Typically Strange and Scary!

[Guest guest]

OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some

strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the

top of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one

with GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE

LOVE!!!

 

This is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words

will never approach it.

 

Then you may hear your name being called when nobody is in the room

except you. Or you may see the floating lights that nobody sees

except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not so easy to

experience these experiences.

 

Thus begins the break down of a persons basic reality. The laws of

science go flying out the window as the room is filled with the

sounds of a million crickets or bees that are humming every where

but there are no crickets to be seen and no bees to be found and yet

there is that humming and chirping! And lets not forget the flute

players! Hi guys!

 

The dreams are filled with snakes and spiders and people with

glowing blue eyes. " YIKES " Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and

somehow the smell of incense and roses has come into your home and

your not burning it! Yep the deep end has come and your swimming in

it!

 

And now fear has begun to creep nore expressivly into your thoughts.

 

" Am I nuts? Did I really see that dancing blue girl and did she

really change into a snake and go into my closet? I will NEVER go

into that closet to find out! "

 

Now the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental

stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere

else.

 

A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your mind.

 

Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the adrenals

pump out the epinephrin. Fighting and fleeing only works when it

isnt internal to the body.

 

" Who said that? "

" What? "

" Oh... that was me. Oh Sh & t! "

" I am still me...I am still me...I am still meee...

 

(insert theme from twilight zone here)

 

" OK OK THAT was me. But I know " their " listening to me! Whoever they

are! "

 

" I am nuts?! Ahhhh! Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont

really...feel nuts. I feel like the same old me. This cant be a hang

over as I havent seen Dr. Melissa for about six months. She of the

double margarita's.

 

But I MUST BE. But it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing

these...these...things! "

 

AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not know about Kundalini or

the awakening process. Sometimes years can go by and many stays at

the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms are merely put on

hold or become twisted into worse forms than before. Drugs can do

that with Kundalini.

 

For those of you searching for this expression these scenarios may

occur for you but the difference is the fear will not be so

complete. For you, we will be here and your journey will be

understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what is going on.

So no worries! -

[Guest guest]

Thanks for that most vivid account c, hee hee, I'm giggling now and also quite looking forward to seeing the blue girl snake changing routine, I think I would look in the cupboard though, I'm nosey like that!!!HUGSe x x x

[Guest guest]

Thanks and Group Members:I questioning my sanity in desiring k to rise after I read the downloads on the site like the life of G. Krishna and El Collie's "Branded by Spirit." At times I say to bring it on but apprehension griped me by Krishna's tale of having his wife feed him and the other stuff. I came to the site to be branded but now I say to make it a cooler iron. I always wanted to be different and change. I did not want to be like the nasty old men that I see about me. They,of coarse, have good qualities but I want to change as I always have throughout life. I thought that I had the roughest life possible and that any illusion k throws at me I can work through. I also know that even in my tough guy ego identifies I realize that it is easy to bring me to my knees. I really want this change but at times I I'm like an addict, I want it now

or yesterday and don't want to work for it. Your mail brought me back to the support and safety of the group. I guess that I'm going through site with drawl since I will be going to Poland and won't be back til Sat. Since I found this site I have considered the members my family and have learned from them and prayed for them. Thanks to All with Love,Jake--- On Wed, 10/22/08, chrism <> wrote: <>OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some

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[Guest guest]

Thank you Jake:

 

Good travels and know that whether you are near or far you are still

part of the " family " There is a saying that " life begins after

(insert the year) " and I find this to be true - no matter what one's

age one can learn and enjoy and be filled with wonder. Kundalini is

definitely a " wonder. "

 

Yes why would anyone want this??? I know for me it is the idea that

my searching is finally over- searching for the something that was

missing- at least I now know what I was looking for and the knowing is

the first step-

 

Be safe and enjoy ---

 

[Guest guest]

This is one of the messages that arrived late.

 

Hello!

 

Yes those voices coming from the inside can seem to be coming from the outside for why should one who is new to the manifesting K energies believe otherwise. I'm sure many of you remember the doorbell ringing in the middle of the night startling you. Why I should have known that it was simply related to the Kundalini activation that happened the year before? That was a beautiful and loving experience. Pure love from the Divine. The fantastic and colorful synchronicities? Well that was spiritual...I had an epiphany I thought.

 

But the physical stuff...a caress on the butt?...just a chakra but I didn't know that I didn't have to start freaking out. Feelings of having to talk as in on the job, but wanting to scream at the same time...or trying to walk and not run at the same time.

 

Nearing the end of the not knowing that it was not such a bad thing. Starvation, job loss, home loss, relationship loss, isolation, 3rd forced hospitalization. A voice that was insulting profanities to me. And non-stop synchroncities.

How could the fly be talking to me, was it a high tech pursuit...? a fly with a transistor plastic

fluid maybe:? These doubts were never before shared with anyone most especially to the PET team that my family sent for various times.

 

Another story I never shared...I heard a loud tropical storm with swamp sounds and insect and hissing snake sounds around the lovely home that I used to pay the mortgage on. It was empty except for me in it. My children had gone to live with their father. Okay. The electrical thuds and snaps in the walls followed me to Minnesota and they got a lot stronger. Hitting my hands repeatedly with my shoe to stop the kriyas didn't work. How could I tell this wasn't bad stuff.

 

(Sigh) 6 yrs later. Wow to have finally found a Kundalini web-site that actually responded. Thank you for being here Chrism, Dr Melissa, Sarita, Elektra, Peter, and everyone who blessed me with a with either a response or through silent Presence.

 

Anna

 

 

 

 

 

 

From: Date: Wed, 22 Oct 2008 07:03:36 +0000 Typically Strange and Scary!

 

 

 

OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the top of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one with GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!This is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words will never approach it. Then you may hear your name being called when nobody is in the room except you. Or you may see the floating lights that nobody sees except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not so easy to experience these experiences.Thus begins the break down of a persons basic reality. The laws of science go flying out the window as the room is filled with the sounds of a million crickets or bees that are humming every where but there are no crickets to be seen and no bees to be found and yet there is that humming and chirping! And lets not forget the flute players! Hi guys!The dreams are filled with snakes and spiders and people with glowing blue eyes. "YIKES" Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and somehow the smell of incense and roses has come into your home and your not burning it! Yep the deep end has come and your swimming in it!And now fear has begun to creep nore expressivly into your thoughts. "Am I nuts? Did I really see that dancing blue girl and did she really change into a snake and go into my closet? I will NEVER go into that closet to find out!" Now the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere else.A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your mind.Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the adrenals pump out the epinephrin. Fighting and fleeing only works when it isnt internal to the body. "Who said that?""What?Oh... that was me. Oh Sh & t!I am still me...I am still me...I am still meee...(insert theme from twilight zone here) "OK OK THAT was me. But I know "their" listening to me! Whoever they are!""I am nuts?! Ahhhh! Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont really...feel nuts. I feel like the same old me. This cant be a hang over as I havent seen Dr. Melissa for about six months. She of the double margarita's.But I MUST BE. But it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing these...these...things!"AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not know about Kundalini or the awakening process. Sometimes years can go by and many stays at the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms are merely put on hold or become twisted into worse forms than before. Drugs can do that with Kundalini.For those of you searching for this expression these scenarios may occur for you but the difference is the fear will not be so complete. For you, we will be here and your journey will be understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what is going on. So no worries! - Stay organized with simple drag and drop from Windows Live Hotmail. Try it

[Guest guest]

Well good. I'm glad to hear that things are coming together for you

Anna. Blessings for you and all.

 

Peter

 

 

 

, anavarette

<zinniaprint wrote:

>

>

> This is one of the messages that arrived late.

>

> Hello!

>

> Yes those voices coming from the inside can seem to be coming from

the outside for why should one who is new to the manifesting K

energies believe otherwise. I'm sure many of you remember the doorbell

ringing in the middle of the night startling you. Why I should have

known that it was simply related to the Kundalini activation that

happened the year before? That was a beautiful and loving experience.

Pure love from the Divine. The fantastic and colorful

synchronicities? Well that was spiritual...I had an epiphany I thought.

>

> But the physical stuff...a caress on the butt?...just a chakra but I

didn't know that I didn't have to start freaking out. Feelings of

having to talk as in on the job, but wanting to scream at the same

time...or trying to walk and not run at the same time.

>

> Nearing the end of the not knowing that it was not such a bad

thing. Starvation, job loss, home loss, relationship loss, isolation,

3rd forced hospitalization. A voice that was insulting profanities to

me. And non-stop synchroncities.

> How could the fly be talking to me, was it a high tech pursuit...?

a fly with a transistor plastic

> fluid maybe:? These doubts were never before shared with anyone most

especially to the PET team that my family sent for various times.

>

> Another story I never shared...I heard a loud tropical storm with

swamp sounds and insect and hissing snake sounds around the lovely

home that I used to pay the mortgage on. It was empty except for me in

it. My children had gone to live with their father. Okay. The

electrical thuds and snaps in the walls followed me to Minnesota and

they got a lot stronger. Hitting my hands repeatedly with my shoe to

stop the kriyas didn't work. How could I tell this wasn't bad stuff.

>

> (Sigh) 6 yrs later. Wow to have finally found a Kundalini web-site

that actually responded. Thank you for being here Chrism, Dr Melissa,

Sarita, Elektra, Peter, and everyone who blessed me with a with either

a response or through silent Presence.

>

> Anna

>

: : Wed, 22 Oct

2008 07:03:36 +0000 Typically

Strange and Scary!

>

>

>

>

> OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some

strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the top

of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one with

GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!This

is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words will

never approach it. Then you may hear your name being called when

nobody is in the room except you. Or you may see the floating lights

that nobody sees except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not

so easy to experience these experiences.Thus begins the break down of

a persons basic reality. The laws of science go flying out the window

as the room is filled with the sounds of a million crickets or bees

that are humming every where but there are no crickets to be seen and

no bees to be found and yet there is that humming and chirping! And

lets not forget the flute players! Hi guys!The dreams are filled with

snakes and spiders and people with glowing blue eyes. " YIKES "

Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and somehow the smell of incense

and roses has come into your home and your not burning it! Yep the

deep end has come and your swimming in it!And now fear has begun to

creep nore expressivly into your thoughts. " Am I nuts? Did I really

see that dancing blue girl and did she really change into a snake and

go into my closet? I will NEVER go into that closet to find out! " Now

the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental

stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere

else.A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your

mind.Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the

adrenals pump out the epinephrin. Fighting and fleeing only works when

it isnt internal to the body. " Who said that? " " What? " " Oh... that was

me. Oh Sh & t! " " I am still me...I am still me...I am still

meee...(insert theme from twilight zone here) " OK OK THAT was me. But

I know " their " listening to me! Whoever they are! " " I am nuts?! Ahhhh!

Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont really...feel nuts. I feel like

the same old me. This cant be a hang over as I havent seen Dr. Melissa

for about six months. She of the double margarita's.But I MUST BE. But

it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing

these...these...things! " AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not

know about Kundalini or the awakening process. Sometimes years can go

by and many stays at the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms

are merely put on hold or become twisted into worse forms than before.

Drugs can do that with Kundalini.For those of you searching for this

expression these scenarios may occur for you but the difference is the

fear will not be so complete. For you, we will be here and your

journey will be understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what

is going on. So no worries! -

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