God

 

 

 

- Removes all less-than-love energy imprints, signatures, vibrations

from yourself, home, car and property

 

 

 

- Clears, heals, repairs, recalibrates, expands, activates, seals and

shields the aura, auric sheath and other energy fields around the

physical, etheric, emotional and mental bodies and all energetic

centers and systems

 

 

 

- Helps you to release less-than-love entities, spirit attachments,

spirit possessions, elementals, occupants, body beings and the

energetic anchors, triggers and cords associated with them, mucus

 

 

 

- Releases all negative and limiting emotions, thought forms and

behaviors that are manifesting through your Being

 

 

 

- you'll receive a downpouring of protection

 

 

 

- and so much more that is very hard for the mental mind and body to

comprehend!

 

 

 

 

 

There are many ways that people, places and energies of all sorts can

become corded into your energy fields. This CD helps you to release

cords that are not aligned to your highest good but also helps to

shield you from cords being reattached as well pulling and rescripting

to the fullest extent possible all programs, profiles, genetics,

contracts, allowances, permissions, covenants, entities, implants that

are energetically anchoring and reinforcing cords. Some of the most

common cords are solar plexus cords, harm cords, pity/empathy cords,

sexual cords, entity cords, attachment cords, implant cords, cords to

less than love places and frequencies, dream cords, fantasy cords etc.

 

 

 

I really hope this helps,

 

Birgitta

 

 

 

,

" travisnelsonmurphy " <travisnelsonmurphy wrote:

>

> I feel that something is keeping me stuck in a pattern of feeling

crappy and emotionally

> unstable. Chrism, I've talked to you about this and we've discussed

the possibility that I

> might have an entity from the rituals that I participated in in

Hawaii with ayahuasca, but I

> am becoming severely frustrated with feeling this way. It feels as

if I have something

> sucking on the right side of my neck and plugged into my third

fourth and fifth chakras. I

> have pretty much adapted to being in a mild state of fatigue,

anxiety or distress atleast on

> some level at all times, but as I begin to experience glimpses of my

self beneath the

> sludge that feels caked over me I feel hopeful and that keeps me

positive. The placement

> of this goopy flemmy block in my body surely seems to be connected

with my throat

> chakra, heart chakra, and solar plexus chakra, and if it is an

entity it is feeding off of

> issues of grief, self worth, and fear, but this blockage physically

interferes with my

> respiration and a balanced cycle of breathing within my body. I am

so blocked on my right

> side around my throat and heart that my breathing is labored and my

perception of the

> flow of my breathing only occurs mostly on my left side. This

results in a dissacociated

> feeling as it seems like my sensation of BEING HERE has more to do

with my consciousness

> in the right side of my body, and my linear perception seems more

related to my left. So

> maybe I'm just experiencing a fear of being here and being open to

what is. But more than

> anything I feel that this is making it really hard to just let go

and be here it's like

> something has a hold on my linear thought process and won't let go

so I can just be here.

> I guess this could just be a result of the imbalance too. I've tried

ignoring this and just

> functioning as normal and obviously I have to do this, and I also

clear my aura in

> meditation and all of that. It's just that it feels like something

is occupying a large part of

> my consciousness and if it was as easy as just sifting out my self

from the crap it wouldn't

> be a problem.

>

> How do you work with clearing negative energies while you are at

the same time doing

> emotional balancing without allowing the negative energy to continue

to feed on your

> shadow emotions you are trying to balance. It's a double whammy and

I know I got myself

> into this mess and I'm the only one who can get myself out, but I

just feel like whenever I

> make some headway I get sucked on harder and drained more and end up

taking one step

> forward and two steps back. The parts of myself I am feeling

occasionally lighting up in

> meditation that used to be part of my daily experience of my

integrated self seem no

> longer available to me in the forefront of my consciousness because

they are mucked up

> with this negativity and fatigue all the time. I need all of my

resources to dig myself out of

> this and I just want to know how to take all of my energy back and

completely severe ties

> with any and all foreign energies in my space so that I can feel

comfortable in my own

> body again. I've tried not worrying about it, but when you feel like

crap and not like

> yourself all of the time how can you not address it. Maybe i just

need to change my focus.

> Sorry about the length and overall bummer nature of this post.

> Love,

> Travis

>