Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 Hello dear Group, It has felt like a severe time of testing for me, this past weekend especially. I experienced aggravation to the max. It was so bad that I wanted to go screaming out into the universe to get me away from people! lol! I love peace and harmony, and always seek it in situations, but things would come up " out of the blue " (lol) to put me in a place of being totally aggravated with behaviors of others that affected me. Last night when I came before God to recap the day I felt like such a failure. I didn't want to be aggravated with people, I wanted to love and help them. As I hung my head in sadness confessing my weakness I was very surprised at what I received. It was shown to me that I didn't fail the tests, but that I had passed them. I was amazed. The test was to see how I would react when pushed to the limit of anger and aggravation. I hadn't reacted or lashed out at all, nor did I scold or reprimand anyone. I just went with it, listening for any direction from within as the emotions raged, not resisting how I was feeling. Peace flooded into me then, and I was grateful to know what was within me when anger flared intensely. I feel free! And am rejoicing again! It brought to mind the Scripture verse, " be angry and sin not. " Now I understand what that means. lol! Loving every inch of freedom as it comes! Love, dhyana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 The DIVINE Miss D, 'Tis the season....... Grateful for your BREAKTHROUGH!!! I had one myself........... at the top of a mountain............................ love, happiness, joy, peace......all the fruits of the spirit showering down upon you, dear friend...... Julie--- On Mon, 11/17/08, novalees <dhyana wrote: novalees <dhyana Welcoming more freedom Date: Monday, November 17, 2008, 9:34 AM Hello dear Group,It has felt like a severe time of testingfor me, this past weekend especially. Iexperienced aggravation to the max. It wasso bad that I wanted to go screaming out into the universe to get me away from people! lol! I love peace and harmony,and always seek it in situations, butthings would come up "out of the blue"(lol)to put me in a place of being totallyaggravated with behaviors of ot Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 That's how it always is,Dhyana.Blessings to you. love,nicole , " novalees " <dhyana wrote: > > Hello dear Group, > > It has felt like a severe time of testing > for me, this past weekend especially. I > experienced aggravation to the max. It was > so bad that I wanted to go screaming out > into the universe to get me away from > people! lol! I love peace and harmony, > and always seek it in situations, but > things would come up " out of the blue " (lol) > to put me in a place of being totally > aggravated with behaviors of others that > affected me. > > Last night when I came before God to recap > the day I felt like such a failure. I didn't > want to be aggravated with people, I wanted > to love and help them. As I hung my head in > sadness confessing my weakness I was very > surprised at what I received. > > It was shown to me that I didn't fail the > tests, but that I had passed them. > I was amazed. The test was to see how I would > react when pushed to the limit of anger and > aggravation. I hadn't reacted or lashed out at all, > nor did I scold or reprimand anyone. I just > went with it, listening for any direction from > within as the emotions raged, not resisting > how I was feeling. > > Peace flooded into me then, and I was grateful > to know what was within me when anger flared > intensely. I feel free! And am rejoicing again! > It brought to mind the Scripture verse, " be angry > and sin not. " Now I understand what that means. > lol! > > Loving every inch of freedom as it comes! > Love, dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 Well done d, its funny how the tests work out, you think you're doing miserably when really your passing with flying colours :-))We are only human, its not a sin to feel emotions, its what we do with them when pushed to our limit that shows what we're made of, and I'd say you're made of some pretty good stuff.Blessings and calm joyelektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 I'm so glad I came back to the group to read this posting. What a beautiful lesson that speaks so clearly to the struggle that we all experience. Thank you for helping to open my eyes. lizzie , " novalees " <dhyana wrote: > > Hello dear Group, > > It has felt like a severe time of testing > for me, this past weekend especially. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 Nice going Dhyana, thanks for sharing. Love, Linda , " novalees " <dhyana wrote: > > Hello dear Group, > > It has felt like a severe time of testing > for me, this past weekend especially. I > experienced aggravation to the max. It was > so bad that I wanted to go screaming out > into the universe to get me away from > people! lol! I love peace and harmony, > and always seek it in situations, but > things would come up " out of the blue " (lol) > to put me in a place of being totally > aggravated with behaviors of others that > affected me. > > Last night when I came before God to recap > the day I felt like such a failure. I didn't > want to be aggravated with people, I wanted > to love and help them. As I hung my head in > sadness confessing my weakness I was very > surprised at what I received. > > It was shown to me that I didn't fail the > tests, but that I had passed them. > I was amazed. The test was to see how I would > react when pushed to the limit of anger and > aggravation. I hadn't reacted or lashed out at all, > nor did I scold or reprimand anyone. I just > went with it, listening for any direction from > within as the emotions raged, not resisting > how I was feeling. > > Peace flooded into me then, and I was grateful > to know what was within me when anger flared > intensely. I feel free! And am rejoicing again! > It brought to mind the Scripture verse, " be angry > and sin not. " Now I understand what that means. > lol! > > Loving every inch of freedom as it comes! > Love, dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2008 Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 Dy: I love reading you - you always make me feel so full of possibilities...have been thinking of you and sending you good thoughtse Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 21, 2008 Report Share Posted November 21, 2008 Excellent Dhyana! A great teaching for us all as we meet those who would teach us the qualities of our anger. Thank you for this meaningful and imortant example! - chrism , " novalees " <dhyana wrote: >It has felt like a severe time of testing > for me, this past weekend especially. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 21, 2008 Report Share Posted November 21, 2008 Thank you Chrism, and Elektra, and everyone who responded to my post. It means a lot to me, and is very encouraging to have you all with me through the struggles and growing pains. I love you. dhyana , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Excellent Dhyana! A great teaching for us all as we meet those who > would teach us the qualities of our anger. Thank you for this > meaningful and imortant example! - chrism > > , " novalees " > <dhyana@> wrote: > >It has felt like a severe time of testing > > for me, this past weekend especially. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 21, 2008 Report Share Posted November 21, 2008 thank you dhyana, when I feel anger a lot of times, I feel I'm failing too. this has reminded me to accept all aspects of creation, even the negative. may the peace stay with you Craig , " novalees " <dhyana wrote: > > Hello dear Group, > > It has felt like a severe time of testing > for me, this past weekend especially. I > experienced aggravation to the max. It was > so bad that I wanted to go screaming out > into the universe to get me away from > people! lol! I love peace and harmony, > and always seek it in situations, but > things would come up " out of the blue " (lol) > to put me in a place of being totally > aggravated with behaviors of others that > affected me. > > Last night when I came before God to recap > the day I felt like such a failure. I didn't > want to be aggravated with people, I wanted > to love and help them. As I hung my head in > sadness confessing my weakness I was very > surprised at what I received. > > It was shown to me that I didn't fail the > tests, but that I had passed them. > I was amazed. The test was to see how I would > react when pushed to the limit of anger and > aggravation. I hadn't reacted or lashed out at all, > nor did I scold or reprimand anyone. I just > went with it, listening for any direction from > within as the emotions raged, not resisting > how I was feeling. > > Peace flooded into me then, and I was grateful > to know what was within me when anger flared > intensely. I feel free! And am rejoicing again! > It brought to mind the Scripture verse, " be angry > and sin not. " Now I understand what that means. > lol! > > Loving every inch of freedom as it comes! > Love, dhyana > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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