Guest guest Posted November 19, 2008 Report Share Posted November 19, 2008 since my spontaneour kundalini awakening on 8/8/08 have tried to keep my sanity going but the phenomenas am expiriencing is just too much! day before yesterday while meditating before going to sleep, felt myself vibrating in a different way then ususal...then this energy precense came from the right side... (felt like when you have the shivers running down your back but coming from the side?) anyway came into me or was tranfering energy into me until my entire left side was tingly with the prickly energy....but just the left side and started to wonder about it....when another presence on my right side also coming/transfering energy into me, but this one felt different...the prickly energy was more " sharp " the prickly sensation had more of sharp pricks to it....to say it was a bit uncomfortable is an understainment anyway as that energy was " filling " me....i actually have no concious memory of what happened next... woke up in the morning with a sense of having pulled an all nighter studing kind of feeling to my brain didn't feel tire but neither rested. yesterday let out what can only described as intolerable pain from the heart....the pain was so tremeduous i wanted to reap my heart out just so i wouldn't have to feel it anymore if that made sense...even my kidney hurts! since yesterday afternoon there is an energy/presence on my right side, is still next to me. the energy follows me around the house...it's just there...how or what is one suppose to do about it? am to the point that am beginning to think am losing my mind! just too much! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 19, 2008 Report Share Posted November 19, 2008 Surrender completely to what is occurring. Do not think you can do anything from an ego standpoint of asserting control. Do not worry about the energies following you around the house or the phenomena. Practice the safeties as soon as you can. You have been with us since 08-30-08. Have you had a chance to read them? The pain in the heart can be greatly alleviated by practicing the emotional balances given in the safeties. The kidney pain can also be greatly relieved. So you do have some recourse my friend. But most importantly do not resist. Eat some watermelon for your kidneys and do the recapitulation and forgivenesses for your heart pains. - blessings to you. - chrism , " Ilus " <ilus2001 wrote: > > since my spontaneour kundalini awakening on 8/8/08 > have tried to keep my sanity going > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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