Guest guest Posted November 19, 2008 Report Share Posted November 19, 2008 May I get a photo of your face Brian. No glasses just your eyes and face. - blessings brian. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2008 Report Share Posted November 20, 2008 Chrism, I have posted my sleepy eyes after 5hrs sleep after being up 26hrs. No wonder why my spiritual progress is slow! lol You are truly an amazing and genuinely blessed soul! Although we haven't met or communicated at all, I say this as I have been lurking since earlier this year since I can't access at work and usually limited to the daily digest in my inbox. I find your postings profound in wisdom and extremely timely as they frequently relate to my current situation. I believe in you! In ignorance I did post my pic in a previous Shaktipat and forgot about it. Weeks later while meditating I felt the wave of energy in the tip of my tailbone move up to the base of my spine. I am nearing the completion of some bad karma and hopefully have reduced work hours so I fully focus my attention on my awaking that I had formally shutdown due to its intensity and personal misunderstanding. I wish I would have found your website sooner! Basically in July 2007, I feel down 200ft down a waterfall and somehow survived. Months later as all hell broke lose as I was attacked on many fronts (IRS and DSHS audits, job transfer cancellation, work management makeover, static friendships, etc) that were all fear based, I started mind awakened. Unfortunately the whisk entering of an incredibly blissful state of mind and senses was overcome by another reality. I was having uncontrollable flashbacks on the job of my OBE or NDE underwater experience that left me with dreadfully foreign mind states like a fear of heights. I found that out on top of a 50ft jet fuel tank as I dropped to my knees and the world started spinning as I saw my ghost jump out of me like on an old cartoon. And what appeared as spinal or neck injuries that I began treatment for, made me question my mental capabilities with the various visions I had and that could put me in jail or fines if I made a mistake on the job. I handle millions of gallons of petroleum everyday and after 18yrs it's hard to walk away. After weeks of going down this seemingly downward spiral with no apparent way out to get grounded again with my intense work hours, a radical solution came to me while I felt literally crumbling into a dark abyss. It was smoking some pot one weekend to find myself surprising tested my first day back to work that gave me a six week paid vacation to fulfill myselfs request to screw my head back on. It worked but have also had to go to a year of several AA meetings each week and also an weekly out patient drug program class which will be finally completed on December 19th. So if you are still reading this, I hope you can appreciate following Chrism's easier path than my own. lol Blessings to you and for all the great work you do! Here is a blog I had posted last year if interested: http://blog.360./blog-KKfJfSgydKfP71c3H3eYRLY- ;_ylt=AmZEF0t0k7Hx9dZspcaAJHq0AOJ3?cq=1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2008 Report Share Posted November 20, 2008 Well hello Brian, I'm glad you found us.Sounds like you've been through hell and back , I can certainly relate.HUGS and blessingselektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2008 Report Share Posted November 20, 2008 You have done well Brian! Those were some difficult challenges and you have passed them all! Nice going. Now we can do some some work. - blessings to you brian. - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2008 Report Share Posted November 20, 2008 Hi Brian, well, good you are here. I also did things my way for too long while K. was happening, and that made life rather interesting, to put it mildly ..lol. It seems like you have been on quite a journey... warm regards Bruce -- In , " Brian " <coal_bowl wrote: > > Chrism, > > I have posted my sleepy eyes after 5hrs sleep after being up 26hrs. > No wonder why my spiritual progress is slow! lol > > You are truly an amazing and genuinely blessed soul! Although we > haven't met or communicated at all, I say this as I have been lurking > since earlier this year since I can't access at work and > usually limited to the daily digest in my inbox. I find your > postings profound in wisdom and extremely timely as they frequently > relate to my current situation. I believe in you! > > In ignorance I did post my pic in a previous Shaktipat and forgot > about it. Weeks later while meditating I felt the wave of energy in > the tip of my tailbone move up to the base of my spine. I am nearing > the completion of some bad karma and hopefully have reduced work > hours so I fully focus my attention on my awaking that I had formally > shutdown due to its intensity and personal misunderstanding. I wish > I would have found your website sooner! > > Basically in July 2007, I feel down 200ft down a waterfall and > somehow survived. Months later as all hell broke lose as I was > attacked on many fronts (IRS and DSHS audits, job transfer > cancellation, work management makeover, static friendships, etc) that > were all fear based, I started mind awakened. Unfortunately the > whisk entering of an incredibly blissful state of mind and senses was > overcome by another reality. I was having uncontrollable flashbacks > on the job of my OBE or NDE underwater experience that left me with > dreadfully foreign mind states like a fear of heights. I found that > out on top of a 50ft jet fuel tank as I dropped to my knees and the > world started spinning as I saw my ghost jump out of me like on an > old cartoon. And what appeared as spinal or neck injuries that I > began treatment for, made me question my mental capabilities with the > various visions I had and that could put me in jail or fines if I > made a mistake on the job. I handle millions of gallons of petroleum > everyday and after 18yrs it's hard to walk away. After weeks of > going down this seemingly downward spiral with no apparent way out to > get grounded again with my intense work hours, a radical solution > came to me while I felt literally crumbling into a dark abyss. It > was smoking some pot one weekend to find myself surprising tested my > first day back to work that gave me a six week paid vacation to > fulfill myselfs request to screw my head back on. It worked but have > also had to go to a year of several AA meetings each week and also an > weekly out patient drug program class which will be finally completed > on December 19th. So if you are still reading this, I hope you can > appreciate following Chrism's easier path than my own. lol > > > Blessings to you and for all the great work you do! > > > > Here is a blog I had posted last year if interested: > > http://blog.360./blog-KKfJfSgydKfP71c3H3eYRLY- > ;_ylt=AmZEF0t0k7Hx9dZspcaAJHq0AOJ3?cq=1 > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 21, 2008 Report Share Posted November 21, 2008 Hello Brian! Yes a fall like that and survivng it kind of makes you feel you are here for a reason doesnt it? I am happy to read of the resolutions of your difficulties becoming manifest for you Brian and I do feel that like others here these traumas are given for a reason far beyond what we can imagine them to be at the time they occur. Its good you got some time for reflection and that now you are focused and ready to roll. There are expriences of great meaning and discovery awaiting you. Welcome Brian! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 24, 2008 Report Share Posted November 24, 2008 Thanks Chrism, Electra and Bruce for your warm greetings! I'm glad we all have found this forum where we can share our experiences. Saturday night in speaking to my brother about my experiences made me realize how foreign and unable to understand topics that are discussed here. When fell had my waterfall accident, and ex-girlfriend who had gone to Ramthas school of enlightment in Yelm, WA for 18yrs help me out in many ways that it would have been very difficult. Yes the events that unfolded that I survived was a burdon to swallow for a simple modest man. Realizing the complete feeling of DejaVu and have having dreams as a teen of going down the falls was hard to believe. A couple of psychics have said I had a contract to do this with this friend I impulsively became friends with to try to save her from falling, then falling in myself as I felt pushed over the edge. Anyways there is alot to it all. The friend I attempted to save agreed we are friends for life now as there was to much sync in the events before and after falling. Soon I will be able to spend more time interacting with like minded people like yourself. For now my life and time is in turmoil. Today is my birthday and thanks for my boss have to work tonight so the accountant can take vacation even if it's not my job to do his along with mine. Plus to attend two AA meetings today before I go so I can enjoy the Thanksgiving weekend. I say this not to complain or have to feel sorry for me. In temporary difficult times I feel the inter strength by doing the right thing within my heart and not let my emotions run over it. Fear and impatience is the mind killer and seems my path is to squash it. My marathoon is soon over and God lets me know various little ways when I doubt myself that everything is going to be okay. I just say this for those that are being tested that the high road in even in what appears as blind faith is the way to go. Thanks again and Happy Thanksgiving! Brian Coble Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 24, 2008 Report Share Posted November 24, 2008 I am in ThanksGiving for your presence here Brian! - blessings to you on this day of days! - chrism , " Brian " <coal_bowl wrote: > > Thanks Chrism, Electra and Bruce for your warm greetings! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 24, 2008 Report Share Posted November 24, 2008 Happy Birthday Brian! Welcome to the group. Sarita , "Brian" <coal_bowl wrote: Today is my birthday> > Thanks again and Happy Thanksgiving!> > Brian Coble> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 25, 2008 Report Share Posted November 25, 2008 Happy birthday and Thanksgiving to all. I'lm be going to an AA meeting today myself. Jake--- On Mon, 11/24/08, Brian <coal_bowl wrote: Brian <coal_bowl Re: Brian Coalbowl Date: Monday, November 24, 2008, 11:53 PM Thanks Chrism, Electra and Bruce for your warm greetings!I'm glad we all have found this forum where we can share our Recent Activity 6 New Members 6 New Photos 1 New LinksVisit Your Group Need traffic? Drive customers With search ads on Moderator Central Get the latest news from the team. Stay healthy and discover other people who can help. .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 Dear Brain, Belated happy B'day and wish you all the best. Welcome to the group. Nameste, Roz Sarita <sarita1969 Sent: Tuesday, November 25, 2008 7:43:14 AM Re: Brian Coalbowl Happy Birthday Brian! Welcome to the group. Sarita Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , "Brian" <coal_bowl@.. .> wrote: Today is my birthday> > Thanks again and Happy Thanksgiving!> > Brian Coble> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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