emotional balancing with entities? long post - Travis

[Guest guest]

No worries about the post it is a common factor in Kundalini

experiences Travis.

 

Yes you opened yourself to an exposure of entities. But I see this

as only being partially so with you. These are merely my intuitions

when I look at you Travis take them for what ever worth you may

receive from them if any.

 

Often when we have an abrupt opening into the spiritual areas via

exotic chemicals we can attract to ourselves groups of entities that

will feed off of our emanations and incorporate harvesting

techniques that can cause certain expressions from the host(you) by

specific stimulation.

 

Like tics or any parasite these entities can attach to the body. For

you though I see something of a different scenario mixed in with

that. When we awaken certain qualities abruptly we will often be so

galvanized by the experience that we will only work on those

interesting qualities that were part of the initial experience. We

can sometimes ignore the other aspects of the journey due to the

idea of the travail or effort that may be required. The boring stuff.

 

I see these situations with you in this way. Part of you is moving

faster than other parts and so a feeling of an imbalance may be

occurring. As this imbalance increases a real sensate separation of

energetic and sensation can result. A feeling of one part of the

body being sluggish as opposed to another being vivid and in

the " now " . This can become almost as if a foreign " entity " is upon

you when in fact it is a part of yourself that needs more work.

 

Cleaning your aura? Would you explain this a bit more for me? Are

you yawning alot and pulling invisible cobwebs out of your head? You

know what I mean. - lol.

 

Not only was your first experience a magnet for entity involvement

but so were some recent involvements with certain schools that

actively deal in entities a factor so there may very well be some of

that going on as well. Much of the time from a Kundalini vantage

point with entities I find that they are there as a test for the

individual. A way of allowing the person to have a real and often

severe focus on what is occurring. Not always is this the case but

it does occur.

 

I feel that for you Travis there are areas that have stuck energy in

your body. The flow is sluggish and the miasma of a city contributes

to that. Even though, this is where you are and what you are to work

with. So no worries about being in Chicago its same in any big city.

 

Please initiate an activity of forcing yourself to feel the opposite

of your negative feelings. Not so much in a way of not honoring your

shadow but more in a way of dislodging a foreign feeder. If you feel

that a discarnate is attaching itself to you and that your attitudes

and actions are being artificially influenced by an entity,

force yourself to do the opposite of what you are being " herded "

into doing.If you are being guided to feel sad then actively find a

reason to be happy or loving or joyful etc. Make it a point.

 

Also look at what is happening around you. What are your goals and

how is your availability to accomplishing those goals? Look for

your " Jue de vivre " and ask yourself some point blank questions

about how you are pursuing your happiness. What are you doing to

bring joy into your life? Are you in more of a survival mode most of

the time rather than happiness? Are you emotionally fulfilled by

just being who you are? Look at your levels of self communication

and honestly ask your self these questions. See what happens to the

energy when you do.

 

If you are being bitten or stung or are having visuals of actual

discarnates that is a different matter. But for now have a journey

of introspection and see what occurs as you do so. - blessings

Travis and this is only my take on your situation. - chrism

[Guest guest]

Also look at what is happening around you. What are your goals and

how is your availability to accomplishing those goals? Look for

your " Jue de vivre " and ask yourself some point blank questions

about how you are pursuing your happiness. What are you doing to

bring joy into your life? Are you in more of a survival mode most of

the time rather than happiness? Are you emotionally fulfilled by

just being who you are? Look at your levels of self communication

and honestly ask your self these questions. See what happens to the

energy when you do.

 

Thank you for this wonderful advice. These are things that I

have been considering again recently. The more " mundane "

considerations I seem to have let fly out the window during the

travails of my experience. Somewhere along the lines I thought there

had been a complete and total game change, and completely lost and

forgot about all of the good habits of living a normal life on the

earth. I guess as you say this can be an aspect of being thrust into

an unknown realm unprepared. There needs to be a time of processing

and integration in order to balance the multi-dimensionality of your

new found perception. I guess in my case I've been severely dreading

the reality of having to pick up the pieces in the realms of the

physical and seemingly having to start from scratch again when I

really feel like before this happened I was doing pretty great living

a balanced and healthy life. But recently as I have been beginning to

acknowledge my realness as an incarnate human being I'm beginning to

experience the joys again of that adventure. It's really nothing to

dread at all, in fact it's my favorite thing about being alive! I'm

not ready to be a shaman or a transcendent spiritual dude or anything

else when all I have to eat for the next 4 days are some sweet

potatoes and an egg! But being a grounded human is fun provided your

physical body is working okay. I just have wanted to hit the reset

button on my mind and body so that I can return to my normal level of

functioning before my consciousness exploded. But I guess as you say

that will only occur as my process again begins to focus on my inward

needs and dreams of how my soul wants to travel this journey and then

again I can start manifesting fruits in the physical realm. I've

developed a habit of bypassing that process for some time and have

sought divine intervention solely as a means of bringing my life back

into balance, I am beginning to find that it is true that if the high

self doesn't have the instrument of the little self and his will to

funnel divine wisdom and guidance into, then you just remain a blobby

ball of disorganized intention, thoughts, and feelings without any

mechanism of locomotion. Too many texts in the midst of this

experience that I interpreted as saying " Throw your puny useless ego

out the window! Who the hell needs it? It sucks anyway! " Not true, I

am finding. And a very unhealthy and misguided message that I find a

lot in so called spiritual literature that can create major imbalances

in peoples lives. I saw this beginning to happen in my own process

while in Hawaii. The more I read about things that I had always known

intuitively, the more I began to feel i rift come between myself and

my own inner guidance, a separation from god, a giving away of my

power and responsibility, and so these are the habits that I must

undo. The block that keeps standing in my way is, Why the hell did I

do this? Is this really making me stronger? I guess it's a lesson in

discernment for me and in knowing who and what I am so that in these

new realms I can remain firm and balanced but damn! what a hell of a

way to learn it!

Love,

Travis

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> No worries about the post it is a common factor in Kundalini

> experiences Travis.

>

> Yes you opened yourself to an exposure of entities. But I see this

> as only being partially so with you. These are merely my intuitions

> when I look at you Travis take them for what ever worth you may

> receive from them if any.

>

> Often when we have an abrupt opening into the spiritual areas via

> exotic chemicals we can attract to ourselves groups of entities that

> will feed off of our emanations and incorporate harvesting

> techniques that can cause certain expressions from the host(you) by

> specific stimulation.

>

> Like tics or any parasite these entities can attach to the body. For

> you though I see something of a different scenario mixed in with

> that. When we awaken certain qualities abruptly we will often be so

> galvanized by the experience that we will only work on those

> interesting qualities that were part of the initial experience. We

> can sometimes ignore the other aspects of the journey due to the

> idea of the travail or effort that may be required. The boring stuff.

>

> I see these situations with you in this way. Part of you is moving

> faster than other parts and so a feeling of an imbalance may be

> occurring. As this imbalance increases a real sensate separation of

> energetic and sensation can result. A feeling of one part of the

> body being sluggish as opposed to another being vivid and in

> the " now " . This can become almost as if a foreign " entity " is upon

> you when in fact it is a part of yourself that needs more work.

>

> Cleaning your aura? Would you explain this a bit more for me? Are

> you yawning alot and pulling invisible cobwebs out of your head? You

> know what I mean. - lol.

>

> Not only was your first experience a magnet for entity involvement

> but so were some recent involvements with certain schools that

> actively deal in entities a factor so there may very well be some of

> that going on as well. Much of the time from a Kundalini vantage

> point with entities I find that they are there as a test for the

> individual. A way of allowing the person to have a real and often

> severe focus on what is occurring. Not always is this the case but

> it does occur.

>

> I feel that for you Travis there are areas that have stuck energy in

> your body. The flow is sluggish and the miasma of a city contributes

> to that. Even though, this is where you are and what you are to work

> with. So no worries about being in Chicago its same in any big city.

>

> Please initiate an activity of forcing yourself to feel the opposite

> of your negative feelings. Not so much in a way of not honoring your

> shadow but more in a way of dislodging a foreign feeder. If you feel

> that a discarnate is attaching itself to you and that your attitudes

> and actions are being artificially influenced by an entity,

> force yourself to do the opposite of what you are being " herded "

> into doing.If you are being guided to feel sad then actively find a

> reason to be happy or loving or joyful etc. Make it a point.

>

> Also look at what is happening around you. What are your goals and

> how is your availability to accomplishing those goals? Look for

> your " Jue de vivre " and ask yourself some point blank questions

> about how you are pursuing your happiness. What are you doing to

> bring joy into your life? Are you in more of a survival mode most of

> the time rather than happiness? Are you emotionally fulfilled by

> just being who you are? Look at your levels of self communication

> and honestly ask your self these questions. See what happens to the

> energy when you do.

>

> If you are being bitten or stung or are having visuals of actual

> discarnates that is a different matter. But for now have a journey

> of introspection and see what occurs as you do so. - blessings

> Travis and this is only my take on your situation. - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

You will never return to the " Old You " Travis but you can have all of

the attributes minus the ignorant ones of the " Old You " . Another thing

is that you didnt make any mistakes in bringing yourself to this

juncture.

 

If you were not read you wouldnt have even gone to Hawaii. You are

where you need to be my friend. Your majesty may elude you but it is

apparent to those around you.

 

Everything is a meditation that propels you forward. You have the

ability to press onward and into great accomplishments and changes for

yourself. So unleash yourself on your life! - lol! - chrism