Double Realities and the Entity Process 2

[Guest guest]

A private e-mail to me from a group member on the path - Reprinted

with permission. Edited for personal content.

 

Hello Chrism,

Hi its ***, your quiet friend from Illinois. I should have written

this to you by now....but was hoping I would be writing when I was

able to release these things on my own. Just needed some time to

work this out for myself. To come into a better balance with it all.

 

I did ask around for some other advice as to what to do in this

situation. Had many different answers. One group, Reiki Tummo (no

did not receive any energy there just inquiring) said to stay in the

heart! I have worked on this and must admit that I it certainly

helps my awareness of them not as " painful " and it certainly " moves "

my kundalini. So this has helped.

 

Although the woman I spoke with has been practicing this and teaches

this for over 10 years and says she still has entities attached but

she doesnt focus on them. She said most people do, but some are more

sensitive and can " feel " them more than others. Well whether that is

true or not it doesnt matter. I am trying to move ahead with the

kundalini and keeping in balance so I don't " feel " them so much. In

the end I think it will be this k energy anyway that will heal me.

But my mind is in a much better place. Am not afraid anymore.

Figured I'm still here.....(:

 

Have had many wonderful experiences also. One night Huge Huge

spiders like the size of sm/med dogs were crawling all over me as an

Asian Woman was laughing in one ear. Oh I should mention in the

other ear first I hear that mans voice say to me....let them do

whatever they want......(have heard his voice before....but under

the circumstances I am not able to " Know " yet if I am being

influenced from a neg entity or from a guide/higherself....so I've

kinda tried to keep the " hearing " channel closed as much shall we

say as I can)

 

Well again I thought this could be more Negative Entities so

although I had fear its interesting that I didnt " run " ....but

grabbed the long leg which was as real to me as the furniture in the

room.

 

The asian womans voice started laughing and they started to go away

and I looked at the clock and realized it was Shakti time and not

neg entities and immediately I closed my eyes and said

surrender ..... saw loving blue eyes.....and felt what a moment

before felt like sharp little pains of the spiders pinching into

me.... became now pinpricks that filled my entire body with.....

I don't know how to describe this.....like a liquid gold/ felt k

energy moving....felt bliss.....and in my head saw " flash " of Light

so brillant. It was very beautiful.....im sure it would have been

perhaps longer ect had I surrendered earlier.

 

So now I'm just surrendering to whatever I don't care

anymore.....although still kinda trying to keep the " hearing " closed

cuz I've heard stuff and until I have released these things do not

want to deal with that channel. (: am laughing here

 

So this summer spent much time walking Lake Michigan, spent much

time in the forest, tried to stay in my heart, worked on service for

others helping others, got a lot of sun (yes I understand now what

you mean by that.....the prana in the sunlight is so strong) working

on the safties ect, my facing things I've needed to, fear, doing

the " inner Smile " , you know smiling down at all my organs and

sending love throughout my body, sending love out to others, ect.

 

So I wish I could say that they are gone.....but not yet and I'm

okay....I don't believe its forever and if it is I am not afraid

anymore. I don't want this to keep me from my spiritual journey

though.... What I mean is that for example if I ever blow into my

chakras (which I can do from time to time, but never more than 9

times each. Here is a funny story. Once I was just fed up with the

whole situation and decided to blow in my chakras like 21

times.....for me this heightens my sense of awareness, touch, so of

course I " feel " them stronger.

 

I was going to do this because I wanted to " face " them as strongly

as I could. As I began this blowing, with this intention, the

strangest thing. So I'm blowing over my 9 times and birds

are " swooping " at me and making loud noises and one after the other

kept flying at me to distract me.....I felt they were saying " not "

to.....but I didnt care and laughed at them and went on.....well

lets say that night and the next day.....I could " feel " them much

more like before and still " couldnt " seem to release them. So it

wasnt all that pleasant. Not horrible.....because I know I will be

okay.....but not pleasant! (:

 

 

I don't mean to talk about this situation that much. They are not on

my mind so much.....but want to just kinda let you know whats been

going on and keeping my balance. However I do believe the stronger

the kundalini, I will have more energy to release them. I am able if

I wake up in the middle of the night when they are very active

to " push " them all down (well except one) to my lower legs/feet

area. It does not hurt so much there. So I feel I am

getting " stronger " .....its taking some time. (hopefully not 10

yrs..ha) And have been working on breaking this belief that

I'm " weak " .....and state they are just illusion which makes them

weaker. Which reminds me of one of my " gong " lessons.

 

Sometimes I will wake up to a " gonging " sound in one of my ears. I

usually have to sit up and cover my ears....it is so

loud....sometimes get up get a drink....know now that I will be

receiving a lesson. When I go back to bed and in either a dream or

deep relaxation state....have a lesson. ONe was I was laying in bed

and woke up in my dream with hundreds of nasty bugs stuck to the

ceiling....they were falling all over me in bed. I jumped out of bed

and for some reason had the thought " illusion " pop in my head....so

started shouting " illusion " ....and the bugs would disappear. Well

not all of them....had some left behind....had to keep

this " illusion " thing going on.

 

Then I walk out of my room....and my children are there and neice

and bugs start to appear....now I'm nervous because I of course want

to protect them....so I shout " illusion " again and again.....in my

mind and the bugs disappear. However now I am not so calm because I

don't know if more are going to manifest in front of my family and

how of course am I going to explain this.

 

SO I see some bugs on my neice who is holding her new puppy. And I

think really hard before she sees them " illusion " and away go the

bugs, but so does the puppy! Then I wake up. So I have been getting

little lessons like this.....think its about my fears and creating

my reality ect.

 

Also had a huge-ass (sorry) TIGER jump on the bed with me. It was a

real again as my furniture. Felt the fear coming on and just kept

saying surrender surrender surrender and it layed against me. Was a

bit nervous here, waiting to be devoured but just kept repeating

surrender. With my left hand I rubbed its belly and with my right

hand I went to pet it....it layed its head across me.

 

My right hand got caught in its mouth.....I just kept saying

surrender. My fingers were inbetween its fangs....surrender.....he

is telling me something.....I think he is saying this is the last

night he will visit me??? Behind me down the hall I hear something

coming....something scary......with all my will power I try to stay

calm.....surrender, surrender, its upon me.....feel fear, say

surrender, surrender, and then bam its on me.....the tiger

disappears and I feel K energy all through my body.....feels like im

in bliss! It was beautiful.

 

See some white orbs shooting out what looks like prana to me. I just

say hello and thanks and let them. See this tunnel like thing in the

sky.....now I say hello.....it gets right up to me and all this

prana just shoots all over me. But I don't know what to do....so I

watch and say thank you.

 

Sometimes (especially during full moons) the air blinks too much. Am

now use to this blinking.....but it can be naseauting at times.

Things blinking in and out of reality. This is rare but I've had

such strong feelings of this is all illusion and I'm so alone. So

some hard times but I've managed to pull through them.

 

See pops of colors....see little blue like circles popping in and

out. Sometimes feel such love that I can't believe a person can feel

this much Love. So many beautiful things. Things glowing, hands

glowing, energy rising off fingers, flowers, well you know this

stuff. A couple wks ago was seeing the purpley/violet green light I

always see and then above that in my head this light kept flashing.

Was focusing on love and gratitude then.

 

So many wonderful wonderful feelings that I am grateful for. I hope

to one day be able to go inside better. The light in my minds eye

helps me with this silence and sometimes I can go deep but the mind

is not so easy to shut up all the time! (:

 

I did notice after the shaktipat this was easier for a long

time.....well till of course i stopped practicing and freaked the

heck out of course!(: So I am now just beginning to understand this

concept of enlightenment, and this freedom of mind....so i hope one

day my mediations will be more " silent " Its easy for me to feel

love/gratitude, but this " silence " I think is what will also help.

I've come close to such power in a meditation there too.....but only

on a very few rare occasions....and still I felt myself hold back.

 

Many more things, Of course still read and enjoy all the posts and

learn and learn and learn. But I really don't want to talk about the

entity situation there.....at least not until I've released them.

Mainly because I do not want this " small suggestion " to put " fear "

in others while they are opening as we know can have consequences.

And of course focusing on them just makes them stronger anyway.

 

Okay, Thank you again for everything. I am still reading the

posts and am enjoying them. Oh and there is this " humming " in my

head! Wanted to let you know how things were and to say thanks for

everything. Be well!

[Guest guest]

Wow. Grateful for the permission given to share this.

Love and a big HUG to the writer. It does help to hear

these things. If one knows ahead of time some of the

possibilities, then its not as great a shock as it

could be. Forewarned, etc. Thank you so much.

 

Love, dhyana

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> A private e-mail to me from a group member on the path - Reprinted

> with permission. Edited for personal content.

[Guest guest]

Hey Chrism, I just wanted to make sure that entities, if I encounter

them, cannot harm me physically, no matter if it's a lion or whatever

it may be??? can they only do harm by trying to water the seed of fear

in me?

Craig

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> A private e-mail to me from a group member on the path - Reprinted

> with permission. Edited for personal content.

>

> Hello Chrism,

> Hi its ***, your quiet friend from Illinois. I should have written

> this to you by now....but was hoping I would be writing when I was

> able to release these things on my own. Just needed some time to

> work this out for myself. To come into a better balance with it all.

>

> I did ask around for some other advice as to what to do in this

> situation. Had many different answers. One group, Reiki Tummo (no

> did not receive any energy there just inquiring) said to stay in the

> heart! I have worked on this and must admit that I it certainly

> helps my awareness of them not as " painful " and it certainly " moves "

> my kundalini. So this has helped.

>

> Although the woman I spoke with has been practicing this and teaches

> this for over 10 years and says she still has entities attached but

> she doesnt focus on them. She said most people do, but some are more

> sensitive and can " feel " them more than others. Well whether that is

> true or not it doesnt matter. I am trying to move ahead with the

> kundalini and keeping in balance so I don't " feel " them so much. In

> the end I think it will be this k energy anyway that will heal me.

> But my mind is in a much better place. Am not afraid anymore.

> Figured I'm still here.....(:

>

> Have had many wonderful experiences also. One night Huge Huge

> spiders like the size of sm/med dogs were crawling all over me as an

> Asian Woman was laughing in one ear. Oh I should mention in the

> other ear first I hear that mans voice say to me....let them do

> whatever they want......(have heard his voice before....but under

> the circumstances I am not able to " Know " yet if I am being

> influenced from a neg entity or from a guide/higherself....so I've

> kinda tried to keep the " hearing " channel closed as much shall we

> say as I can)

>

> Well again I thought this could be more Negative Entities so

> although I had fear its interesting that I didnt " run " ....but

> grabbed the long leg which was as real to me as the furniture in the

> room.

>

> The asian womans voice started laughing and they started to go away

> and I looked at the clock and realized it was Shakti time and not

> neg entities and immediately I closed my eyes and said

> surrender ..... saw loving blue eyes.....and felt what a moment

> before felt like sharp little pains of the spiders pinching into

> me.... became now pinpricks that filled my entire body with.....

> I don't know how to describe this.....like a liquid gold/ felt k

> energy moving....felt bliss.....and in my head saw " flash " of Light

> so brillant. It was very beautiful.....im sure it would have been

> perhaps longer ect had I surrendered earlier.

>

> So now I'm just surrendering to whatever I don't care

> anymore.....although still kinda trying to keep the " hearing " closed

> cuz I've heard stuff and until I have released these things do not

> want to deal with that channel. (: am laughing here

>

> So this summer spent much time walking Lake Michigan, spent much

> time in the forest, tried to stay in my heart, worked on service for

> others helping others, got a lot of sun (yes I understand now what

> you mean by that.....the prana in the sunlight is so strong) working

> on the safties ect, my facing things I've needed to, fear, doing

> the " inner Smile " , you know smiling down at all my organs and

> sending love throughout my body, sending love out to others, ect.

>

> So I wish I could say that they are gone.....but not yet and I'm

> okay....I don't believe its forever and if it is I am not afraid

> anymore. I don't want this to keep me from my spiritual journey

> though.... What I mean is that for example if I ever blow into my

> chakras (which I can do from time to time, but never more than 9

> times each. Here is a funny story. Once I was just fed up with the

> whole situation and decided to blow in my chakras like 21

> times.....for me this heightens my sense of awareness, touch, so of

> course I " feel " them stronger.

>

> I was going to do this because I wanted to " face " them as strongly

> as I could. As I began this blowing, with this intention, the

> strangest thing. So I'm blowing over my 9 times and birds

> are " swooping " at me and making loud noises and one after the other

> kept flying at me to distract me.....I felt they were saying " not "

> to.....but I didnt care and laughed at them and went on.....well

> lets say that night and the next day.....I could " feel " them much

> more like before and still " couldnt " seem to release them. So it

> wasnt all that pleasant. Not horrible.....because I know I will be

> okay.....but not pleasant! (:

>

>

> I don't mean to talk about this situation that much. They are not on

> my mind so much.....but want to just kinda let you know whats been

> going on and keeping my balance. However I do believe the stronger

> the kundalini, I will have more energy to release them. I am able if

> I wake up in the middle of the night when they are very active

> to " push " them all down (well except one) to my lower legs/feet

> area. It does not hurt so much there. So I feel I am

> getting " stronger " .....its taking some time. (hopefully not 10

> yrs..ha) And have been working on breaking this belief that

> I'm " weak " .....and state they are just illusion which makes them

> weaker. Which reminds me of one of my " gong " lessons.

>

> Sometimes I will wake up to a " gonging " sound in one of my ears. I

> usually have to sit up and cover my ears....it is so

> loud....sometimes get up get a drink....know now that I will be

> receiving a lesson. When I go back to bed and in either a dream or

> deep relaxation state....have a lesson. ONe was I was laying in bed

> and woke up in my dream with hundreds of nasty bugs stuck to the

> ceiling....they were falling all over me in bed. I jumped out of bed

> and for some reason had the thought " illusion " pop in my head....so

> started shouting " illusion " ....and the bugs would disappear. Well

> not all of them....had some left behind....had to keep

> this " illusion " thing going on.

>

> Then I walk out of my room....and my children are there and neice

> and bugs start to appear....now I'm nervous because I of course want

> to protect them....so I shout " illusion " again and again.....in my

> mind and the bugs disappear. However now I am not so calm because I

> don't know if more are going to manifest in front of my family and

> how of course am I going to explain this.

>

> SO I see some bugs on my neice who is holding her new puppy. And I

> think really hard before she sees them " illusion " and away go the

> bugs, but so does the puppy! Then I wake up. So I have been getting

> little lessons like this.....think its about my fears and creating

> my reality ect.

>

> Also had a huge-ass (sorry) TIGER jump on the bed with me. It was a

> real again as my furniture. Felt the fear coming on and just kept

> saying surrender surrender surrender and it layed against me. Was a

> bit nervous here, waiting to be devoured but just kept repeating

> surrender. With my left hand I rubbed its belly and with my right

> hand I went to pet it....it layed its head across me.

>

> My right hand got caught in its mouth.....I just kept saying

> surrender. My fingers were inbetween its fangs....surrender.....he

> is telling me something.....I think he is saying this is the last

> night he will visit me??? Behind me down the hall I hear something

> coming....something scary......with all my will power I try to stay

> calm.....surrender, surrender, its upon me.....feel fear, say

> surrender, surrender, and then bam its on me.....the tiger

> disappears and I feel K energy all through my body.....feels like im

> in bliss! It was beautiful.

>

> See some white orbs shooting out what looks like prana to me. I just

> say hello and thanks and let them. See this tunnel like thing in the

> sky.....now I say hello.....it gets right up to me and all this

> prana just shoots all over me. But I don't know what to do....so I

> watch and say thank you.

>

> Sometimes (especially during full moons) the air blinks too much. Am

> now use to this blinking.....but it can be naseauting at times.

> Things blinking in and out of reality. This is rare but I've had

> such strong feelings of this is all illusion and I'm so alone. So

> some hard times but I've managed to pull through them.

>

> See pops of colors....see little blue like circles popping in and

> out. Sometimes feel such love that I can't believe a person can feel

> this much Love. So many beautiful things. Things glowing, hands

> glowing, energy rising off fingers, flowers, well you know this

> stuff. A couple wks ago was seeing the purpley/violet green light I

> always see and then above that in my head this light kept flashing.

> Was focusing on love and gratitude then.

>

> So many wonderful wonderful feelings that I am grateful for. I hope

> to one day be able to go inside better. The light in my minds eye

> helps me with this silence and sometimes I can go deep but the mind

> is not so easy to shut up all the time! (:

>

> I did notice after the shaktipat this was easier for a long

> time.....well till of course i stopped practicing and freaked the

> heck out of course!(: So I am now just beginning to understand this

> concept of enlightenment, and this freedom of mind....so i hope one

> day my mediations will be more " silent " Its easy for me to feel

> love/gratitude, but this " silence " I think is what will also help.

> I've come close to such power in a meditation there too.....but only

> on a very few rare occasions....and still I felt myself hold back.

>

> Many more things, Of course still read and enjoy all the posts and

> learn and learn and learn. But I really don't want to talk about the

> entity situation there.....at least not until I've released them.

> Mainly because I do not want this " small suggestion " to put " fear "

> in others while they are opening as we know can have consequences.

> And of course focusing on them just makes them stronger anyway.

>

> Okay, Thank you again for everything. I am still reading the

> posts and am enjoying them. Oh and there is this " humming " in my

> head! Wanted to let you know how things were and to say thanks for

> everything. Be well!

>

[Guest guest]

If you meet them in fear it can be a difficult experience and they

can seem as if they can harm you. Often when we are in the place of

experiencing these visions the vision reality is the complete

reality so if they rip you to shreds then you will be ripped to

shreds.

 

With the Kundalini there isnt always the expected pain of the

ripping as the idea is to teach you how to surrender. That is the

goal among others. So really get a hold of your fears and mellow

that fear response.

 

Keep the surrender going when you see the giant snake or the tiger

or the giant spider. (These are symbols commonly associated with the

Kundalini specifically. Entities are often of different shapes and

sizes and do not reflect as much a direct Shakti connection as do

the snake, tiger, spider.)

 

Entities come in all kinds of agenda. Do not give in to a fear

response. Go with interest and joy and surrender and discovery! -

blessings -chrism