Guest guest Posted November 8, 2008 Report Share Posted November 8, 2008 Could the ego be the sacred male and awareness be the sacred female? The ego: the forefront, the thinker, the doer, the wanting to make things different from what they are, the seed. Then the awareness: that which is aware of all this, the background, accepts things as they are, fully present, silent witness, holds all of creation, the womb. Could it be that the ego without awareness is an immature version of the sacred male that doesn't grow to maturity until a certain degree of awareness of the present moment has been reached? Hence why everything is so out of balance in this world, the ego (sacred male) is dominating over awareness (sacred female). Anybody please feel free to tell me what you feel about this, I'm looking for truth, not me just coming up with a hypothesis and trying to back it up (if that makes sense). Chirsm, could this be the healing I need for both aspects of myself? I've noticed that it's sometimes really hard to be present. I've noticed the past few days my stomach has a lot of anxiety in it, the guy with the gun in my dream (fear). There's something inside of me that is getting more and more scared of the present moment, awareness (girl with the infection in my dream). My ego is getting more and more scared of the present moment and once I'm finally able to break through I really break through, like it's painful at first like trying to move through a solid wall, but something eventually gives in and surrenders, then I have great bliss. Could this be it, is this the healing that needs to take place? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 8, 2008 Report Share Posted November 8, 2008 In this physical expression polarity exists in all things and conditions that equate and express perpetually through all of physical existence. Attributes of the sacred male and female do not necessarily align with conditions of fear or disharmony, shadow selves or of the ego expressions. They are not of the unrefined forces of that which is " in " the crucible of refinement. Yet because they are " part of us " and they are present in all aspects of us as we go through the refinement process I would suggest they are more of a desired " pattern that is followed " by the refining process. They are the ideal. They are the goal. Your issues are far more indicative to me of Kundalini bringing its symptoms and agenda to bear in your dream life which is one of its most favorite places to give you the teachings it feels is most appropriate for you at this time. Remember the infusion of hormones from hyper expressing adrenal glands. These can reach into the dream life and color and convey certain messages that are there for you to learn from. Often those of fear. They are indicators of certain fear markers that you are clinging to. That the ego conscious self is clinging to. These fear markers may not follow a linear " they are as they appear " format of suggestion giving you an opportunity to discern how many markers are being given and where you can begin to lighten your load from these fears. Remember the Kundalini works often in " a compression of issues " forming or supporting a specific underlying theme. So I will suggest it is not just one thing that is going into resistance but rather a suite of issues that are coming to bear around a center of ego surrender fears that finally burst as you continue to work through them. I feel that for you this is a way and an application that will present for you for a time as you begin to make the conscious intentional movements towards the ego coming into a balance inside some of the more gross changes that the early Kundalini will bring. The Kundalini is a vertical force of expressive balance and so as it has expression on one body all of the other bodies of expression will resonate to that one set of compressed issues. That's what can make it so hard to " figure out " as it is so very dynamic through out the entire range of human expression simultaneously. So do what you are doing for the moment and do not attach certain meanings or create scenarios of application from the Kundalini but rather work with what is being brought up for you to work with. You are doing well from where I am seeing you! So You GO guy! Keep up the good work and believe me as you continue your frequency of acclimation will increase more and more. And the resistance will fall away. – blessings to you! - chrism , " kundaflame " <kundaflame wrote: > > Could the ego be the sacred male and awareness be the sacred female? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 13, 2008 Report Share Posted November 13, 2008 ....if male changes it's the female, if female changes it's the male. like water and fire...they are the same in essence, different in vision. during the happening (process of life) everything changes by a natural force. what we, as the owners of an invited consciousness, do is to seperate them as if they are diffenet in essence.what harms us is the consciousness and the passion of property or the state of belonging to something safe. To have all those, the main problem seems to be the estimation. We want things that can be known, named and defined. Reverse is not safe, so fearfull. Do we want to depart from our property? Our main property is our body, it's our definition. Departing from this body is fearfull. Therefore the main fear is the fear and the possibility of death. However death itself can be an invented phenomenon, as well. If you believe that you really die and disappear so here comes the fear.(nt about the regenerate) And fear, the feel of unknown, the big space. This space is the one. It's what it is. So we want to name things, define things... It's mass under the One. The mass of the One. Defining things after a judgment is to be the first-fatal- sin. Know we see an Adam and an Eve. The One, the logos, anima mundi, the Dragon of Marduk has lost ist's unity in our Psyche soul- breath-...Kundalini awakes this unity, without borders of definitions...Beyond words...let the god, the one, the fire wake in you with Love Taadeemkundaflame <kundaflame Sent: Sunday, November 9, 2008 3:23:05 AM sacred male and sacred female Could the ego be the sacred male and awareness be the sacred female? The ego: the forefront, the thinker, the doer, the wanting to make things different from what they are, the seed. Then the awareness: that which is aware of all this, the background, accepts things as they are, fully present, silent witness, holds all of creation, the womb. Could it be that the ego without awareness is an immature version of the sacred male that doesn't grow to maturity until a certain degree of awareness of the present moment has been reached? Hence why everything is so out of balance in this world, the ego (sacred male) is dominating over awareness (sacred female). Anybody please feel free to tell me what you feel about this, I'm looking for truth, not me just coming up with a hypothesis and trying to back it up (if that makes sense). Chirsm, could this be the healing I need for both aspects of myself? I've noticed that it's sometimes really hard to be present. I've noticed the past few days my stomach has a lot of anxiety in it, the guy with the gun in my dream (fear). There's something inside of me that is getting more and more scared of the present moment, awareness (girl with the infection in my dream). My ego is getting more and more scared of the present moment and once I'm finally able to break through I really break through, like it's painful at first like trying to move through a solid wall, but something eventually gives in and surrenders, then I have great bliss. Could this be it, is this the healing that needs to take place? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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