Guest guest Posted October 21, 2008 Report Share Posted October 21, 2008 Hi - everyone's circumstances and therefore awakening path is understandably different - it is unfortunate that there have been negatives in your experience. Maybe those negatives have indeed been part of the development process. I have found the opposite - my conscious introduction to the kundalini followed major disruption in my life accompanied by a great deal of anger and subsequent 'soul searching'. The definition and understanding within my life that has resulted from following this path, previously by chance and now consciously, has introduced an ongoing and very positive 'distillation' process into my being (and I'm still in a very 'crude' state so there is a loooonng way yet to go! lol). Are the negatives you are experiencing because of the kundalini or rather due to 'blockages' that you are fighting internally with? Are you holding on to old 'hurts' that introduce a negative expectation into your life? (negative thoughts beget further negativity). The most definitive turning point for me was getting to grips with real forgiveness - for others and myself. That allowed me to see unconditional love in a new light and in a manner that I had in no way appreciated as I now do. Forgiveness, unconditional love and managing the ego are critical life keys. That, in turn, allowed me to discard much of the negative baggage I was carrying. Released from that load and coupled with a kundalini-based approach, the positives on the spiritual / personal development front are literally tumbling in. Sounds peachy and like I'm in 'seventh heaven'. In some respects I am. I am not familiar with the negatives you are encountering and I do not presume to know them. By way of a comparison however and to possibly give perspective, on the location front I am living in a country where inflation is running at approximately 20% on a daily compounded basis (annual inflation stands at a meteoric 2,000,000,000% - yes 2 trillion percent!!!). Food is difficult to find - a large portion of the population is starving. There are no drugs available - even in the hospitals - if you have a serious accident or ailment you die. Government corruption is rampant and they are actively working against the people instead of for the people which makes this a precarious place to be. The negatives go on and on but I am here of my own choice. Personally, despite the environment within which I live, I have never been more at peace with myself than I am now. My biggest frustration is that I want to develop faster - but that's part of my challenge (patience has never been a strength of mine - lol)! The future is unclear but I have a growing inner strength to handle that when it happens. Do you have those negatives that are plaguing you in perspective? Please excuse me if I am being presumptious - I mean only to put a different slant on things. blessings - Jonathan , " " . wrote: > > Thank you Jonathan for sharing these thoughts. And thank you chrism > for a good understandable answer--- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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