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since my spontaneour kundalini awakening on 8/8/08

have tried to keep my sanity going

but the phenomenas am expiriencing is just too much!

 

day before yesterday while meditating before going to sleep, felt

myself vibrating in a different way then ususal...then this energy

precense came from the right side... (felt like when you have the

shivers running down your back but coming from the side?) anyway came

into me or was tranfering energy into me until my entire left side

was tingly with the prickly energy....but just the left side and

started to wonder about it....when another presence on my right side

also coming/transfering energy into me, but this one felt

different...the prickly energy was more " sharp " the prickly sensation

had more of sharp pricks to it....to say it was a bit uncomfortable

is an understainment anyway as that energy was " filling " me....i

actually have no concious memory of what happened next... woke up in

the morning with a sense of having pulled an all nighter studing kind

of feeling to my brain didn't feel tire but neither rested.

 

yesterday let out what can only described as intolerable pain from

the heart....the pain was so tremeduous i wanted to reap my heart out

just so i wouldn't have to feel it anymore if that made sense...even

my kidney hurts!

 

since yesterday afternoon there is an energy/presence on my right

side, is still next to me.

 

the energy follows me around the house...it's just there...how or

what is one suppose to do about it?

 

am to the point that am beginning to think am losing my mind!

 

just too much!

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Surrender completely to what is occurring. Do not think you can do

anything from an ego standpoint of asserting control. Do not worry

about the energies following you around the house or the phenomena.

Practice the safeties as soon as you can. You have been with us

since 08-30-08. Have you had a chance to read them?

 

The pain in the heart can be greatly alleviated by practicing the

emotional balances given in the safeties. The kidney pain can also

be greatly relieved.

 

So you do have some recourse my friend. But most importantly do not

resist. Eat some watermelon for your kidneys and do the

recapitulation and forgivenesses for your heart pains. - blessings

to you. - chrism

 

, " Ilus "

<ilus2001 wrote:

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> since my spontaneour kundalini awakening on 8/8/08

> have tried to keep my sanity going

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