Movies, real life and Defenses

[Guest guest]

I like to watch movies. A good mystery/murder mystery or an action

movie is fun.

 

Having studies Tai Chi and knowing some martial artists I have come

to enjoy martial art movies and ultimate fighting (I do not like it

because it is violent. I enjoy the martial skills involved.)

 

Is K going to make all of this too painful to watch?

 

Defenses

I have lots of defenses that have developed over the years. There is

so much pain and suffering in the world I feel that if not for my

defenses I might just break down and become dysfunctional. I can cry

when I see a homeless dog or a run over cat in the road. I once hit

a bird when I was driving, it dove right into my car when I was doing

70 mph, there was no way to avoid it. I was shaken up for days. I

teach and some of the kids come in with stories that I just can't

allow myself to really feel. If I do I would not be able to keep on

teaching.

 

Is K going to strip me of my defenses? Will I become an emotional

wreck? Will the sight of a dead bird bring me to tears for rest of

the day? Will a kid who tells me of their troubles bring to my knees?

 

My defenses make life possible. I just can't break down every time I

see or hear something sad.

 

 

rich

[Guest guest]

Hello Richard,

K will certainly accentuate your compassion and love.

So in the expression of sympathy this could as well be accentuated. I

would go with your own intuition regarding the martial arts movies

stay away from the horror genre.

 

Your compassion can get quite pronounced but perhaps because of your

current sensitivities you may already have a discount in these areas.

Understanding why bad things happen to good people is also helpful.

Even the kids are burning through their Karma. - blessings to you

Richard. - chrism

[Guest guest]

I never liked Horror movies. They are just blood and guts for the " fun "

of seeing blood and guts…Not fun for me, I never liked it!

 

I do understand that every one is on their own path and that everything

they experience is either a lesson/experience that they need or karma

being burned.

 

Too much compassion can be painful…maybe I should write, over

empathizing can be painful. Then again…difficult to put into words…

 

Perhaps I project my own pain/fear into some situations. The bird that

flew into my car when I was doing 70 mph did not suffer and I do trust

that the bird is on its path and that what happened was just what

needed to happen. Yet I found it painful.

 

 

Deep in thought ,

rich

 

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Hello Richard,

> K will certainly accentuate your compassion and love.

> So in the expression of sympathy this could as well be accentuated. I

> would go with your own intuition regarding the martial arts movies

> stay away from the horror genre.

>

> Your compassion can get quite pronounced but perhaps because of your

> current sensitivities you may already have a discount in these areas.

> Understanding why bad things happen to good people is also helpful.

> Even the kids are burning through their Karma. - blessings to you

> Richard. - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

If anything, I have been able to see the sacredness behind everything, I do not feel sadness when I see death or sorrow, I see life and God and feel a great inner serenity and balance, I feel very neutral most of the time.I do not feel sadness for other people but joy no matter what, as I know the secret behind everything is LOVE.Infact some people may think me strange at how when I hear of death and tragedy alot of the time I feel very serene and peaceful and joyous inside. I know that life is eternal and that everything is in divine and perfect order. I trust God's love completely.This is what the Kundalini has brought me personally.I hope you find the same...... love and blessings from elektra x x x

[Guest guest]

I don't think you'll break down at the sight of a dead

bird,Rich.What's going to happen is that we dream what we see during

our waking hours and those fighting movies will impact your dreams

even if you are detached from your emotions when you are watching

them.Ask me how i know that? When you beome K active after a while

you might enjoy watching some movies and since there will be no

thoughts in your mind you'll feel no attachment to the movie itself

and no emotions will be involved but i sugest you do not watch really

violent movies because you will dream about it for sure and trust

me,you'll be living it,lol.

 

love,nicole

 

 

, " Richard

Eisenberg " <Pyaar333 wrote:

>

>

> I like to watch movies. A good mystery/murder mystery or an action

> movie is fun.

>

> Having studies Tai Chi and knowing some martial artists I have come

> to enjoy martial art movies and ultimate fighting (I do not like it

> because it is violent. I enjoy the martial skills involved.)

>

> Is K going to make all of this too painful to watch?

>

> Defenses

> I have lots of defenses that have developed over the years. There

is

> so much pain and suffering in the world I feel that if not for my

> defenses I might just break down and become dysfunctional. I can

cry

> when I see a homeless dog or a run over cat in the road. I once

hit

> a bird when I was driving, it dove right into my car when I was

doing

> 70 mph, there was no way to avoid it. I was shaken up for days. I

> teach and some of the kids come in with stories that I just can't

> allow myself to really feel. If I do I would not be able to keep on

> teaching.

>

> Is K going to strip me of my defenses? Will I become an emotional

> wreck? Will the sight of a dead bird bring me to tears for rest of

> the day? Will a kid who tells me of their troubles bring to my

knees?

>

> My defenses make life possible. I just can't break down every time

I

> see or hear something sad.

>

>

> rich

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, thank you.

 

I do know that everything is sacred and that everything happens for a

higher reason.

 

However I do not always feel, even though I know it, it when

confronted with things I interpret to be " sad " of " bad " .

 

rich

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> If anything, I have been able to see the sacredness behind

everything, I do not feel sadness when I see death or sorrow, I see

life and God and feel a great inner serenity and balance, I feel very

neutral most of the time.

> I do not feel sadness for other people but joy no matter what, as I

know the secret behind everything is LOVE.

> Infact some people may think me strange at how when I hear of death

and tragedy alot of the time I feel very serene and peaceful and

joyous inside. I know that life is eternal and that everything is in

divine and perfect order. I trust God's love completely.

>

> This is what the Kundalini has brought me personally.

>

> I hope you find the same...... love and blessings from elektra x x x

>

[Guest guest]

Actually, Rich, I have become more and less sensitized after the "k" awakening. I, like you, took years to get over seeing a squirrel who had been flattened from the waist down, crawling across a driveway. It was the most poignant moment in my life, as I had never seen anyone work that hard to make a few steps. I had witnessed birth and death, but it seemed a natural part of life. Yes, I am aware of the people who have overcome handicaps that would tear your heart apart; but I have not been privy to seeing them. However, I did witness the squirrel; and I cannot diminish the impact..........

 

Put me out there, Kali, Shakti......Show me these people....I am willing and able.........

 

Namaste.........

Julie--- On Wed, 11/26/08, ntaroiu <lsirca wrote:

ntaroiu <lsirca Re: Movies, real life and Defenses Date: Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 7:06 AM

 

 

I don't think you'll break down at the sight of a dead bird,Rich.What' s going to happen is that we dream what we see during our waking hours and those fighting movies will impact your dreams even if you are detached from your emotions when you are watching them.Ask me how i know that? When you beome K active after a while you might enjoy watching some movies and since there will be no thoughts in your mind you'll feel no attachment to the movie itself and no emotions will be involved but i sugest you do not watch really violent movies because you will dream about it for sure and trust me,you'll be living it,lol.love,nicoleKundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , "Richard Eisenberg" <Pyaar333@.. .> wrote:>> > I like to watch movies. A good mystery/murder

mystery or an action > movie is fun.> > Having studies Tai Chi and knowing some martial artists I have come > to enjoy martial art movies and ultimate fighting (I do not like it > because it is violent. I enjoy the martial skills involved.)> > Is K going to make all of this too painful to watch?> > Defenses> I have lots of defenses that have developed over the years. There is > so much pain and suffering in the world I feel that if not for my > defenses I might just break down and become dysfunctional. I can cry > when I see a homeless dog or a run over cat in the road. I once hit > a bird when I was driving, it dove right into my car when I was doing > 70 mph, there was no way to avoid it. I was shaken up for days. I > teach and some of the kids come in with stories that I just can't > allow myself to really feel. If I

do I would not be able to keep on > teaching. > > Is K going to strip me of my defenses? Will I become an emotional > wreck? Will the sight of a dead bird bring me to tears for rest of > the day? Will a kid who tells me of their troubles bring to my knees?> > My defenses make life possible. I just can't break down every time I > see or hear something sad. > > > rich>

[Guest guest]

Awww, thats sounds so sad.... I can remember the last time I really felt like that was on my honeymoon, before K , we were driving in Maritious from the airport to the hotel, we had just arrived. I love cats, and had some at home as pets, on this island they are seen as vermin, a white cat was in the road and the driver swerved to hit it on purpose, just ran it down.I was stupid enough to look back to see the cat writhing on the floor in pain, that really upset me and disturbed me my whole trip and even now as I write it gives me a pain in my tummy. I was just broken inside, I wanted to kill the man.Yes, its true, the k does help not to judge, but to see something really horrible can still take a little time to adjust and release it.love elektra x x x I, like you, took years to get over seeing a squirrel who had been flattened from the waist down, crawling across a driveway.