a good day...

[Guest guest]

wanted to share my night /day with all of you...

last night my right knee was hurting it felt like it was swollen and i

could barely walk on it nor bend it - it has an old injury that flares

up now and again - i was having trouble sleeping and did have to put

on leggings and a brace i wear- and i asked for healing from Shakti

which i have been doing whenever i get my aches/pains. i fell asleep

and when i woke up the pain was gone - i could move the leg- this a.m.

it hurt some but not as much - yes i know i can heal myself - i marvel

at this - i thought to myself i have my own healer right here - now

how great is that ??

 

then this a.m. i called and canceled a 3 day contract and accepted a 3

week contract job. this felt so good to finally feel some movement in

the right direction- i have been praying daily for this and for

guidance as to what i am to do - so now i know it is this job -

nothing big yet there will be a reason i am sure - am excited to see

what transpires ...

 

AND...

 

i picked out a book to read entitled " a walk to remember' by nicholas

sparks- just a feel good short story i thought- well i sat outside

with geno and finished it - what a perfect story for me at this time -

there are no accidents - it is all about : tolerance/forgiving and

gratitude and how one person can affect the lives of so many by being

always in the state of grace living these safeties.- i cried and cried

and did remember that chrism always says the tears are tears of joy

and today i really felt the joy not the sadness as i usually do - the

joy in knowing that the safeties can and do make a difference not only

for me but for those around me- and i thought of all the members on

this list- all those who have shared the K journey with me all those

who have opened their thoughts and feelings and offered guidance and

love to a stranger- how marvelous is this???

 

and...

 

as i walked down the path my heart literally hurt - it felt tight and

constricted - i am not sure why but i know it was k- the thought went

thru my mind that maybe this is a feeling of " love " then again - does

love " hurt " physically???

 

and

 

i went to get a tea and of course having geno with me i asked a couple

to watch him while i went inside - the lady was thrilled - the hubby

bought my tea- how marvelous is this ???

 

and earlier a girl walked by and of course stopped to watch geno and

we talked she was all excited about getting married this weekend - she

needed to share as many brides do and then she sent her fellow worker

over to meet geno - we stopped in the store to see them again -now

this store is way out of my league - 4oo$shoes 180 $ jeans -

80$necklaces - fun stuff but of absolutely no interest to me - yet

even with the differences of needs/wants/desires - we now have two new

friends to visit - how marvelous is this???

 

 

after the couple left i sat and closed my eyes looking in to the sun -

it is a winnie the pooh blustery day here yet the sun was warm on my

face the clouds were floating white balls of fluff and i was seeing

things in much clarity- brilliant colors - the trees are turning the

reds/yellows just a hint here and there- how marvelous is this???

 

i reflected on my early posts i had been reading this morning before

leaving the house- one year ago my words depicted an excitement that i

just could not contain - there was promise of adventure in the future-

there was a vibrancy in my spirit- i had some big dreams to work with

chrism and the kas program- a few of those dreams have materialized -

the dreams are still there the work stilll is on the horizon- there is

much to do - i have been in limbo trying to find work - the 3 week job

is only that a 3 week job yet it offers a new hope that there is some

movement and i will again be able to go forward enthusiasticly -

chrism reminds me to be patient...an addition to the safeties???

 

i know that who i am is not determined by a job yet in our society a

job is often necessary to live- at least for me at this time. there

are so many things i would like to do before my body leaves this earth

yet i know my time is limited- so i see possibilities and i dream

possibilities and ask that shakti show me what i need to do to follow

the path that she wishes for me - in my own small way i am

surrendering little by little - trying to step back and enjoy the many

offerings that present-

 

an interesting job although not one that i get makes me think about

possibilities - and i use my imagination to place myself in the job so

in some dimension i enjoy and experience the job - one dream that i

have had all my life was to live in a different place for 6 -12 months

and work a different job- although i have not fully enjoyed this dream

the last year i have lived in 3 different states so things are looking

up - i have many more places to live and experience- although it looks

at times as if i will not be going anywhere i hold to that dream of

travel and experiences-

 

and i hold to the dream of working with the KAS program in a more

dedicated capacity- my feelings are strong in the pull i feel on many

levels to do this - how it will present is evolving...

 

as my day comes to an end i want to send all of you and my dear dear

chrism heartfelt gratitude for all you have given me this past year:

teachings, information, your thoughts, your feelings, support,

encouragement, laughter, promises, sadness, tears, and the greatest

gift of all ...love...unconditional love... a rare and precious

gift...if i pass tonight i have known love...deep accepting

love...come as you are love...stay and be love...the friendship of

love...the laughter of love...the promise of love...endearing

love...more love than i ever imagined i could receive in one lifetime...

 

thank you -thank you -thank you for allowing me to share this good

day...i send you all my love...my heart does not hurt now...

 

 

[Guest guest]

Yes! I knew things were just about to turn the corner

for you . I thought of you a lot last night and

today and even felt the space I was making in my heart

was as much for you as well. It's so nice to hear of

your progress and be able to rejoice along with you!

Love,

Travis

--- . wrote:

 

> wanted to share my night /day with all of you...

> last night my right knee was hurting it felt like it

> was swollen and i

> could barely walk on it nor bend it - it has an old

> injury that flares

> up now and again - i was having trouble sleeping and

> did have to put

> on leggings and a brace i wear- and i asked for

> healing from Shakti

> which i have been doing whenever i get my

> aches/pains. i fell asleep

> and when i woke up the pain was gone - i could move

> the leg- this a.m.

> it hurt some but not as much - yes i know i can heal

> myself - i marvel

> at this - i thought to myself i have my own healer

> right here - now

> how great is that ??

>

> then this a.m. i called and canceled a 3 day

> contract and accepted a 3

> week contract job. this felt so good to finally

> feel some movement in

> the right direction- i have been praying daily for

> this and for

> guidance as to what i am to do - so now i know it is

> this job -

> nothing big yet there will be a reason i am sure -

> am excited to see

> what transpires ...

>

> AND...

>

> i picked out a book to read entitled " a walk to

> remember' by nicholas

> sparks- just a feel good short story i thought- well

> i sat outside

> with geno and finished it - what a perfect story for

> me at this time -

> there are no accidents - it is all about :

> tolerance/forgiving and

> gratitude and how one person can affect the lives of

> so many by being

> always in the state of grace living these safeties.-

> i cried and cried

> and did remember that chrism always says the tears

> are tears of joy

> and today i really felt the joy not the sadness as i

> usually do - the

> joy in knowing that the safeties can and do make a

> difference not only

> for me but for those around me- and i thought of

> all the members on

> this list- all those who have shared the K journey

> with me all those

> who have opened their thoughts and feelings and

> offered guidance and

> love to a stranger- how marvelous is this???

>

> and...

>

> as i walked down the path my heart literally hurt -

> it felt tight and

> constricted - i am not sure why but i know it was k-

> the thought went

> thru my mind that maybe this is a feeling of " love "

> then again - does

> love " hurt " physically???

>

> and

>

> i went to get a tea and of course having geno with

> me i asked a couple

> to watch him while i went inside - the lady was

> thrilled - the hubby

> bought my tea- how marvelous is this ???

>

> and earlier a girl walked by and of course stopped

> to watch geno and

> we talked she was all excited about getting married

> this weekend - she

> needed to share as many brides do and then she sent

> her fellow worker

> over to meet geno - we stopped in the store to see

> them again -now

> this store is way out of my league - 4oo$shoes 180 $

> jeans -

> 80$necklaces - fun stuff but of absolutely no

> interest to me - yet

> even with the differences of needs/wants/desires -

> we now have two new

> friends to visit - how marvelous is this???

>

>

> after the couple left i sat and closed my eyes

> looking in to the sun -

> it is a winnie the pooh blustery day here yet the

> sun was warm on my

> face the clouds were floating white balls of fluff

> and i was seeing

> things in much clarity- brilliant colors - the trees

> are turning the

> reds/yellows just a hint here and there- how

> marvelous is this???

>

> i reflected on my early posts i had been reading

> this morning before

> leaving the house- one year ago my words depicted an

> excitement that i

> just could not contain - there was promise of

> adventure in the future-

> there was a vibrancy in my spirit- i had some big

> dreams to work with

> chrism and the kas program- a few of those dreams

> have materialized -

> the dreams are still there the work stilll is on the

> horizon- there is

> much to do - i have been in limbo trying to find

> work - the 3 week job

> is only that a 3 week job yet it offers a new hope

> that there is some

> movement and i will again be able to go forward

> enthusiasticly -

> chrism reminds me to be patient...an addition to the

> safeties???

>

> i know that who i am is not determined by a job yet

> in our society a

> job is often necessary to live- at least for me at

> this time. there

> are so many things i would like to do before my body

> leaves this earth

> yet i know my time is limited- so i see

> possibilities and i dream

> possibilities and ask that shakti show me what i

> need to do to follow

> the path that she wishes for me - in my own small

> way i am

> surrendering little by little - trying to step back

> and enjoy the many

> offerings that present-

>

> an interesting job although not one that i get makes

> me think about

> possibilities - and i use my imagination to place

> myself in the job so

> in some dimension i enjoy and experience the job -

> one dream that i

> have had all my life was to live in a different

> place for 6 -12 months

> and work a different job- although i have not fully

> enjoyed this dream

> the last year i have lived in 3 different states so

> things are looking

> up - i have many more places to live and experience-

> although it looks

> at times as if i will not be going anywhere i hold

> to that dream of

> travel and experiences-

>

> and i hold to the dream of working with the KAS

> program in a more

> dedicated capacity- my feelings are strong in the

> pull i feel on many

> levels to do this - how it will present is

> evolving...

>

> as my day comes to an end i want to send all of you

> and my dear dear

> chrism heartfelt gratitude for all you have given me

> this past year:

> teachings, information, your thoughts, your

> feelings, support,

> encouragement, laughter, promises, sadness, tears,

> and the greatest

> gift of all ...love...unconditional love... a rare

> and precious

> gift...if i pass tonight i have known love...deep

> accepting

> love...come as you are love...stay and be love...the

> friendship of

> love...the laughter of love...the promise of

> love...endearing

> love...more love than i ever imagined i could

> receive in one lifetime...

>

> thank you -thank you -thank you for allowing me to

> share this good

> day...i send you all my love...my heart does not

> hurt now...

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

You were on my mind a lot yesterday too. I am glad to read of your

progress as well and am rejoicing too. It put a big smile on my face

and in my heart. Your dreams will surely continuing manifesting. I am

so very glad for you.

 

Love you,

Linda

 

, travis murphy

<travisnelsonmurphy wrote:

>

> Yes! I knew things were just about to turn the corner

> for you . I thought of you a lot last night and

> today and even felt the space I was making in my heart

> was as much for you as well. It's so nice to hear of

> your progress and be able to rejoice along with you!

> Love,

> Travis

> --- . wrote:

>

> > wanted to share my night /day with all of you...

>

[Guest guest]

,

goodness, you brought tears to my eyes. remember this day. i can't remember the exact date the "hole" in my heart was filled, but it has to be on same plane as the phenomenal day the heart does not hurt anymore.

 

i have been reading more healing and love, and less gloom and doom, and remember, children, the secret:

 

we really do manifest what we think...............

 

be careful......think of what is good, truthful, pure, and loving. i realize my posts lately have been of a more serious nature than my usual self; but i feel i am responding, and out of love for you all.........i want to be with all of you in heaven.....

 

what a crew (motley)

 

love, light, and prosperity this new moon night............

 

julie

 

 

 

 

 

thank you -thank you -thank you for allowing me to share this goodday...i send you all my love...my heart does not hurt now...

[Guest guest]

So glad to read of your day ! Your words brought tears to my eyes.

Hugs,

Sarita

, "" . wrote:>> wanted to share my night /day with all of you...> last night my right knee was hurting it felt like it was swollen and i> could barely walk on it nor bend it - it has an old injury that flares> up now and again - i was having trouble sleeping and did have to put> on leggings and a brace i wear- and i asked for healing from Shakti> which i have been doing whenever i get my aches/pains. i fell asleep> and when i woke up the pain was gone - i could move the leg- this a.m.> it hurt some but not as much - yes i know i can heal myself - i marvel> at this - i thought to myself i have my own healer right here - now> how great is that ??> > then this a.m. i called and canceled a 3 day contract and accepted a 3> week contract job. this felt so good to finally feel some movement in> the right direction- i have been praying daily for this and for> guidance as to what i am to do - so now i know it is this job -> nothing big yet there will be a reason i am sure - am excited to see> what transpires ...> > AND...> > i picked out a book to read entitled "a walk to remember' by nicholas> sparks- just a feel good short story i thought- well i sat outside> with geno and finished it - what a perfect story for me at this time -> there are no accidents - it is all about : tolerance/forgiving and> gratitude and how one person can affect the lives of so many by being> always in the state of grace living these safeties.- i cried and cried> and did remember that chrism always says the tears are tears of joy> and today i really felt the joy not the sadness as i usually do - the> joy in knowing that the safeties can and do make a difference not only> for me but for those around me- and i thought of all the members on> this list- all those who have shared the K journey with me all those> who have opened their thoughts and feelings and offered guidance and> love to a stranger- how marvelous is this???> > and...> > as i walked down the path my heart literally hurt - it felt tight and> constricted - i am not sure why but i know it was k- the thought went> thru my mind that maybe this is a feeling of "love" then again - does> love "hurt" physically???> > and > > i went to get a tea and of course having geno with me i asked a couple> to watch him while i went inside - the lady was thrilled - the hubby> bought my tea- how marvelous is this ???> > and earlier a girl walked by and of course stopped to watch geno and> we talked she was all excited about getting married this weekend - she> needed to share as many brides do and then she sent her fellow worker> over to meet geno - we stopped in the store to see them again -now> this store is way out of my league - 4oo$shoes 180 $ jeans -> 80$necklaces - fun stuff but of absolutely no interest to me - yet> even with the differences of needs/wants/desires - we now have two new> friends to visit - how marvelous is this???> > > after the couple left i sat and closed my eyes looking in to the sun -> it is a winnie the pooh blustery day here yet the sun was warm on my> face the clouds were floating white balls of fluff and i was seeing> things in much clarity- brilliant colors - the trees are turning the> reds/yellows just a hint here and there- how marvelous is this???> > i reflected on my early posts i had been reading this morning before> leaving the house- one year ago my words depicted an excitement that i> just could not contain - there was promise of adventure in the future-> there was a vibrancy in my spirit- i had some big dreams to work with> chrism and the kas program- a few of those dreams have materialized -> the dreams are still there the work stilll is on the horizon- there is> much to do - i have been in limbo trying to find work - the 3 week job> is only that a 3 week job yet it offers a new hope that there is some> movement and i will again be able to go forward enthusiasticly -> chrism reminds me to be patient...an addition to the safeties???> > i know that who i am is not determined by a job yet in our society a> job is often necessary to live- at least for me at this time. there> are so many things i would like to do before my body leaves this earth> yet i know my time is limited- so i see possibilities and i dream> possibilities and ask that shakti show me what i need to do to follow> the path that she wishes for me - in my own small way i am> surrendering little by little - trying to step back and enjoy the many> offerings that present-> > an interesting job although not one that i get makes me think about> possibilities - and i use my imagination to place myself in the job so> in some dimension i enjoy and experience the job - one dream that i> have had all my life was to live in a different place for 6 -12 months> and work a different job- although i have not fully enjoyed this dream> the last year i have lived in 3 different states so things are looking> up - i have many more places to live and experience- although it looks> at times as if i will not be going anywhere i hold to that dream of> travel and experiences- > > and i hold to the dream of working with the KAS program in a more> dedicated capacity- my feelings are strong in the pull i feel on many> levels to do this - how it will present is evolving...> > as my day comes to an end i want to send all of you and my dear dear> chrism heartfelt gratitude for all you have given me this past year:> teachings, information, your thoughts, your feelings, support,> encouragement, laughter, promises, sadness, tears, and the greatest> gift of all ...love...unconditional love... a rare and precious> gift...if i pass tonight i have known love...deep accepting> love...come as you are love...stay and be love...the friendship of> love...the laughter of love...the promise of love...endearing> love...more love than i ever imagined i could receive in one lifetime...> > thank you -thank you -thank you for allowing me to share this good> day...i send you all my love...my heart does not hurt now...> > >

[Guest guest]

So happy to read of your day,! I don't know how i missed your

post yesterday.

 

love,nicole

 

, " "

. wrote:

>

> wanted to share my night /day with all of you...

> last night my right knee was hurting it felt like it was swollen

and i

> could barely walk on it nor bend it - it has an old injury that

flares

> up now and again - i was having trouble sleeping and did have to put

> on leggings and a brace i wear- and i asked for healing from Shakti

> which i have been doing whenever i get my aches/pains. i fell

asleep

> and when i woke up the pain was gone - i could move the leg- this

a.m.

> it hurt some but not as much - yes i know i can heal myself - i

marvel

> at this - i thought to myself i have my own healer right here - now

> how great is that ??

>

> then this a.m. i called and canceled a 3 day contract and accepted

a 3

> week contract job. this felt so good to finally feel some movement

in

> the right direction- i have been praying daily for this and for

> guidance as to what i am to do - so now i know it is this job -

> nothing big yet there will be a reason i am sure - am excited to see

> what transpires ...

>

> AND...

>

> i picked out a book to read entitled " a walk to remember' by

nicholas

> sparks- just a feel good short story i thought- well i sat outside

> with geno and finished it - what a perfect story for me at this

time -

> there are no accidents - it is all about : tolerance/forgiving and

> gratitude and how one person can affect the lives of so many by

being

> always in the state of grace living these safeties.- i cried and

cried

> and did remember that chrism always says the tears are tears of joy

> and today i really felt the joy not the sadness as i usually do -

the

> joy in knowing that the safeties can and do make a difference not

only

> for me but for those around me- and i thought of all the members on

> this list- all those who have shared the K journey with me all those

> who have opened their thoughts and feelings and offered guidance and

> love to a stranger- how marvelous is this???

>

> and...

>

> as i walked down the path my heart literally hurt - it felt tight

and

> constricted - i am not sure why but i know it was k- the thought

went

> thru my mind that maybe this is a feeling of " love " then again -

does

> love " hurt " physically???

>

> and

>

> i went to get a tea and of course having geno with me i asked a

couple

> to watch him while i went inside - the lady was thrilled - the hubby

> bought my tea- how marvelous is this ???

>

> and earlier a girl walked by and of course stopped to watch geno and

> we talked she was all excited about getting married this weekend -

she

> needed to share as many brides do and then she sent her fellow

worker

> over to meet geno - we stopped in the store to see them again -now

> this store is way out of my league - 4oo$shoes 180 $ jeans -

> 80$necklaces - fun stuff but of absolutely no interest to me - yet

> even with the differences of needs/wants/desires - we now have two

new

> friends to visit - how marvelous is this???

>

>

> after the couple left i sat and closed my eyes looking in to the

sun -

> it is a winnie the pooh blustery day here yet the sun was warm on my

> face the clouds were floating white balls of fluff and i was seeing

> things in much clarity- brilliant colors - the trees are turning the

> reds/yellows just a hint here and there- how marvelous is this???

>

> i reflected on my early posts i had been reading this morning before

> leaving the house- one year ago my words depicted an excitement

that i

> just could not contain - there was promise of adventure in the

future-

> there was a vibrancy in my spirit- i had some big dreams to work

with

> chrism and the kas program- a few of those dreams have

materialized -

> the dreams are still there the work stilll is on the horizon- there

is

> much to do - i have been in limbo trying to find work - the 3 week

job

> is only that a 3 week job yet it offers a new hope that there is

some

> movement and i will again be able to go forward enthusiasticly -

> chrism reminds me to be patient...an addition to the safeties???

>

> i know that who i am is not determined by a job yet in our society a

> job is often necessary to live- at least for me at this time. there

> are so many things i would like to do before my body leaves this

earth

> yet i know my time is limited- so i see possibilities and i dream

> possibilities and ask that shakti show me what i need to do to

follow

> the path that she wishes for me - in my own small way i am

> surrendering little by little - trying to step back and enjoy the

many

> offerings that present-

>

> an interesting job although not one that i get makes me think about

> possibilities - and i use my imagination to place myself in the job

so

> in some dimension i enjoy and experience the job - one dream that i

> have had all my life was to live in a different place for 6 -12

months

> and work a different job- although i have not fully enjoyed this

dream

> the last year i have lived in 3 different states so things are

looking

> up - i have many more places to live and experience- although it

looks

> at times as if i will not be going anywhere i hold to that dream of

> travel and experiences-

>

> and i hold to the dream of working with the KAS program in a more

> dedicated capacity- my feelings are strong in the pull i feel on

many

> levels to do this - how it will present is evolving...

>

> as my day comes to an end i want to send all of you and my dear dear

> chrism heartfelt gratitude for all you have given me this past year:

> teachings, information, your thoughts, your feelings, support,

> encouragement, laughter, promises, sadness, tears, and the greatest

> gift of all ...love...unconditional love... a rare and precious

> gift...if i pass tonight i have known love...deep accepting

> love...come as you are love...stay and be love...the friendship of

> love...the laughter of love...the promise of love...endearing

> love...more love than i ever imagined i could receive in one

lifetime...

>

> thank you -thank you -thank you for allowing me to share this good

> day...i send you all my love...my heart does not hurt now...

>

>

>