Merging of feminine and masculine energy and se%ual orientation-

[Guest guest]

Thank you Dhyana. Your words reminded me that I have a tendency to

get ahead of myself and patience with self in an area to work with.

It's no wonder I've received turtle trinkets more than once in the

past few years

 

Jessica

 

 

, " novalees "

<dhyana wrote:

>

>

> Hello Jessica,

>

> Thank you for sharing so honestly. I had a dream the

> other night about being with a woman intimately. I woke

> up a little stunned. lol! I thought " okay. " Made me

> think that Shakti was messing with my second chakra.

> Made me think of a shadow self. So I had no problem

> with the dream. But I could see where confusion or

> guilt could have come into it if I had looked at it

> differently, identifying with it.

>

> I love hearing of your honesty with yourself. Through

> honesty we can take care of and understand ourselves,

> and that is a beautiful thing. Freedom and nurturing

> allows us to be ourselves in a deeper way. I hear what

> you're saying about your relationship. Men and women

> approach s+x so differently. It really blossoms when

> both have the balance of the two. Be gentle with your-

> self right now. Shakti may be bringing you through

> something, or opening the second more.

>

> Sending love,

> xxx

> dhyana

>

> , " Jessica "

> <jdehne88@> wrote:

> >

> > Memories have come back today about being attracted to women when

I was

> > young, from ages 5 to 10 or more. At some point I started being

> > attracted to males, but have remained attracted to women as well.

Is is

> > possible that this is a desire to know oneself in an intimate way?

Are

> > we born a certain sexual orientation? I am confused right now. I

can

> > see myself with a man or a woman. Could the feelings of being bi-se%

> > ual have anything to do with the merging of feminine and masculine

> > energies? I've been dishonest with myself for some time in my

current

> > relationship, thinking I had to agree to be intimate because he

wanted

> > release. I no longer feel well about this. Instead, I feel well

about

> > intimacy if it is for the purpose of sharing love, giving is

> > receiving. Currently, I have no sexual desire for him. This is due

> > partly to the fact that I became honest with myself and the se% feels

> > rushed and I no longer feel well about it. I've given thought to

> > marrying him, but know I can't until these things are resolved.

> >

> > -Jessica

> >

>